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yeah you and leo are over you broke up with him btw you got a crush back on tristan yeah youre enemy you always dream of him

today i got the first time drunk , i was going out with. a friend (sneak out) not far away from home and my only thing to do is to get drunk .

i mean i smoked ciggarets drank vodkabull or just vodka jägermeister is also good, and i first i was like why am i not getting drunk i am going home with her and damn i drank some more vodka and then it started to kick in it feelt so good beign drunk i love beign drunk and i am gonna get drunk again today

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WHAT THE FLIP NICK IS DISGUSTING AND UGLY EWWWWWW HE IS SOOO UGLY BRO and leo is such a ick you dont understand ewww

today i got the first time drunk , i was going out with. a friend (sneak out) not far away from home and my only thing to do is to get drunk .

i mean i smoked ciggarets drank vodkabull or just vodka jägermeister is also good, and i first i was like why am i not getting drunk i am going home with her and damn i drank some more vodka and then it started to kick in it feelt so good beign drunk i love beign drunk and i am gonna get drunk again today

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SO MUCH IS HAPPENING you dont want carlo and wissam you know maxi you and Massima are not friends anymore yall HATE EACHOTHER you still sa you have smth with leonard the bestfriend of maxi you kinda had a crush but then at a party you kissed gabriel like he kissed you but yall. made out and you cried with leo and you made out with leo also but yeahhhh and you got kinda a crush on nick like idk but i think just friends

today i got the first time drunk , i was going out with. a friend (sneak out) not far away from home and my only thing to do is to get drunk .

i mean i smoked ciggarets drank vodkabull or just vodka jägermeister is also good, and i first i was like why am i not getting drunk i am going home with her and damn i drank some more vodka and then it started to kick in it feelt so good beign drunk i love beign drunk and i am gonna get drunk again today

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...𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲'𝔩𝔩 𝔫𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔢 𝔭𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫 ✭*.

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me and that on friend

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true

ramblings on Skins UK (S2E6-8)

Can we talk about how surreal this show is? I can never tell what's real and what isn't. It's obvious that these characters are constantly consuming some kind of substances, but oh my gosh. Even down to the choice of music or the fact that characters are wearing the EXACT SAME CLOTHING in scenes which take place 3 days later. And then to have a character ask "Is this real?" Only to be met with "Everything is real," when it's so obvious that when it comes to this show, that is not the case (S2E8 "Jal" & S2E6 "Tony"). Or how everything just seems to fall in place for the resourceful Effy in S2E7 "Effy."

There are so many plot holes, but it's clear that these are intentional. The audience never gets the full story. And I think it's interesting that, unlike other shows, the intentions of main character of the episode are not always clear to the audience. Whereas in other shows, we usually can understand each motivation a main character has, here, we are left wondering. The MCs are essentially mysteries and what happens to them is not always divulged. There is no amount of dramatic irony here, we are left as completely in the dark about the MC as other characters of the show, sometimes even knowing less.

I'd also like to call attention to the strange behavior of the adults in this world of teenagers. They're not Disney-dumb, but their characters are certainly goofy in a manner that you wouldn't expect from a show that touts such realism. In S2E7 "Effy," the bouncer lets underage kids into a 21+ bar in exchange for them critiquing his manuscript, and serves them a lollipop for their troubles. But once inside the club, we can see that there is no one there above high school age. His actions are over-the-top and confusing, but this could just be a case of poor acting skills perhaps? Or the fact that the auditioners for Jal's clarinet audition ridicule her for choosing the easiest piece out of the four options---even though those were options they provided---stating that their institution is about challenging oneself and she should choose the more challenging piece (S2E8 "Jal"). And let's not even get started on all the adults in S2E6 "Tony," which we all know were just hallucinations anyways. But were they all? And to what extent?

Ultimately, this show is strange and I love it, and I aspire to be like Effy and Cass because they are both such otherworldly, elusive characters. Perhaps it's the "manic pixie dream girl" (/pos) in them that I relate to.

I would love to hear other people's thoughts on the bizarre nature of this gem of a show.

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the bes

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she is me i am here

the blueprint

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my vibe

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damnnn

"Why does paper always feel so dry? Why can't it be soft, like a pillow or like a hug from someone you can trust? Paper - it's as dry, as brittle as your cheeks might sometimes be. Or are they wet? Wet like the rain that slowly trickles down the window pane. But paper can get wet, but even then it never loses its own texture. It doesn't become soft and comfortable like a pillow. It retains its identity, its edges. It can cut, tell a story, paint a picture, record a stain - be a love letter full of beautiful words or just a boring essay. That's how paper is, and somehow, that's how I am. Dry, wet, able to cut , but also able to tell stories. I could never really like the taste of water. It was just so neutral, so undefined. But no one is really neutral, right? Everyone has their own likes and dislikes, their own identity. Then came the taste of the cigarette that spread through my mouth - the harsh taste of tobacco. I inhaled it slowly, watching the smoke leave my mouth and dissipate into the darkness. My hands were red, from the cold weather, but also from something else. The cold penetrated not only my hands, but also my heart. It felt like it was frozen.-xxta2ssiyaxx

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gonna continue writing my book

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YES

"Why does paper always feel so dry? Why can't it be soft, like a pillow or like a hug from someone you can trust? Paper - it's as dry, as brittle as your cheeks might sometimes be. Or are they wet? Wet like the rain that slowly trickles down the window pane. But paper can get wet, but even then it never loses its own texture. It doesn't become soft and comfortable like a pillow. It retains its identity, its edges. It can cut, tell a story, paint a picture, record a stain - be a love letter full of beautiful words or just a boring essay. That's how paper is, and somehow, that's how I am. Dry, wet, able to cut , but also able to tell stories. I could never really like the taste of water. It was just so neutral, so undefined. But no one is really neutral, right? Everyone has their own likes and dislikes, their own identity. Then came the taste of the cigarette that spread through my mouth - the harsh taste of tobacco. I inhaled it slowly, watching the smoke leave my mouth and dissipate into the darkness. My hands were red, from the cold weather, but also from something else. The cold penetrated not only my hands, but also my heart. It felt like it was frozen.-xxta2ssiyaxx

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GIRLLLL BELIVE ME you were at at big party from rebecca (she changed now) And damnnn gabriel was there and girl nah thats crazy you hugged him and everything and then you got completlly drunk like really you smoked a cig and danced and sang that you told gabriel that you wanted to kiss him and then he said he alos had a crush on you but yeah then he was a bit too weird and he only wanted friends + so yeah suck for you but yall got friends and you kissed him on the check than you a 10th grader wrote you I KNOW WTFFFFFF and he was flirting with you but forget him he is a dick and a bitch like a real bitch and now youre writing with the bestfriend of Marcel and its Carlo and damn he is sooo cute you want to be a couple with him and also you have smth with wissman but he is 10hr away so yeah anyways and yesterday you kissed on the check augustin and you also rizzded him up like crazy so yeah pretty well now there is just a lot of rumours but thats fine AND YOU DID YOURE FIRST TIME GEL NAILS YAYYYY

today i got the first time drunk , i was going out with. a friend (sneak out) not far away from home and my only thing to do is to get drunk .

i mean i smoked ciggarets drank vodkabull or just vodka jägermeister is also good, and i first i was like why am i not getting drunk i am going home with her and damn i drank some more vodka and then it started to kick in it feelt so good beign drunk i love beign drunk and i am gonna get drunk again today

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"Why does paper always feel so dry? Why can't it be soft, like a pillow or like a hug from someone you can trust? Paper - it's as dry, as brittle as your cheeks might sometimes be. Or are they wet? Wet like the rain that slowly trickles down the window pane. But paper can get wet, but even then it never loses its own texture. It doesn't become soft and comfortable like a pillow. It retains its identity, its edges. It can cut, tell a story, paint a picture, record a stain - be a love letter full of beautiful words or just a boring essay. That's how paper is, and somehow, that's how I am. Dry, wet, able to cut , but also able to tell stories. I could never really like the taste of water. It was just so neutral, so undefined. But no one is really neutral, right? Everyone has their own likes and dislikes, their own identity. Then came the taste of the cigarette that spread through my mouth - the harsh taste of tobacco. I inhaled it slowly, watching the smoke leave my mouth and dissipate into the darkness. My hands were red, from the cold weather, but also from something else. The cold penetrated not only my hands, but also my heart. It felt like it was frozen.-xxta2ssiyaxx

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me and who?

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mentally i look like this