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FUCK my friends

i was invented to go out with my friends but they said they cant pick me up last minuet and I'm big SADD

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I’m so over life rn

Well I haven’t talked to petter in over a week now *he called me when I was at one of my best friends house* and idk what u did to make him not wanna tlak to me so now I’m bumping to a bad bitch playlist on Spotify. So that’s life rn thanks

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Crazy things just happend

I got a phone call from petter and l just found out that I can have his stupid button up camo shirt, I’m gunna cry

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tenth grade

if I'm going to be 100% honest i don't remember much of 10th grade. it was my first year at tech school, it was my second year at my high school, and the most important event of this whole story happened. some may call it our first interact meant, few would call me just over reacting, but i call it the first time i fell for him... and no I'm not talking about my boyfriend.... who i was dating..... sorry babe. 

i think it was about April(maybe) i was in my tech class ( i go for culinary yk cooking and shit) and this boy comes in, he's not in my class or the other culinary class, but i know him from somewhere, i just couldn't put my finger on it, after like 10 minutes of me being a complete dumbass i figure it out, he goes to school with me but he's a year older so i wouldnt see him at all ( in 10th grade you go to tech in the am but 11 and 12 go in pm). 

after me trying to convince myself to talk to him i do. lets call him petter. petter went to tech for welding, but he was one of my best friends older brothers. so for some reason petter is in my shop making ribs, don't ask my why its been a year and i still don't know, anyways, he had a long sleeved camo button down on and he asked me if i could roll his sleeves up and ofc be being nice and shit i did it, but his sleeves would not stay up. so this very tall, tan, brunette, muscular man told me to take his shirt off *insert record screech*. let me just say now that i 10,000% over reacted the whole situation and it absolutely meant nothing to anyone but me. but i was red in the face and i could tell that petter knew, but he was kind and dint say anything, and don't get me wrong I'm not complain that it happened I'm just mad that it didn't happen sooner. 

thats as much as i can handle for one night i think, don't worry there will be a lot more on petter later on ;).  

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ninth grade p.2

wow 3 posts in one night. this wont last long. 

this is the story about the girl that beat the fuck outta my face, bro that shit hurt and there was blood and i was crying like fuck.

so i don't know why but for some reason this bitch didn't like me *this is the only time i will ever talk about her bc she is irrelevant* and in her mind i was lookin at her the wrong way, but anyway it all happened with in a 10 minute span of time, she looked at me i looked at her because she was fucking looking at me like bitch turn around, and she walked over to me grabbed my hair and that was it the stupid bitch sucker punched me right in the face, and to top it off i girt my period like 20 minutes prior and was not prepared at all like light pants and everything, back to the story. after she ran off i sat back up and yelled out to all the kids looking at me “ITS FINE” like what ever don't help just got waled in the face you dumbasses like help a sis out, but nope. *for the record i could have kicked her ass* but now that dumb bitch has a kid, the god father of her kid is also a really good fried of mine, its funny living in a small town. 

sorry for all the short rants but yeah thanks for coming to my ted talk :)  

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my first story

lets start off with my first year of high school... well its was shit not gunna lie, heres a list of things that happen that really stuck out:

 *remember this was 3 years ago* 

i changed schools, got my nose pierced, cut my hair, got my first boyfriend, got punched in the face twice *not by my boyfriend at the time*, broke up with said boyfriend for my current boyfriend *lets call my current bf “Ty” and my ex “Donny”*, donny called me a lying cheating slut and Ty almost got into a fight with him, almost changed schools again in the 4 months of school, and had most of the girls and guys in my grade hate me for absolutely no reason.

and i was only 13 to top its off. 

lets start with Donny, well he was a dick, an asshole, a partyer *because “alcoholics go to meetings and dunks go to parties, even though all he did was sit at home and watch family guy* and to top it all off i didn't even like him. he was rude and mentally fucked me up like bad that i had so much problems going in to a relationship with Ty. he just was so broken that i just couldn't help him *after a few stories you’ll see a trend*. the only reason i dated donny was to get tis attention but i wouldn't never cheat on him bc thats just plain shitty *even if he did deserve it*, so i broke up with him before me and Ty got together. but did he tell anyone that? lets not be foolish, why would he tell anyone the truth, like come on. he's just an asshole and I'm cool with that. Now 3 years later we are on good terms but i will never forgive him for those hurtful words he said and those ruthless things he did. if anyone reads this and you have a donny in your life I'm sorry and best wishes   

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my first post

*PSA: this is how i feel and i don't give a shit what you think, and I'm sorry if at times I'm not doing the right thing but sometimes i just need to feel bad, thank you for coming to my ted talk*

so, hi, this is my first ever text post on this page and i hope no one finds it but if they do thats good, i was considering putting a password on this but what fun would that be. later on down the road i will tell my stories and if they sound familiar to you its probably ab you but please don't ask me if it is :). i have done a lot of things that I'm not proud of but this is my safe place, so here we go, buckle up this is gunna be fun :).