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breaking up: 😐🥲🤕

relapsing after a break up: 😁😄☺️

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oh i forgot to say hi babes i'm back

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it has been a really long time since I’ve been on here but I broke up with my bf 3 weeks ago and managed to lose 16.6 lbs. the highest weight I was during the realronhip was 155lbs at the end of it I was 148.4 but leaving him really helped with the motivation now I’m 131.8 which is the lowest I’ve been in 4 years. Not to mention my sister asked me if I have been working out my abs becuase my stomach is getting much flatter which really helped motivate me as well.

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I hate talking about when I fail becuase I feel like people will think I’m not ana but I legir jusr feel like a whale I’ve done so terrible ya knoe

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This photo will motivate me for ever.

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Sometimes I have the sudden urge to rip my guts out so I can feel skinny😐

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Don’t mind me eating a crap ton of pickles to stop from bingeing🥲

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I went 36 cal over my limit today and like ik I should be happy that I didn’t binge but I don’t feel accomplished I just feel not good enough

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Idk why I think this way becuase it’s so unrealistic. I’m like it’s ok I’ll just stave my self all summer and lose weight till I’m borderline underweight so people won’t call me fat and I’ll recover without gaining any weight.

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My wide bone structure gals need to help me find more th!nspo that I can actually achieve

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Sugar free cough drops>>>>

Fam not making you eat because your sick>>>>

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my favorite motivation rn

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low key cans of fruit and beets are so filling for no reason. Literally love them.

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i feel like it needs to be said. Pickles are so underrated.

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even though I haven’t been on here in a while I’m proud of my self. I’ve lost 10 pounds in the last month even with my birthday. Though I’m not staying super strict it’s helping me not binge I eat like 800-1000 cal a day and I work out for my sport and yea idk I feel like im better like Ed wise I’m like i feel like don’t have one but st the same time I’m restricting 1000 cal so idek

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the best motivation is when your bf looks at other girls and says “look how tiny they are I could just throw them around” and “I was you were smaller” and “ya know I can’t really say this but honestly I’d find you hotter if you lost weight” perfect motivation

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Goals by end of summer

now

weight 145-150

waist 31

can barely run

leg press 295

Bench 35

bra-32DD

September 1st 2023

Weight <110

waist 26

run easily

Idc just be skinny

bra- 30D

Other:

cut my hair and keep it healthy

grow my nails

When eating be healthy

sleep more