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thoughts and prayers for gramyok singlehandedly dealing with seanwhite being disgustingly in love during a life-or-death mission

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Has this been done yet

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The way that the Ohm Pawat situation gets worse and worse

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Kumpha: why are sean and white sitting with their backs to each other? Black: they had a fight Kumpha: then why are they holding hands? Black: nong gets sad when they fight

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well, i thought about a seanwhite and gramblack Color Rush AU and i'm going to make it everyone else's problem.

Black and White's names are even more fitting in this world, because they're both Monos

As if being twins wasn't enough, as if the empathy link wasn't enough, they're also Monos and this makes things much more painful for them in childhood

Black makes White promise that neither of them will find their Probes, and if they do, their bond will always come first

Just like the twin that hurt too much to speak of in Russia, White never tells anyone he's a Mono

On his return to Thailand, things go as they do in canon and he decides to impersonate Black and infiltrate the gang

Todd gave him background on the members of the gang but neglected to mention one very important fact:

Gram is Black's Probe

When Gram throws an arm around White in the university, he also has a hand at his back to catch him in a faint

"Weird," Gram comments, poking White's cheek. "You didn't Color Rush much at all. It's been a couple days since I saw you. There's usually some kind of reaction."

White tries very hard not to have a panic attack and adds "learn how to fake a Color Rush" to his list of things he has to keep track of

Later, at the garage, Sean pulls White close to him by the back the neck, bringing his arm back to throw a punch, but he never gets the chance, because colors like he's never seen spin through White's eyes, and he collapses in Sean's arms

Baffled, Sean carries White down to the main floor and calls for Gumpa.

"Can a Mono's Probe change?" he asks. "Black just Rushed for me."

Sean is confused and feels weirdly protective of Black now. If he's really Black's Probe (he can't be, it's always been Gram) then he's responsible for allowing Black to see all the colors of the world

He hates the idea

He hates that he doesn't completely hate the idea as the days pass and this new version of Black looks at him with wonder and awe after every Color Rush

He hates that he loves explaining the differences between different colors and Black's hushed whispers repeating each new color

He loves to let Black kiss him till their lips are red, suck blue bruises into his skin, and let Black name the colors they create together

Gram, on the other hand.... Gram is fucking heartbroken

The best part of his life was being Black's Probe

And now Sean's stolen that from him

Worse, it seems that Black doesn't even care. All he cares about his new Probe, the colors Sean introduces him to

(Colors Gram had already explained to Black before)

(Colors that meant something to the both of them, but now meant more to Black when they came from Sean)

He feels like the world is off-kilter until the moment Black walks in on him and Eugene hugging and locks eyes with Gram. The indifference melts away and the Color Rush starts and Gram rushes to catch Black's crumpling form and he thinks "it's better. It's finally better."

Meanwhile, Sean figures out the truth quicker, after Black doesn't Rush for him when they meet at the bridge. His eyes are wrong, his words are wrong, his kiss is wrong.

Then he gets saved by the boy who broke his heart and when he finally looks Sean in the face after tending to his bullet wound, the colors are there in his eyes and Sean breathes for the first time all day.

All this time, Black had felt like a different person to him because he was a different person. The person he fell in love with was identical to Black, but someone else entirely. Someone special to him. Someone he was special to. And he would always be able to tell the difference. All he needed to do was look for the colors in his eyes.

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gun atthaphan; simple lockscreens

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the cutest!

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and to do a 180 i also watched cutie pie and now i need to know where to sign up for nunew’s protection squad

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i just watched NOT ME and well that was a masterpiece

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Uni.

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i have not been on tumblr since 2014, but since twitter is taking a turn for the worse… hi.

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