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how to cope with gcses when you’re neurodivergent and bleeding vaginally

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what to do when your period takes away your will to live

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how to feel good about yourself when you hang out with someone who is incredible at everything everyday?

how to feel like you’re not bad at everything ever even basic human tasks?

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question of the day: do i have haemorrhoids?

ps i have a period so dw i wasn’t spayed in my sleep nothing to worry about here

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tutorial on how to unbury your head from the sand pls

reality just won’t fit in my head i can’t physically think about it i genuinely just forget about it am i actually a real person i can’t stay in it how do i bring myself into focus i can’t comprehend that i exist and in order to exist i must be a certain way and not being a bad person doesn’t make me a good person. not doing the wrong thing is still not enough to be doing the right thing therefore i am still doing the wrong thing? i cannot bare it knowing that i am subconsciously ignoring everything it takes to be a real person. what am i? what am i doing??

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when i was 15, i was nothing

i was stupid and angry

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me when i notice i’m awake after silently tossing and turning in bed for two hours

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stupid boy go fuck yourself

it’s not about him it’s about me and the prospect of loving. i wanted someone to hold my body and touch my bare skin against their hand. i wanted to understand poetry. it’s got nothing to do with him

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i hate the future

i don’t want to grow up im bad at it

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”it’s worse than you can possibly imagine never grow up”

but it’s so lonely when you’re the only one standing still in a room full of sprinters

im standing by myself in the corner of a dance routine im supposed to be a part of

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i never notice how well i’m doing until i’m back to doing nothing and not wanting to get up

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i don’t want to be a teenage baby

i just wanted to be a little girl again

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i wish i was as old as i’m supposed to be

i’m living too fast and growing up too slow

get me out

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sometimes i detach from my responsibilities so far i can’t even feel sad and hate myself into doing it 

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he's a priest

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Radiohead / OK Computer

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me when i’ve completely detached myself from the fact that i have exams so i don’t have to hate myself over it but it’s okay because i have a fag and i’m excited to smoke it