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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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I'm so fucking sad it hurts. I honestly don't remember the last time I truly ever felt happy even as a small child. I remember feeling depressed but not knowing what that was. I felt such satisfaction from traumatic things, inflicting pain and violence, self torture and hatred. I don't know if I truly deserve to be happy I don't know what to do.
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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Pinterest thinspo x
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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(Made by me 🙃)
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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(TW POOP)
Yo I just found a hack for when you can't poop. Sit on the toilet with your feet raised against a awall if in front of you, or out your feel on a stool close to your body, and then blow your nose while simultaneously pushing. IT SHOOTS OUT.
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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Yall sleeping on my queen
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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Answer to Do you guys know any super extreme pro ana diets? by Daisy Liliba
Answer to Do you guys know any super extreme pro ana diets? by Daisy Liliba https://www.quora.com/Do-you-guys-know-any-super-extreme-pro-ana-diets/answer/Daisy-Liliba?ch=15&oid=230006353&share=4be22eb1&srid=uYex1m&target_type=answer
You're welcome ;)
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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manifesting circle:
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🕯 - 10kg 🕯
🕯 - 22 lbs 🕯
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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My teas' gone cold im wondering why i got out of bed at all.
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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If someone needs it 💫
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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Binge eating be like-
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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I miss people saying I'm all bones, I hope your parents are feeding you, you're going to die, we're worried about you, you get skinnier and skinnier everytime i see you, please eat. I miss that certain kind of care from my family, they treated me like a delicate baby doll, so worried and I was so loved, and for once, i loved myself aswell. The head rushes telling me I'm doing amazing, my thighs so far apart I couldn't make them touch even if I wanted them too, being too weak to stand in a hot shower for more than 5 minuets, wearing anything I wanted, feeling so light. My teachers scared of and for me, never eating in front of any of my family. Ever. Not thanks giving, not Christmas, not my birthday. Only surviving on sips of sink water, tums, peptobismol, fiber gummies i hid in my room, and condiment packets I managed to stuff in my pocket when I would go to the corner store with my mom and she wasn't looking. After consuming anything at always have either milk of magnesia afterwards, diet pills, or both. Sometimes I was worried I would have a heart attack, I think I had a minor one in my sleep once. Even though it was a very traumatic time in my life, I still miss it and wish I never "recovered".
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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Do you guys ever just get extremely frustrated and tired and depressed you aren't at your lw still? Like you get that it was way too hard and dangerous to maintain, but now you don't care?
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️
You have been visited by the weightloss fairy
💕 You will lose 15lbs in July 💕
��� Speak it into existence 💕
Like to charge 💕 reblog to cast
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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This side of tumblr be like talking in Morse code lmfao
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yourbabymama1 · 2 years
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went down an inch around my waist!! <3 <3
and reminder… don’t fucking e4t!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💐🪷🔮📀🩰🫧🕊🧚‍♀️
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