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SEBASTIAN STAN Vanity Fair | 2022

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faith on broken glass

‘number five’ 

vi. rough to adjust 

February.

It wasn’t February. It was just turning to fall. The leaves were starting to turn and the drinks were turning pumpkin flavored. She wasn’t supposed to covered in Valentine’s themed blankets, head heavy on a heart-covered pillow. 

No one was here. It was late. Cold. Y/N shivered and began to move her blankets. Electric pain shot from all different sides. She let out of strangled cry, crumpling into her blankets again. 

A nurse rapidly knocked moments later, letting herself in. Y/N tried to offer a smile but her head and nerves felt like they had been replaced with lead. She said nothing as the nurse began to buzz people. 

Soon enough, Y/N was sitting up and asked multiple questions. Someone was pulling her arm while another was testing her reflexes. 

“Miss Y/N, what year is it?” 

“Where are Stevie and Buck?” The doctor shook his head and pointed to the clipboard in his hand. 

“Y/N, please tell me what year it is,” he said. Y/N’s head wobbled slightly before a nurse had to catch her from falling over the side of the bed. She was on her back once again after that. 

“Still 2019, right?” She wasn’t sure what happened, how she got here, she just wanted to see Stevie or Buck. Where were they? 

The doctor went through a list of questions that she got mostly right, save the date specific ones. Guest hours would begin at 7am so she may want to rest before she saw the two men she asked for. 

It felt like decades before Y/N could take in her surroundings. She was wrapped in a heavy-duty quilt and a soft pink blanket over it with white hearts on it. The quilt was Buck’s, if she wasn’t mistaken. She had a habit of stealing it when he wouldn’t expect it. He never seemed to mind though. 

Y/N looked at the nightstand to see if any of her things were there. There was a bouquet of flowers, and a little picture of her and the boys. She had to hold back tears when she saw it. She wanted to see them soon. Part of her thought they would be by her side... if this even ever happened. She couldn’t remember why she was here, how she got here. 

Despite having just woken up, Y/N found herself falling asleep between nurse and doctor visits. Her body felt heavy, her eyelids like anchors. She had no fight to keep them open. 

When she fully woke again, there was no commotion like before. It was silent save the occasional beep from the heart monitor. Y/N hugged herself as best as she could, but with tight muscles, it was a limp grip. Her eyes stayed closed, the light far too bright to take in. Everything felt... wrong. 

She stared at the walls for what felt like the longest time. Her attention shifted between monotonous white walls, and the trashy tv shows playing on the local networks. Anytime her mind drifted off, she was pulled back down by panic. 

After what felt like years, someone finally came in. Y/N looked up, and the relief that filled her was overwhelming. Stevie stood before her, Buck tucked right behind him. She could see him peaking over the blonde’s shoulder to make sure it was true. 

“Hi, Stevie,” she said softly. Not using her voice much left her hoarse and hard to hear. Y/N waited for a response, but instead, she received a bone crushing hug. Her arms were near useless, but she could gently pat his side. 

“You scared the shit out of us. Don’t ever do that again,” Steve told her as he pulled away. At first, Y/N thought it was cute. That’s what he always did...

This time though? Steve was serious. He couldn’t believe she would risk her life like that, and for him. He missed her, but there was an anger he couldn’t place. It was dormant, until he saw her again. Seeing that sweet face reminded him that he almost lost her because of her careless actions. 

“I, I’m sorry, I thought I-” Y/N was cut off by the firm look in her man’s eye. She hasn’t felt fear like that in a long time. 

“Don’t think like that again. We’re supposed to protect you. Not the other way around. Next time it happens-”

“Hey, stop it,” Bucky snapped, stopping Steve in the middle of his sentence. “You can see she’s upset. She just woke up. I won’t let you keep at it if you’re gonna be like this.”

At the end of the day, Bucky held a loyalty to his girl. She’s loved him from day one, and he won’t let anyone hurt her. Steve included.

Steve sighed, trying to relax. He held both of Y/N’s hands in his, but it was met with her pulling away. “Can I have some time, please? I need to think.”

The tension could have been cut with a knife. Bucky watched Steve silently walk out. He could tell he regretted every word that had come out of his mouth. The last few months had been hell for them. Seeing Y/N alive just unearthed the rage Steve felt towards him. Y/N had no idea though. For that, she suffered.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” Bucky asked as they waited outside her room. He scanned Steve’s face for a sign of something.

Steve huffed and checked his watch. “I didn’t mean what I said.”

“Fucking obviously, but she doesn’t know that. She’s been awake for a few hours, after being asleep for years, and you decide to fucking snap at her. That’s a new low, even for you,” Bucky snapped back. He wouldn’t take this shit. 

“Look, Bucky-”

“No, shove whatever you’re gonna say up your ass. Talk to me when you decide to have some goddamn compassion.” Bucky left him in the hallway, heading straight for the elevator. He hoped Steve would get even madder; it’s what Steve deserved after what he did to Y/N.

AUTHOR’S NOTE: Back at it again, but with angst this time. Keeping it funky and fresh after all this time...

REQUESTS + TAGS (MOB & FOREVER): open!

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Guess who finally updated the masterlist?

masterlist

send nudes || cutie || twin bed

hair || sleep || bunked

fighting || after care || baby

couch || derby || nightmare

work || horror movie

craving || noises || breakfast 

good morning || landing || failed 

alarm || knocked out || dance 

beginning || break ||

ABO Universe

fraternity || health and home 

new beginnings || new beginnings (2) 

paging doctor || code pink

us || little

Series 

Blood Is Thicker - x | i | ii

sugar || ah, honey honey || candy girl || dinner

Faith On Broken Glass: i | ii | iii | iv | v

+ overprotective || phone call || hard

+ peace || war || what we lost

five times + one : i

Asks

cuddles? || take my jacket || you’re so dumb || prom

Extras

tropes 

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Hi!

It's on this blog! It's a three part series.

Part One: Overprotective

Part Two: Phone Call

Part Three: Hard

Happy reading! ❣️

Hello! Big fan of the blog. I’m searching for a stucky fic I read a while back. The boys were in an established relationship before reader comes into the picture. At some point Steve goes back to his pre-serum body and Bucky gets scared and overprotective of him and doesn’t let reader anywhere near him. She wants to stay and help but Bucky starts telling her that she isn’t that important to the relationship and she should just stay away. Something she want already insecure about?

I DONT KNOW IT BUT I REALLY WANNA READ IT! I’ve always had an issue with the sort of favoritism between two characters in a throuple, and I would LOVE to read how someone actually addresses it within a story.

Anyone know it?

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Can I request one where mob!stucky finds out reader has been being harassed/threatened by a rival mob and she’s been too afraid to tell them until things start to escalate?

Absolutely! I love this!!

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Question: Is there any kind of prompt or storyline that you wish someone would ask for/request, that you’ve never received? 💜

I really love getting mob boss Stucky questions/prompts 🥺❤️

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Hi friends! Lovely to talk to you all again. ❣️

With everything going on, I'll be online for the next few days. If you have any requests, questions, or anything like that, please feel free to send them. I want to get to know you all since we're all on similar tracks right now.

I love you guys so much! Stay safe. ❤️

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Hi I was wondering if you would be able to help me find a fic, it’s not for someone you write for so I hope that’s ok? It’s about alpha Bucky and Steve with an omega reader finding an orphan pup and getting attached to it, but one of them brings it to an Orphanage and she get really depressed, till one of them brings it back. I believe it was either on her or archive of our own I hope this is ok

Happy to help! I don't know of it, but hopefully somone who follows this blog knows. Good luck!!

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It's by me! @annesreadingimagination is right!

Hi I’ve been looking for this for so long, I don’t know if I’m even remembering it right but it’s a Stucky story where the reader is kinda a sugar baby and one day she woke up Bucky and he was really blunt w her and was blunt w her again over text and she got upset??? And so she went out w Nat on a shopping trip to cheer her up?? I don’t rlly remember anything else so if you can’t find it it’s fine lol

Okay, I KNOW fic. Like I’ve read it, I liked it. I think it was a Drabble. And I’m 99% sure it Natasha was her bodyguard. Now I THOUGHT it was a Mob Monday Drabble by @empyreanwritings but we couldn’t find it.

Does anyone know it? It’s been irritating me to not know it lol.

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we can't send asks on your 1-800-sgrbby account

It has been fixed! Thank you!!

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For next post, would you guys want some mafia content or something else?!

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Totally not working on something right now 

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Anything new on the way 😍?

I’m thinking of maybe a halloween prompt for Faith on Broken Glass, or maybe just a halloween prompt in general! Keep a lookout.

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Is the masterlist up to date? Cant find some of ur stories on the list, or are the titles sometimes different than whats on the list?

I haven’t updated the masterlist since beginning the mob series and everything after that. It has the first few that were pre-series, but I need to sit down and add them soon.

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i just read your series „blood is thicker“ and fuck me, its so beautiful written and i adore the storyline. the mob ! stucky x sugar baby reader is also sooo good. you're my new fave author 🥺💗❤️

Thank you so much. Hearing things like that real drive me to keep writing what I write. 

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Can I please be tagged in your ongoing Stucky mob series? ITS SO GOOOOD

Of course! Thank you!

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can i please be added to your permanent tag list? everything you write is so good!!!

Absolutely! Thank you so much!!!