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what are you working on atm? 👁️👁️

currently writing an Evil and Corrupt Front Man Gi-hun fic I’ve talked about here! ❤️

it’s going to be different than the rest of my Squid Game fics where Gi-hun stays uncorrupted. also I’m fully aware most people prefer Gi-hun to remain his sweet and kind self. I do too. but sometimes you gotta write the fic you wanna read ;)

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Okay, but what if In-ho went through the exact same thing as Gi-hun did? Like, most of the players voted X after the first game (Red Light, Green Light), including In-ho. But then he saw that his wife was getting worse and worse so he decided to go back to the games. And then, we all know what happened. Imagine that he went back to the games thinking it would only be a couple of days tops, especially if he was planning to win, that his wife would be right where he left her. I think his story would be even sadder if things happened this way (not sure if this count as a whump, but it's a concept I have been thinking about recently).

ooh I love this. I also imagine something similar — how In-ho came home to his wife dead. maybe it’s an empty apartment, empty house. or maybe it’s an empty hospital room. maybe the funeral was already over, or maybe he was too ashamed to attend it, knowing she died alone and no one knew where he was (so they all thought he abandoned her just like that, especially when no one was able to reach him), if he made it back in time for the ceremony.

but yeah, the thoughts of him not having even the chance to say goodbye to her (just like how Gi-hun didn’t have the chance to say goodbye to his mom) just… hit different :(

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a fandom doesn’t die because the source material ended btw. it only dies if fans stop talking about it. so it will always stay alive even if just one person still talks and is passionate about it.

support artists. comment nice things on their fics, leave kudos on their fics, like and reblog their art, engage with posts about your blorbo if you don’t want your fandom to die.

bbc merlin, house md, nbc hannibal have all ended for more than a decade and their fandoms are still as alive and active as ever. they literally trend here every other month. we can be like them <3

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freaky frontman

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Gi-hun saw his chance and took it

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What was he even thinking when he wrote that crap bruh 😭

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Gi-hun: you need to open up

In-ho: I've been so alone for so long since my wife died. sometimes I feel like it was all my fault. if I'd tried harder

Gi-hun: I meant the door

Jun-ho: no, let him finish

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how the fuck did In-ho see that far down? 😭

my vision could never

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In-ho folding at praise and attention and not knowing what to do with it, a gallery:

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Hwang Inho is way stronger than I am, if I were him, I would open abortion clinics all over the world 😂😂

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For In ho whump. A zombie apocalypse AU where his wife dies by zombie bit. Either happening in the present or he's telling fellow survivor Gi-hun the story.

I actually do have something in my to-write list about Inhun zombie AU ;) It won’t be anything about In-ho losing his wife to the virus though. She’s still dead, but it will be the canonical illness that killed her long before the beginning of the apocalypse.

The idea I have is that the outbreak starts during the game (so In-ho and Gi-hun are on the island when it happens). I already know how I want it to go, but I won’t say yet if it first starts from a player or a pink soldier getting infected from the mainland and showing symptoms — by going around biting people — while the game’s being played on the island.

But In-ho and Gi-hun are the last two survivors on the island. The catch is that one of them gets bitten and infected while saving the other.

It won’t end how you think it will end though ;))

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I want to write something in between S1 and S2 where Frontman calls Gihun with his voice filter on to warn him against further digging (AGAIN) when he's in the middle of a small emergency (like he accidentally spilled hot kettle water on a wall plug in the motel and start a fire), and Gihun's panicking so much that Inho immediate goes into first responder mode and talks Gihun through fixing the problem. And then, while he's covered in fire extinguisher foam with Inho on speaker, Gihun thanks him. It's an unconscious thing, but Inho's heart skips a beat and he hangs up abruptly.

It happens again, the next time he calls is when Gihun's being waterboarded by a busted toilet pipe. And Inho finds himself furiously googling how to fix things with Gihun clumsily describing stuff on the other end. It doesn't work. Gihun's pissed and hangs up on him this time. Masked Officer comes up a few hours later to find half of the Frontman's apartment flooded with water. Inho attempted to replicate the problem Gihun had and learn to fix it. He fails spectacularly and they have to call an actual plumber to his floor. Inho decides to send their plumber over to Gihun's motel.

The next time, Gihun calls him. It's a surprise. He's unprepared. Gihun's in the grocery store for the first time in months and he can't decide what to get. He's not hungry. He's been so obsessed with finding the Frontman's operation, he's neglected to take care of his body. So Inho talks him through selecting groceries, mostly based off of what he himself prefers. Gihun makes fun of his old man-esque choices, but Inho insists it's healthy, and Gihun needs all his health and strength to beat him, doesn't he? But then, when Gihun asks him why he's doing this, Inho can't come up with an answer and hangs up instead.

(Off to work, I'll add more later)

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ever since I was a little girl I always knew I needed toxic old man yaoi to control and own my life

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Hi, just wanted to ask and somehow make sure, does receiving hate drain you so much (mentally) that you just want to stop doing anything for the fandom you've been hated at? I do grey things there and been called out by haters, they all hid behind anon and they basically said everything stereotype against me that you could expect from these people. Fortunately I'm in other fandoms too but I now feel so out of place in the one I was hated at, so much that I just want to delete my blog. Writing before the hate was fun but now I hate it tbh

I can only speak for myself but personally it’s the opposite for me. I use hate as a fuel to make me write about things I was hated for more. just to piss them off. and also as a ‘fuck you, I can and will do whatever I want and you’re all powerless to stop me’ to them. I refuse to let them stop me from doing what I love because they don’t control me. and also because chasing me away from the fandom is probably what they want and I refuse to give them that. “no, you cannot stop me from doing what I love and what I want. either block me yourselves or stop hiding behind anon.”

if anything, the only thing people will achieve from harassing me is motivating me to write about those things, that they hate me for, more.

as I’ve mentioned in my other post before, writing out of spite just to piss people off is therapeutic to me and I will never ever apologize for art.