2theend

[2theend]

bert and i haven’t sat and like properly talked in years and i’m like thinking about everything and how my heart still hurts when it comes to him and then there’s frank and then there’s me trying to recover from divorcing someone i was with for almost 13 years and trying to be a good father to bandit and i’ve been sober for so long that the idea of ever falling back into that life isn’t what i want but god i want something to numb this weird spiral i’m falling in and i just don’t know if i can keep my head above water right now.

[2theend]

setlist 8/30

i’m not okay

thank you for the venom 

give ‘em hell kid

house of wolves 

you know what they do to guys like us in prison ft bert (lets be real here…they have to)

our lady of sorrows 

na na na

mama

i don’t love you

destroya 

teenagers 

famous last words

[2theend]

things aren’t good or bad lately, they’re just kind of in this middle ground and i’m okay with that. i don’t really talk to many people outside of frank and ray and i guess i’ve never been the most social of people and that’s okay it works for me. lyn-z came and got bandi for the week yesterday and the house feels so empty without her and i just really can’t wait for frank to get here so i have some fucking company.