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it had been such a long time since hannah had performed with other celebrities and she was very excited. and she grew more excited when she found out that she would be performing along side shane gray. walking inside the arena, she was immediately greeted by her partner for the night. the blonde had a bright smile spread across her lips. ❝ hey shane! i heard that too and i'm very stoked about tonight. as for ideas, we could do the we got the party with us. i know that one was a crowd favorite for sure. but let me hear your ideas. ❞ hannah took a seat next to him, curious to know the ideas he had in mind for their performance tonight.

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@2worlded, miley stewart / hannah montana required a starter from shane gray.

shane was tuning his guitar backstage, the hum of the crowd outside building the familiar buzz of anticipation. he was headlining the camp’s annual music festival, and he had just been told about a special guest joining the lineup. as he strummed a few chords, the door creaked open, and in walked hannah montana. “ hey, hannah, ” shane greeted, looking up with a charming smile. “ i heard we’ve got a surprise duet planned for tonight. thought i’d come up with a few ideas, but i’d love to hear what you’ve got in mind too. got any favorites you’ve been itching to perform? ”

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miley remembered touring with nate and his brothers a long time ago and it had been a lot of fun. everyone from his brothers to the crowd could see the musical chemistry nate and miley had. they could also see how in love the two were with each other as well. and tonight felt like she could have that magic in her life again. who knew maybe the two of them could have ended up doing a duet together. but miley wasn't going to ask nate that yet. maybe she would just surprise him with it. while miley started getting into her hannah montana wardrobe which included her wig, she heard nate tell her that he wasn't going to go inside her room but just wait outside of it. ❝ get your ass in here, superstar. we can go through the set list while i change. ❞ she didn't see the point of him not wanting to come inside her bedroom. who would see him anyway? her dad knew how much she loved him and her brother was always an idiot anyway. ❝ if you're worried about my dad, he loves you just as much as me. not as much as me but he loves you. ❞

it really had been long since they sang together, or stood in the same stage together. nate would argue he was nervous, but he was going to do something he was extremely skilled in, so he shouldn't be, right? although the exchange was sweet, it was cut short by miley practically dragging him inside and up the stairs. he recalls the drill — the literal visual change, and the time, this one took to apply to utmost perfection. glancing around her room, nate spots a guitar near the entrance, and decides that will be the one he'll be using for the night: miley's guitar.

reaching for it, nate grabs it quickly and settles down on the floor next to her bedroom door — he knows better than to stay inside the room and risk someone coming around and seeing him inside. ❛ i'll wait out here, with this if you don't mind. ❜ and maybe play a song or two as she began to get ready. ❛ can you talk me through your setlist? i wanna make sure i remember them all. ❜ he calls out, already fingerpicking an intro to one of her songs.

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miley thought about how they broke up, all the pain she felt every single day that they were apart. and then there was the pain she felt when they were together but hardly spoke. nate had been right about how they had been distant, how they couldn't even respond to the other's text messages, phone calls that were never answered. it wasn't their faults. life had just somehow gotten in the way and at that time, they were different people that wanted different things. but now they were both two grown ups who had grown and matured. hearing him admit that he wanted miley there, it brought a big smile across her face. because hearing him admit everything to her now - it was everything that she had ever wanted. knowing that she had broken his heart just as hers was, it made the break up come back to her ten times worse. she felt everything again that she felt in that moment. but once thing would alway remain true, nate gray would always be the love of her life and there was never getting over that. ❝ absolutely! you can for sure borrow a guitar. i can't believe we're going to be on stage together. it's been so long since we sang together. ❞ feeling his arms around her again, it felt like home. he had always been her home. and she never wanted this feeling to go away. she just hoped that this time it was forever and that nothing and nobody would come between them again. because if miley had to deal with it a second time? she couldn't bear it. the first time when he left was bad enough and it took her years to pick up the pieces. ❝ thank you so much. coming from you, that means everything to me. i'm proud of you too, nate. you're an amazing superstar yourself. ❞ she noticed the time and realized it was getting late. she still needed to get into hannah mode and get ready. grabbing nate's hand, she tugged him upstairs with her.

how could they forget the hurt and the pain they caused each other? they couldn't. they probably never would be able to get past that — maybe if they decided to give them another chance and things started going sour, that would be the first thing they'd throw on each other's face. nate hoped not. they had grown since, and he liked to think that... they could see beyond that this time round, that things could be different. ❛ i really wanted you to have been there. ❜ it was good, until it wasn't. nate couldn't say he enjoyed the last leg of the tour. their break up obviously made things complicated, made being out in public complicated. how was he supposed to be on stage and pretend everything was okay when it wasn't? he did it. as hard as it was, he did it.

hearing and knowing he made her happy makes him happy. he had wanted nothing more for her in their entire time together. as long as she was happy... and she was, now she was. ❛ i'll have to borrow a guitar, if that's okay. i didn't bring mine with me. ❜ he was counting on talking to her, not serenading, so he just let shane and jason take his guitar back home whilst he made his way to miley. his arms immediately find their way around her waist, holding her tightly to his figure. he missed that. he had most definitely missed that. ❛ i hear you've been very busy, superstar. ❜ and nate was glad that was so. miley was an incredible performer and deserved it — even more than he did. ❛ i'm so proud of you... ❜

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she had felt guilty the minute she had heard his next few words. she felt bad for asking him those questions but it was worse for her. not hearing from him, not even receiving a single text back just to know how he was doing or if he had been thinking about her the same way she had been thinking about him. ❝ i'm sorry, nate. the last thing that i wanted was to come between you and your brothers. but you have to understand where i'm coming from. we ended our relationship and after that, i didn't hear anything from you anymore. it's like you forgot about me and now you just reappear and expect me to forget all that? all the hurt and pain that i have been going through? how can i just make it all go away? ❞ he was right though. miley's tours were taking most of her time, most of the time she didn't have the time to even be with her family let alone with her boyfriend. and hearing him tell her, that she could of been part of his dream, it broke her heart. because that is what she had wanted as well. but after months of fighting, going days without having a meaningful conversation, things had to end. for both of their sakes because they became so unhappy. and ending things had probably been for the best since now they had grown. they had grown into two individuals who knew better and that if they ever got a second chance, things would be a lot different this time around. ❝ you're absolutely right, nate. things were just too complicated back then. we were different people and wanted different things. but for whatever it's worth - i would loved to be apart of that tour with you. i always loved being on the stage with you and even your brothers. anytime we sang together, it was magical. ❞ she shly smiled once he tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear, he still had that same effect on her. she still blushed when he would touch her, still felt her heart race having him near her. and when he offered to be her guitarist for the night, she couldn't help but accept. this was truly becoming the best day ever. ❝ i don't know what to say, nate. except that i would love you to be! you have made me the happiest girl in the world, you know that, right? ❞ still having that smile across her face, she wraps her arms around his neck, pulling him in for a hug. a hug that had been a long time coming and something that miley needed more than anything else.

why didn't he text? ❛ miley... why didn't i call you? why didn't i text you? if i had, i would've given everything up and come right back here to you. ❜ and he couldn't afford to do that to his older siblings who had fought so hard for everything they had achieved together. ❛ they told me you called from time to time. we got into a fight and the remainder of the tour was almost called off. ❜ all because of him, because he hadn't been able to make the right decisions and take the right approach to the ongoing issue in his relationship with miley.

❛ i tried to bring you to our dream. ❜ maybe it was time such was revealed. ❛ i suggested that maybe we could have brought you along to open or close for us during the tour. ❜ nate was sure she knew how that had gone down considering she hadn't taken part in it. ❛ — and then everything between you and i became... complicated. i couldn't be with you the way i wanted to, the way you needed me to. i couldn't be on the phone all the hours i would've wanted to be, couldn't promptly reply to your texts. maybe that wasn't a concern, a need for you, but it was for me. ❜ it made him feel detached, apart, distant from her.

knowing she felt the same and had heard the song he'd written earned her a small smile from him. ❛ you said you have a concert later? ❜ nate reaches up to tuck a strand of her still brunette hair behind her ear, ❛ i read what the press said about us. about you. let's show them they're wrong. ❜ he suggests, ❛ let me be your guitarist for the night. i know all your songs... and i would love to be on stage with you. ❜ of course he would. he's unsure of what exactly he can and can't ask from her, but he still tries. ❛ ... can i... hug you? ❜

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snnydcys cause i'm living the dream and i know it. i'm trying my best not to blow it. and i know everything will be fine with me, myself, and time.

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Cause if you recall our anniversary falls, 11 nights into June.

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say what. was miley really hearing these words come out of nate's mouth right now? out of all nights - he had to pick the worst one of all. she had a concert in a few hours. there was no way she could put her feelings out like that especially not after what had happened. but there he was confessing everything to her. something that she had waited for months, years. it was a little too late. because she couldn't do this with him. not again. not after their terrible break up that was talked about for months. she had spent years trying to get over nate and although she wasn't there yet, she had been doing good for herself. she had her friends, her family, her fans. that was her support system now. ❝ and i miss you too, nate. everyday of my life. but you can't just walk into my house and pretend like nothing's happened. like the past few years didn't happen. why didn't you call me before? why didn't you return any of my text messages? i had to call your brothers to make sure you were okay. do you have any idea how any of that makes me feel? ❞ miley would be lieing if those weren't the words that she been longing to hear from him. her heart ached so bad everyday that she was without him. she tried to fill it with music and her friends and family but without nate, that aching pain would always be there. and now that he was there standing right in front of her? she wasn't able to tell him that. ❝ but that's what you don't understand. i understood your dream, nate. of you playing with your brothers. you were a team and it would have been selfish of me to ask you to choose me. i would never do that to you. you meant too much to me for that, and you still do. ❞ hearing the next few words that came out, miley's heart stopped. she felt like she wasn't able to breath, her legs shaking. did she love him? of course she did. she couldn't imagine the day that she wouldn't - but what did this mean? were they actually going to give each other another chance? ❝ and i love you too, nate. i've never stopped loving you and i don't think that ever will be a day where i won't. of course i listened to it. you could be a million miles apart from me but you're always in my heart. ❞ when he started walking closer to her, inches away now, all miley wanted to do was be in his arms. she wanted him to hold her, kiss her and tell her that they would make this work.

the door opened. nate's gaze lifts to see who had done so, and he is relieved to see miley's face. she... looked the absolute same : gorgeous and those eyes... ❛ i should have called first but i wasn't sure you'd pick up the phone. ❜ so he'd made his way there instead. no excuses could be made that way. before the thought to back down invaded his mind, nate broke into a quick ramble — it couldn't wait any longer, he couldn't wait any longer.

❛ i need to talk to you. ❜ he repeats before shaking his head — he was wasting time by doing so. ❛ miley, i miss you. ❜ and a huge weight is lifted from his shoulders at that confession. he was done being locked up in his room writing music about her, music he wanted to — if the chance was ever provided — sing to her. ❛ i panicked. ❜

nate saw the growing distance between them, saw how their relationship was taking a toll and being on tour, unable to be with her physically to resolve the issues... he panicked, which made things worse. ❛ being on tour with my brothers... it was what i wanted, and i know this will probably mean absolutely nothing now, but being out there without you... it made a big difference. ❜ and he would be lying if he said he hadn't felt himself withdrawing, his own mental health declining for the last leg of the tour — after their break up.

❛ we were fighting often... and i felt like i was doing my best with all the timezones, resting, finding time for you, but it became too much. i started to feel like i wasn't giving you enough. that you deserved more than a boyfriend who was going to be abroad, absent for a couple months. ❜ during the first half of the tour, he tried to persuade his brothers to include a show opening guest and have miley join their tour on said basis, but logistics did not allow his idea to go ahead. he doubted she knew of such attempts though, and that was okay. that had been his intention : to surprise her with such request and share the profits with her.

taking a step closer, nate buries his hands in his jeans' pockets. so far he swore he could've ripped the pockets open. ❛ what i'm trying to say... is that i love you, and i'm sorry i wasn't a better boyfriend. i'm sorry i let you down. i know i am probably too late with this... i don't know if you have kept up with our schedule, but i wrote our latest track. i took inspiration... from a special muse. give it a listen if you can? it's called burnin' up, and i think you'll understand it better than anyone out there. ❜

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some angst idk y’all i like crying

“  i don’t want you here.  just go.  ” 

“  you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’  yeah you did.  like it or not,  i know exactly who you are.  ” 

“  why won’t you even look at me?  ”

“  i’m not angry at you.  i’m angry with myself for trusting you.  ”

“  i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy.  ”

“  i know it’s not fair to say this,  but i don’t have anything without you.  if i don’t have you i have nothing.  ”

“  you can’t love me.  not the way i need to be loved.  ”

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ” 

“  sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before.  it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new.  ”

“  okay,  so you’re a monster.  so am i.  lets be monsters together.  ” 

“  because of what they/you did i’m damaged.  ”  

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with me?  ”

“  i can’t fix you.  you can’t expect me to know how to fix you.  ” 

“  yeah,  i’ll be here.  i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running.  ”

“  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ”  

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

“  i don’t know how to talk about shit okay?  it’s too hard.  but i do care.  i need you to trust me that i care.  ”

 “  stop punishing yourself.  you wanna make up for what you’ve done?  get off your ass and do something about it.  ”

“  whatever it is you think was going on between us,  you’re wrong.  ”

“  it didn’t mean anything to me.  ” 

“  you should move on.  i did.  ”  

“  i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against.  ” 

“  stop pushing me away.  i’m not going anywhere,  asshole.  and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours,  the better.  ”  

“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

“  i can’t trust myself.  if i let myself get comfortable enough,  when i try to be happy,  people get hurt.  ”  

“  people like me don’t get to have peace.  ”  

“  i’m not the person you want.  i know you think i am.  but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake.  ”  

“  you want the truth?  the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison.  it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up.  and it’ll destroy us both.  ”  

“  i’ll always choose you.  that’s the worst part of it all.  i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same.  ”  

“  you never had to be perfect.  you just had to stay.  ”

“  will you please just stay for once.  just.  don’t walk away.  ” 

“  if i loved you less,  i might be able to talk about it more.  ”   

“  just tell me something real.  tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us.  ”

“  when you look at me,  i feel seen.  i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart.  no one has ever looked that deeply at me.  ”  

“  how can you uncover so much about someone,  make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you.  and then just throw it all away?  ”

“  if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back.  ”

“  why are you so afraid of trusting this—  trusting us.  what’s making you hold back?  ”

“  will you still be here?  will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart.  ”  

“  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ” 

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. 

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset. 

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort. 

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling. 

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them. 

[ CARRY ]  for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep. 

[ STRUGGLE ]  for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other. 

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears. 

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up. 

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry. 

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries. 

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close. 

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close. 

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst. 

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present  (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight. 

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holy trinity @2worlded @wavrlywizard please don't reblog unless tagged

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miley still thought about nate like it was the first day they met. every song she sang, every lyric she wrote, he always had managed to sneak in there somewhere. she had never forgotten him or the relationship that they had. he was the love of her life and whether they would be together or apart, that was something that was never going to change. but miley knew it had been the right thing to do to break up because nate deserved to have his dream. he deserved to travel the world and be the star that he always wanted to be without her by his side. and she knew with all of her heart that he would get there. she always believed in him and even if she wasn't there with him, she always would be in her own way. she could still remember their last argument, it was the night everything changed forever. the night they both decided to go their separate ways. but ever since then miley thought about why did they break up? why couldn't they just communicate with each other about how the other was feeling? so much could have been avoided if she just fought for them. and then why did he fight for them too? her thoughts were interrupted when her dad had come in the living room to tell her that it was almost time for her to get ready for her show. this was one of the only bright things in her life when she wasn't thinking about nate. being hannah montana. going on tour, seeing her millions of adoring fans just waiting for her, waiting to sing their hearts out. as she's about to run up the stairs, she hears a knock at the door, probably lily coming over as usual telling her to get ready. but it's not. it's not lily. who else could it have been? oh crap. she says it out loud for herself to hear. she did not expect this. oh no, miley. this can't be happening. not tonight. why tonight of all nights? she could do this. she could open the door and look at nate with a straight face without feeling anything. except she couldn't do that because her feelings were just as strong for him now as they were the first day they locked eyes. she took a deep breath before she unlocked the door to see him standing in front of her. still that same dreamy eyed look that he had always given her and that perfect smile. ❝ nate, what are you doing here? i have a show in a couple of hours and i need to get ready. why are you here? ❞

nate could still recall the last time he'd seen her ( @2worlded ). their careers were finally taking off just as they'd dreamt. everything was clicking into place — except them. their time together became less and less as they travelled the world separately. timezones often made contact hard, and once there was contact, he couldn't help but feel awkward. nate felt awkward talking to his girlfriend, who had, since the beginning of the world tour, become someone distant from him. it inevitably ended up in arguments, misunderstandings — and unfortunately, it also came to an end. right in the middle of the tour. when the band finally touched the ground in the united states, nate knew he had to go see her. they were such good friends before their relationship, that couldn't be thrown out the window just like that. they needed to talk. he needed to talk to her. quite desperately.

his hand raised to knock on her door, and for a moment, there is hesitation. did she even want to see him? would she even be open to a conversation about what had gone wrong and whether they could... perhaps consider rekindling? his knuckles finally come in contact with the wooden door and he takes a step back, waiting for the door to open. though, it doesn't — and he's unsure if it's because she knows it could be him or she's just not home. still, he knocks a second time, this time calling out to her.

❛ — miley ? ❜

still no answer. he wondered if she was hesitating just like he had been moments ago. he lets out a small sigh, gaze dropping to the ground as he waits impatiently. only then does it sink in that he had literally driven across the state to go see her. the exhaustion was clear on his features, and it was obvious he had just made it back from the airport given his a little too nice for casual attire. as he waits, and debates on whether to deliver his speech right there and then, it's much clearer to him then that his feelings had never faded. but had hers?

❛ i literally just got back from the airport, and i... really needed to see you. talk to you. if you're there, please, just open up. ❜

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"Because she made Miley in so many ways. This award is dedicated to Hannah and all of her amazing, loyal fans and to everyone who has made my dream a reality. To quote the legend herself, this is the life. Thank you." Miley Cyrus becomes the youngest person to ever receive the Disney Legend Award for playing Hannah Montana and everything she achieved because of the iconic role that started her career!

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@2worlded , @wavrlywizard , and i really said holy disney trinity

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hannah montana moments

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⌗2WORLDED𑁊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚢. but, it's part of ɢʀᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ.. it's how we find out 𝑊𝐻𝑂 𝑊𝐸 𝐴𝑅𝐸 and 𝑤𝘩𝑜 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑏𝑒.