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it is 2015. phineas and ferb, the amazing world of gumball, and steven universe are on the air. you are currently playing undertale

it is 2025. phineas and ferb, the amazing world of gumball and steven universe are back on the air. you are currently playing undertale

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IM SCREAMING I CANT AHHHAHAHSHAHJADBSBJANSJSS STEVEN UNIVERSE IS COMING BACK!!! IM SHACKINH RN IDK IF ITS BC IM SO EXICTED OR IF BC IM DRINKING A SODA RN

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Does anyone else just jump from interest to interest and hyperfixate on it really hard and then switch to another interest? But have like 1 main interest you’ll always like and come back to and obsess on it?? 💔 its lowk exhausting but i love it

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Toxic yuri 😈🤝

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Lowk ive been a pearlmethyst shipper but lapearl has been growing on me 😣

I'm slowly surrendering to Lapearl and Pearlmethyst

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Ugh i love this, pearl is lowk so hot

I was given a low quality picture and my friends told me to redraw it.

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I sat at the edge of the porch, lighting my cigarette. I had just come home from school and was tired from track. I’d been the boys’ track team leader for two years now.

Darry says it’s a miracle, considering how many cigarettes I smoke all day. I can’t blame him for thinking that.

I try to blow smoke rings the way Dally taught Johnny and me. I make a wobbly one—it’s not as good as Dally’s, but maybe I’ll get there someday. I put out my smoke with my worn-out Converse that Darry bought me at the beginning of the school year.

They look like they still have another year to go—that is, if I don’t grow like a magic beanstalk. The gang says I had a bit of a growth spurt, but I don’t really see it.

Maybe it’s just because I see myself every day. I don’t really notice changes that much since I catch every little one.

I sit at the edge of the porch, where a few pieces of rotten wood stick out here and there. The sun is just starting to set, so I decide to stay a bit longer before going in.

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I walk into the house, chucking off my shoes as I head to my room. Darry decided I need my own room now, considering how I’m “becoming a man.” It’s more of just a space for myself.

I still sleep with Sodapop when I have my nightmares—or he’ll sleep in my room.

The nightmares haven’t been as bad over the last few months. The doctor said I must be growing out of them, but I still have them, so who knows? As long as I’m not waking up screaming bloody murder with sweat all down my chest, I’ll consider it a win.

My room is a pretty decent size. To my left, my bed is in the far corner, horizontal by the window. Next to my bed is my desk under some shelves holding various books. On top of it is a lamp and papers with my writings. To my right is my dresser. I flop down on my bed, grabbing my book off my desk.

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After a couple of pages, I hear the screen door open, then the front door. It’s probably one of the gang staying here for the night or Darry coming home.

Soda said he was going to be out with Steve and doesn’t know when he’ll be back. That usually means the day after.

Following the sound of the door, I hear footsteps—specifically boots. It’s Darry. He’s the only one who wears work boots since he does roofing and whatnot.

I close my book and sit up as he opens my room door.

“What’s it so quiet for?”

“Sodapop ain’t home. Said he’d be out with Steve.”

“What time did he say he’d be back?”

“Said he didn’t know.”

“That kid…”

Darry mumbles the last part. I don’t know why he said it. Soda’s 17 now—almost 18 in a few months. He’ll be an adult then. It’s kinda scary to think about.

“I’m going out to the store to get some groceries. You coming?”

“I’ll probably stay here, maybe go for a walk or something.”

“All right, just be back by curfew. And please, don’t get jumped—for the life of me.”

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After finishing about two chapters, I shut my book. It’s getting dark out, and it’s a Thursday night—I have school tomorrow. Most of the gang dropped out of school, ’cept Johnny. He really only goes to get away from home, and he says he likes the free food from the cafeteria. I don’t understand how anyone can like that slop—it’s almost worse than when Two-Bit tried to cook.

I get up from my bed, grabbing my clothes as I walk to the bathroom. I go in, shut the door, slip off my dirty clothes from today, turn on the shower head, and step in. The warm water relaxes my muscles.

I grab the bottle of shampoo and start lathering and scrubbing my head. When my arms start to get tired, I take it as a sign to rinse it off. Sometimes the gang makes fun of me for being so meticulous with my nighttime routine since I started using more product for my hair—sayin’ I’m “like a broad.” Please, they wish.

I practically had to start using more stuff for my hair after Johnny bleached it and chopped it off. Yet he got to keep his hair…

I finish my well-earned shower and step out, wrapping myself in a towel. I look in the mirror, seeing my orangish-blondish hair. My roots are starting to come in. I’m this close to dying it brown, but that’ll only ruin it further…

I head off to bed, hoping I don’t have any nightmares. I have a test tomorrow and can’t afford any distractions. Darry said that if I don’t pass this test, he’ll ban me from buying cigs anymore. Even if he does, I’ll probably just snag some—but still, can’t take the risk.

Ao3 link —>

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65514823/chapters/168641596

Wattpad link —>

https://www.wattpad.com/story/391647197?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=comicallypink

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Ermm… guys… i havent posted in like 2 months… IM ALIVE DW!! And the thing i was cooking up was a fic and a drawing 😛 ill post the link to the fic on ao3 and ill post the fic here too. But heres the (uncolored!) drawing i made!!

Its not rlly finished but its wtv

ALSO ik this isnt how curly looks in the movie but its how i head cannon him 💔

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Guys im cooking up smth REALLL good so be ready guys 😈🤝

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Omg i hate how they made Curly look in the TWTTIN movie 😭 AND HOW HE SOUNDS like that is NOT how I imagined him AT ALL

Like wym he isnt latino with mid length curly, thick, hair like huh and why does he sound so… idk like he sounds zesty and like hes on broadway and is trying to mimick batman & the joker at the same time

No hate to the actor is just not at all how I imagined him

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I love how in almost every purly fic Sodapop just absolutely DESPISES Curly like he hates that man with a burning passion and its so funny

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"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out

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this except im horrible with people and im always the last choice

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I love the ship purly (Ponyboy x Curly) from the outsiders but theres literally like NO MEDIA FOR IT LIKE NOTHING 😭

Theres only 362 fics in ao3 and half of them are just one-shots or uncompleted and last updated freaking 5 years ago

Im lowk js considering making a fanfic myself 😒

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The outsiders show is literally so wild i dont think i can ever bring myself to watch it even if i wanted to. the stuff ive heard abt it is literal horror stories 😣