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Mass Effect Universe

Thane x G!reader

Warnings: This contains the canon ending to Thane's character. No pronouns are used. I made Shepard into a separate character.

⭐️𝓔𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰, 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼!⭐️

Genre: Angst; pre-established relationship; character death

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Currently, on the SR-2, it's been a few months since you've joined the sea with Irikah and my goddess do…

I still think about you, continuously wondering what you would be doing if you were still breathing. I unconsciously visit the room you claimed when joining the Normandy crew, almost every day. The Life Support area is quite the ironic name, seeing as it did nothing but slow down the progress of Kepral's Syndrome due to its dryness in the room.

Any time I heard you try to contain your cough, those would be the nights I would beg any gods and goddesses that would listen to give you their aid, nonetheless, nothing ever seemed to make a difference, but the prayers you whispered seemed to help you, and for that, I always wanted to participate. Though at first it was to get closer to you, yet over time, I'd grown to enjoy the quiet times of prayers with you.

I now stand where we would say our prayers, an area that was once filled by you but is now reset and wiped clean as if it was just built brand new.

During the time the Alliance was prepping the SR-2 Normandy to be in Alliance colors, they changed everything, upgraded the machinery, changed around some rooms but left the Life Support area the same. Unfortunately, the fragrance of you was taken with it, and the quiet humming of the ruined ship never felt so ear-piercingly sharp. I cursed at everyone who came to touch your items while they were reconstructing the Normandy. They wanted to keep it or get rid of it or something, I was pissed that they even attempted to keep your items. I packed them and gave them to Koylat.

Now this room feels bare of everything we went through, the void left here is a constant reminder of how I failed you. How I wasn't there for you on the Citadel. I know that you were already dying but it could have given you more time…us more time.

The moment I read the message from Shepard crushed me and the way it ate through my soul was too fucking painful to finish reading. When the words "Thane... hurt" came into view, I rushed to the hospital. Every thought came flooding back to how you were feeling prior to your damned stab wound. From the crackling in your lungs to the burn in your throat that you felt with each breath you took, and then the fall you had when visiting New Mexico.

The New Mexico trip... the time I was forced to not attend because Shepard was on that wretched lockdown. I don't blame them for doing what they did on Aratot, I support the decision that was made. However, when Koylat gave me the news of the incident, I dropped everything. I rushed to you, booked flights, did anything I could to reach you. But for some fucking reason it was as if I was being watched because Anderson stopped me, and Admiral Hackett contacted me with an order not to leave the building that held Shepard. I wanted to yell at the top of my lungs to fuck off, that they could not understand but when I came to my senses albeit still pissed, I realized what my priorities were supposed to be at the time. It was to be with Shepard...or at least in the same building. I damned the Alliance at the time.

When the time came to you getting stabbed, through the hazy recollection, I can recall rushing to the Huetra Memorial Hospital and being denied access to see you. Their response was that you were in surgery. Getting a blood transplant is what I overheard and I pleaded with any powerful being listening to save you, to give you another chance. That dreadful memory is when I felt fear, being terrified of losing the person who became most important to me as a friend and lover. My body went stiff, fingers clenched, knuckles white, holding back tears, still constantly switching between praying and cursing out the damn Cerebrus agent. What the fuck kind of weapon choice is that on the battlefield?

I couldn't stay still in the waiting room, I tried everything to get you a lung transplant, pulling any strings I could, hell I thought Shepard could pull some. Even so I was reminded each and every fucking time again that there was nothing anyone could do. And my gods did that feel like a punch to the gut. I had this feeling I haven't quite felt before, the rising and falling of my chest, having to clutch at my shirt, and count down from any number I got in my head.

It hurt so fucking much, the cursed heartache, the thought of losing someone so amazing to this damned wound. The doctor pulled me aside before walking in, saying that Koylat gave you blood but it wasn’t enough, that you had already lost too much when you arrived. The wails of hurt I swallowed before going into your hospital room.

The happiness of you being at peace etched into my mind and sculpted my face into a heart-warming smile. The smile I knew you saw through from the moment I entered, graciously you did not mention. I wonder if you knew how I felt, did my emotions end up showing on my face before you departed? Why did you not let me help you prior? Why would you take the breathing mask off? Why did you take him on by yourself? Why couldn't you give me a little more time? These questions I can never get an answer to but I know that you were content with your life and wanted to do some good before leaving, which you successfully did.

I held on to your hand till the end, even after saying the prayers with Koylat and hearing the last breath you took. I still held on to some damn fucking hope that a miracle would happen but nothing happened and the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do was walk away from you. Leaving you alone in a hospital bed is something I know deep down you hate. I wish I took you to the beach to pass on. We would watch the sunset together and listen to "Beyond the sea". Oh how that song fits you so perfectly. I would have you lay your head in my lap, rub it and tell you promises, promises that I hope would ease your passing for both our sake.

I wanted to be the most selfish person in the world with you but you had just got Koylat back so I knew you needed to make up for lost time. The pictures you sent were the best ones I have of you but at the time it hurt. I wished I'd damned the Alliance and left but I knew you would not be happy. As much as work took you away from your family, you honored your work ethics and I vowed to do the same. You changed in so many ways than one, damn you Krios.

The email you left me on my comms channel is what caused me to release all my emotions I was holding back. I was sitting in the very room we fell in love in, while I read your last goodbye. I wailed on, having to stop, wiping the tears that ran down my face. I had to stop completely at one point because your words tore me to shreds, I know you wanted to bring me peace in your passing as well but Thane Krios, you buried yourself into my heart and you will always stay there, no one could take what we had and turn it into something more.

And those damned videos you tried to send to me, but the fucking Alliance had to restrict them. I was so hot-headed when I found out but grateful to Koylat that I had to vent to someone because a person at the Alliance Headquarters was going to get throat punched. Unfortunately that did not happen. Being able to have those videos was like Kasumi getting what her lover left for her and her getting to keep it.

I miss you a lot, Krios. I miss your voice, the way you called my name, the touch of your hands, the feeling of your skin, including the adrenaline rush I got when we fought side by side.

The scent you had now faded, the rare laugh you'd let out no longer heard, the sensual sessions we had will be missed. Although the thing I miss the most about you is the presence you left and took with you.

The amount of tears shed were less than the letter you sent me but still just as heartbreaking to watch you and listen to you talk. These videos gave me clarity and put me more at ease with your passing.

It's a couple hours before the big fight now. We're going head on to Cerberus and that fucker who stabbed you. I will get my due Thane, I will whole heartily kill the heartless bastard that took you away from this life. He forfeited his life when he joined Cerberus, and now he's going to meet his damn maker.

“Amonkira, Lord of Hunters. Grant that my hands be steady, my aim be true, and my feet swift."

Mella's Notes:

✨️ Thank you @still-giggling for being my editor and helping fix my writing!!

✨️Thank you to @ "enchanthings-a" for the star dividers! Definitely check out more dividers from them!!

Thank you, my ⭐️stars⭐️ for reading! I will be writing more for Thane because my heart breaks with his character development. So if you have any requests for Thane, don't forget to ask!

⭐️Likes, comments, and reblogs are welcome, my stars⭐️

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Thank you for the tag, @still-giggling !!!

The 5 songs:

☆ Femininomenon by Chappel Roan

☆From the Start by Laufey

☆Kiss of Fire by Hugh Laurie

☆I don't like my mind by Mitski

☆The doll people by SOFIA ISELLA

@lilyinheaven, your turn!

When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish them, and send this ask to the last 10 people in your notifs!

Thank you for this fun ask! :)

Enjoy the Silence - Depeche Mode

Golden Brown - The Stranglers

Bitter Sweet Symphony - The Verve

Friday I'm In Love - The Cure

we hug now - sydney rose

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Don't feel pressured to answer, anyone! <3

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I would honestly be okay with that😭 it's already true - I don't want to fw their relationship, so I'll glady step out 🚪🚶‍♀️

headcanons about dating james wilson <3

he cheats on you with house

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Waiting

Radiating star: ☆James Wilson x G!reader☆

Warnings: This is taking place, Season 7 Episode 8 "Small Sacrifices". There are some references to Season 4 Episode 15 “House’s Head” and Season 6. Clearly spoilers are in this, so please watch the episodes leading up to it.  If you're fine with spoilers, then continue reading! I am going to be swapping scenes from the episode into my writing just so it fits. The age limit here is 21, you have to be legal to drink, but I have no set age. Chase has an Australian accent and I tried using a website to help put the accent in here but I don’t like it, so if you would kindly read his words with his accent, thank you! 

⭐️𝓔𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰, 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼!⭐️

Genre: Hurt/no comfort; unrequited feelings; oneshot

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Summary: You attend the Chairman of the Board wedding with your co-workers. For the longest time you have been pinning over the head of the oncology department: James Wilson. Unfortunately, you've never found the right time to say anything. However, this night changed for the worse.

The wedding reception is packed with tons of people as you enter. As you scan the room, you recognize a small number of faces. The rest are blurred faces you’ll forget by the end of the night. As you make your way through the waves of people, you see everyone you know. Glancing towards the dance floor, there is Taub and his wife. His wife, Rachel, seems to be enjoying herself as seen by her dancing. On the other hand, Taub is not dancing at all, awkward but not surprising, considering everything going on between them. Your eyes follow along the dance floor and stop upon Cuddy and House. They are talking while dancing with one another. Her face reflects how the tone of it is, clearly it’s not going well. You decided to move along and away from the dance floor, not much of a dancer anyway. You peel your eyes away, taking time to glance towards the bar area. There, you spot the two singles. You make your way towards them, greeting them both.

“Hey guys, how’s it going?” You stand on the left of Foreman with Chase being on his right side, noticing drinks in their hands already.

“I am trying to get Foreman here to come with me to pick up some hot chicks by the chocolate fountain.” Chase responds. 

Foreman adds on “He was just upstairs with some other girl, weren’t you?”

“Yes, but it wouldn’t have happened if not for you buddy!” He says, smiling and giving a pat on Foremans shoulder. You let out a small laugh and shake your head at his words and at Foreman's scrunched eyebrows expression confused if not concerned for his “buddy”.

“I think you need this Foreman, allow Chase to be your wingman for the night instead. He is clearly great at getting ladies to go with him.” You encourage him, as you're trying to wave the bartender down for a drink.

“I didn’t come here to get laid” He rebuttals with. Chase assures him with “Then don’t. Talking to beautiful women isn’t nearly as fun as watching Taub not talking to his wife.” He takes a sip from his drink as he begins walking away from the bar. 

“I think you should still go. Like he said, it is better than waiting for the inevitable to happen. You know you want to.” You say as you sip your drink you manage to order while he and Chase were talking. “What is the worst that can happen?” He stays silent for a moment. His face tells he’s considering the decision. He then nods, making his choice known. You wish him luck as he walked in the same direction Chase went.

You sigh to yourself, you’re alone with a drink in hand, you take in the atmosphere, still darting your eyes from different sections of the place, hoping you spot him. You glance back at the dance floor, only to catch Rachel walking away from Taub, so you glance away and flicker your eyes towards the chocolate fountain where the boys are. A few minutes pass, and you see Foreman heading back your way. 

As he approached the bar again, he asked, “Do you know what a “bra” is?” You smile at his question, your furrow brows in confusion, your head slightly tilting to the side.

“Clothing or something else? Because I believe you know what the clothing is. What are you doing back here?” You respond jokingly. Foreman catches the bartender's attention and orders some drinks.

“The drinks are on the bra. That is what Chase called me and referred to me as his boss in front of the two women.” He informs you about the conversation he had at the fountain. 

You decide to take another look towards the dance floor and see no one there, so you scan the surrounding area and see Taub walking away from his wife this time. As you look the other way, you notice Cuddy walking away from House. As you turn back to Forman, you notice a certain tipsy Australian walking out of the reception with two ladies under each of his arms who distinctly look like the women from the fountain. You softly nudge Foreman with your elbow, catching his attention and nod your head in the direction of Chase. You mutter an apology and decide to leave him alone for a bit.

You walk around a bit more, still hanging around the dance floor. Watching the newlyweds slow dance and just past them, you finally see him. James, you noticed his girlfriend or his ex-wife, who is now his girlfriend, both watching the newlyweds as well. They’re talking, and so you just wait for the right moment to talk to them.

You know that they have been dating for a while now, you’ve liked James since your second year of working at the hospital, however you found out that he was in his third marriage so you squashed your feelings at the time. Thanks to your old coworker Cameron, who kept you in the loop, Wilson had gotten a divorce, and then your feelings started to resurface. You wanted to wait for a bit before deciding to ask out a freshly divorced man. You would bring him little things to cheer him up, such as coffee, or a new sandwich since House was always stealing his food. You would compliment his ties or his outfit, you embarrassingly complimented his lab coat, so you just made up an excuse and left.

You tried to ask him out before, many, many times before, there was always something blocking you from success. Such as House finding out, work getting in the way, not following through, and just House in general. Him finding out would be your worst nightmare. You would not be able to live it down. The day you were going to actually ask him out was the day you found out he started dating Amber. They called her “manipulated bitch” or at least House did, before she was kicked from applying to be on House’s diagnostic team. You never had a vendetta on any of the women who Wilson was dating. You encouraged the relationship, no matter how much it hurt, you went about your life, knowing you lost your chance but still held on to hope. Hoping that you’d at least tell him how you feel with a rejection at the end of the conversation. Dreaming that maybe he would feel the same. After Amber passed you couldn’t bring yourself to tell him, you knew your feelings could wait a bit longer, until he was doing better. You still helped him as much as you could without being overbearing. Sending simply morning texts, checking in on him in his office every other day or simply sending a text to check in. You made sure to spread out what you did and left him to grieve.

After House was released from the psychiatric hospital, he stayed with Wilson. After a while, they moved from Amber’s old apartment into a loft that Cuddy wanted. Some time had passed, and you needed to talk to someone about how you were feeling and clear your head. Coincidentally, the hospital was on lockdown, everyone was instructed to stay where they were, you were in the break room, so focused as much as you could on your work. After the lockdown, you went to chat with Thirteen and tell her everything. As much as you don’t like to admit it, she became your substitute for Cameron. Thirteen then has this apologetic look on her face and tells you what she and Wilson talked about in the cafeteria. He was trying to reconnect with his freshly divorced ex-wife, Sam, her encouragement about telling him to call her, and apologized. You told her not to worry about it, she had no idea and that you would like it, if nobody knew.

In present times, Thirteen had left the team, and either she didn’t tell or the guys were great at hiding their opinions about this. Although, you really do believe that she took it to the grave, and for that, you're eternally grateful.

You notice James starting to stand up. You slowly make your way over. You stop completely once you see him moving his chair a bit behind him. It is as if the world is moving very slowly, as you watch him drop to one knee, talking to her as he pulls out a ring box from his pocket, opening it for Sam to see. A beautiful ring is shown, her face lighting up instantly, smiling widely. The way he looks at her as he holds the box towards her with hopeful eyes. Wishing it was you he looked at that way. You turn your face away, trying to concentrate on anything else in the room.

You can not help but feel your heart pounding out of your chest, your feet grown extremely cold, your body completely frigid by the scene you witnessed. Sweating hands tightly gripping the glass, the tightening of your throat, short breaths inhaled and exhaled, glossy faces of people passing by you. Feeling the weight of everything crashing down, the hurt you could no longer endure. Realization settling in that you could never be with James Wilson. It clearly has been proved time and time again. 

You admit defeat, you quickly make your way towards any exit, head slightly down, leaving the glass anywhere, you did not care, you needed to get away from the place. You waited too long for something that was never there.

Thank you to @sister-lucifer for the House M.D. divider and another thank you to @enchanthings-a for the star dividers!

Here is a short piece of the Australian writing translation I didn't want to use: "Oy am troyin t' geh' foremahn heah t' come weeth me t' peeck up some hawt cheecks boy the chocolyte fountine." That is supposed to be a translation of "I am trying to get Foreman here to come with me to pick up some hot chicks by the chocolate fountain". I couldn't do that. Season 5 through 7 have been killing me, I had to write this, I love Wilson, only to see he still can't hold a relationship.

Want a drabble of Wilson? Send in an ask! A scene you want [before season 7] or a place at random - please read the rules to request!

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Every fucking day😞

writers be like ‘i want to write’ but then spend their entire day on tumblr doing nothing

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Rules to request

Please take the time to read, Shooting Star!

☆--𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ ω𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖿ⱺ𝗋 𝐅! 𝐀𐓣ᑯ 𝐆𝐍! 𝐑𝖾αᑯ𝖾𝗋𝗌. 𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ 𐓣ⱺ𝗍 ω𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 "ρⱺᥣ𝗒 𝗑 𝗋𝖾αᑯ𝖾𝗋" ⱺ𝗋 "ꭑαᥣ𝖾 𝗋𝖾αᑯ𝖾𝗋𝗌" (I do not know how to write for them😭)

☆--𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ 𐓣ⱺ𝗍 ω𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 α ᑲυ𐓣𝖼ɦ ⱺ𝖿 ᑯα𝗋𝗄 𝖼ⱺ𐓣𝗍𝖾𐓣𝗍, ᑲυ𝗍 𝚰 ɦα𝗏𝖾 ꭑ𝗒 ⱺω𐓣 𝗌𝖾𝗍 ⱺ𝖿 𝗄𝗂𐓣𝗄𝗌 𝗍ɦα𝗍 𝚰 ᥣ𝗂𝗄𝖾, 𝗌ⱺ 𝚰'ᥣᥣ 𝗍𝗋𝗒 𝗂𝗍 ⱺυ𝗍. 𝚰'ꭑ 𐓣ⱺ𝗍 𝖾𐓣𝗍𝗂𝗋𝖾ᥣ𝗒 υ𝗌𝖾ᑯ 𝗍ⱺ ω𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𐓣𝗀 𝗂𝗍, 𝗌ⱺ ᑲ𝖾ωα𝗋𝖾!

☆-- 𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ α𝗍𝗍𝖾ꭑρ𝗍 𝗍ⱺ ᑯⱺ 𝗌υ𝗀𝗀𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾 ᑯ𝗋αᑲᑲᥣ𝖾𝗌 ᑲ𝖾𝖼αυ𝗌𝖾 𝗍ɦ𝖾𝗒 𝗀𝖾𝗍 ꭑ𝖾 𝗋𝗂ᥣ𝖾ᑯ υρ! 𝐓ɦ𝖾 α𐓣𝗍𝗂𝖼𝗂ρα𝗍𝗂ⱺ𐓣 ⱺ𝖿 ωɦ𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝖾𐓣ᑯ𝗌 ⱺ𝖿𝖿 α𐓣ᑯ 𝗍ɦ𝖾𐓣 𝗍ɦ𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 υρ 𝗍ⱺ 𝗒ⱺυ𝗋 𝗂ꭑα𝗀𝗂𐓣α𝗍𝗂ⱺ𐓣 *𝗌ɦ𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌 ᑯⱺω𐓣 ꭑ𝗒 𝗌ρ𝗂𐓣𝖾

☆--𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ ρⱺ𝗌𝗍 𝗌ⱺ𐓣𝗀 𝖿𝗂𝖼𝗌, α𐓣ᑯ 𝚰 ωⱺ𐓣'𝗍 α𝗌𝗄 ���ⱺ ᑯⱺ 𝗌υ𝗀𝗀𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂ⱺ𐓣𝗌 ⱺ𝗋 α𝗌𝗄 ᑲⱺ𝗑𝖾𝗌 ⱺ𐓣 𝗍ɦ𝖾𝗌𝖾 - υ𐓣ᥣ𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗒ⱺυ ωα𐓣𝗍 𝗍ⱺ - 𝚰 ᑯⱺ𐓣'𝗍 ꭑ𝗂𐓣ᑯ α 𝖼ɦαᥣᥣ𝖾𐓣𝗀𝖾

☆--𝐃𝖾𝖿𝗂𐓣𝗂𝗍𝖾ᥣ𝗒 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ ᑯⱺ ꭑυᥣ𝗍𝗂ρᥣ𝖾 𝖼ɦα𝗋α𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌, α𐓣ᑯ ᑯ𝖾ρ𝖾𐓣ᑯ𝗂𐓣𝗀 ⱺ𐓣 𝗍ɦ𝖾 𝗍ⱺρ𝗂𝖼, 𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ αᑯᑯ ⱺ𝗋 𝗍α𝗄𝖾 αωα𝗒, ᑲυ𝗍 𝚰 ω𝗂ᥣᥣ, ⱺ𝖿 𝖼ⱺυ𝗋𝗌𝖾, 𝗍𝗋𝗒 𝗍ⱺ αᑯᑯ 𝗍ɦⱺ𝗌𝖾 𝗒ⱺυ α𝗌𝗄𝖾ᑯ 𝖿ⱺ𝗋

☆--𝐏ᥣ𝖾α𝗌𝖾 ᑯⱺ 𐓣ⱺ𝗍 ᑲ𝖾 α𝖿𝗋α𝗂ᑯ 𝗍ⱺ α𝗌𝗄 𝖿ⱺ𝗋 α𐓣𝗒𝗍ɦ𝗂𐓣𝗀 𝗍ɦα𝗍 𝗂𝗌𐓣'𝗍 𝗌ρ𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖿𝗂𝖼αᥣᥣ𝗒 ᥣ𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾ᑯ

𝙱̷𝚘̷𝚞̷𝚗̷𝚌̷𝚎̷ 𝚝̷𝚘̷ 𝚊̷𝚗̷𝚘̷𝚝̷𝚑̷𝚎̷𝚛̷ 𝙶̷𝚊̷𝚕̷𝚊̷𝚡̷𝚢̷ to see who I write for

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Sneak Peek

Genre: Crack; Little suggestive

Warning: Usage of "boy" and "gurl" but nothing implied

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Y/n: Sekizan, could I talk with you before practice?

Sekizan: sure big boy, but we could always do more than talk

y/n: I'm not a boy

Sekizan: neither am I

y/n: huh?

Sekizan: Take off you shirt and put on these booty shorts

Sekizan pulls out a pair of black spandex booty shorts and drops the towel around his shoulders, revealing that he is only wearing the same booty shorts.

y/n: gurl wtf

Sekizan: you know whats up

y/n: I wanted to ask you out to dinner

Sekizan: oh yeah, we can go to dinner together.  I'm sure that we’ll both eat very well

y/n: thats not what I meant

Sekizan: dont play hard to get now

You realize that talking to Sekizan is like talking to a wall, so you turn and walk away without another word

Sekizan: oh well, im sure (one of sekizan’s teammates) would like to eat with me

THE END

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Thanks to @still-giggling for helping me with this sneak peak.

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Oh wow. 3 years already.

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July 28th August 29th, 2023

The Radiating Star: ☆Kōtarō Bokuto x G!Reader☆

Context- You both have been together since senior year of high school, aw high school sweethearts! Pushing through all the hard work, arguments, and fun moments throughout the years of being together. 6 years to be exact, and you have dropped subtle hints about marriage, even flat out asked if married was going to happen, yet no initiative had been taken. He told you that he wasn't opposed to it but was simply occupied to put much thought into it. So you decided that you would just pop the question on him!

Marriage for him was the last thing on his mind. It’s not because he didn’t want to marry you. He loved you truly. He always brought you some gifts when he went traveling. You have tried to sit down and talk about it, but Kōtarō would pay no mind and brush it off by saying- “Hm? Oh, can we discuss this later? I have to go meet up with Akaashi.” That was the last time you had tried to talk about it. Two weeks have passed, and you’ve started thinking that he didn’t want to get married.

Little did you know, he has been asking Akaashi for advice. He had a little mental breakdown when you first brought it up, and over the course of two weeks, he was ready. He panicked multiple times, and he kept going between feeling downhearted to feeling confident. He had kept you completely in the dark, so you were left to think.

He took you to your favorite restaurant, and he was super nervous. His palms were sweating, fumbling with some objects on the table, he kept moving his leg up and down, and his words were a stuttering mess. His behavior raised suspicion to you and would ask him if he was doing okay. He tried to reassure you that he was, but his plan failed successfully. You still kept your eye on him and tried to help him out a little bit.

During one of the conversations Kō had with Akaashi, he suggested that Kōtarō take you to a park since it’ll most likely be secluded. After paying for everything and leaving a tip for the server, he took your hand in his and led you on a walk. After walking around, he took you to a bench with lights illuminating the both of you and away from any wandering figures.

With both of you sitting, he was still jittery, so you grabbed his hand to try to console him and asked “Are you sure you’re okay?” He nodded because he didn’t trust his words. “Kōtarō, could you listen to what I’m going to say without interrupting?” In a soft whisper, he responded “yes” and you held his hand tighter.

Making eye contact with him as you take a deep breath and say “I love you so much…it has been an amazing six years of being together, and uhm, I understand that you have been busy. But I, uh, want to ask” You looked away for a split second. “Where is this relationship going? I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I’ve been wanting to for quite a while, and to me, it seems that you don’t want to or at least don’t care about it. I want a relationship where we get married and have children. I want those things with you so…” You slid off the bench and put your knee on the cement and took both his hands in yours.

Starring in his loving eyes, you softly asked, “Will you, Bokuto Kōtarō, please allow me the honor to ask you to marry me?” He teared up and responded with “of course, but I also had an entire speech planned as well.” Both of you stared at each other, staying silent for a moment then bursting into laughter. After the sound of joy died down and wiping away tears, you were the first one to speak, letting go of his hands, and sitting back on the bench “So …that’s why you were nervous this entire evening. Makes a lot more sense. I thought you were doing all those things because you had some bad news to give me.” He was taken aback by what you said. “Do you want me to explain the plan to you?” Kō asked. “I do apologize for interrupting your plan, and of course, I would love to hear it.” You responded.

He took both your hands in his, cupping them and sucked in a breath before speaking, “ You are the most amazing, patient, lovable, human being in the entire universe. I truly wish you could realize how much you mean to me, and it was not my intention to let you think that I didn’t want to marry you. I want you to know that I love you so very much, my beloved, I could not ever imagine myself spending eternity with another person. I’m saving more of my speech for our wedding however” he chuckles, saying your full name so lovingly and asking “Will you allow me the chance to reciprocate your question?”

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OML, I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS!!! I love that they are doing this with the MC! It is time for the MC to shine her own heroine story! Don't get me wrong, I love LOVE the stories that are already out (Tho tbh i have only read 4 out of 14 warlords storylines), but I would like to read her when she's wielding her own sword in battle! Love or War: What will it be‽ I love the combo between the two because I would want to fight by my Husbando Kenshin's side! We will be the god and goddess of war!

ANEways, that's my opinion on this amazing concept✨️

(I would choose Masamune Date. He is the one with the eyepatch🥰)

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[3:56 pm] "You're staring again" House stated causing me to be slightly startled.

"No- no I'm not. Just casually.. glancing" I retorted looking back to my plate of food that was on the table in front of me.

"Funny you say that. " He says as he sips from his mug. I simply sighed and tried to make an excuse but he just walked away. The boldness that guy has, well more like carelessness. I stayed lost in my thoughts taking bites out of my food and just shaking my head with different thoughts cycling in my head.

"Hey you. Are you working over time again? Didn't think you would allow yourself to." A female voice interrupted my pondering. I looked towards the voice and gave a slight smile.

"Believe me, if I could leave I would've. I just have to finish the tiny amount of paperwork I have to get filed for a patient.” Dr. Cameron snorted towards my response, taking a seat across from me.

“Anything interesting going on?” She asked.

“I just have this little thing.” She shot me a curious look. “I have an interest in a certain person…”

---Sep 26, 2022---

I've clearly had this in my draft for too long and I also wanted to get back into writing so why not post some House M.D. I also don't know where I'm going with this. ⭐Ciao Stars!

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Need I say anymore? My bootiful Kenshin (Ikémen Sengoku)

I have no one to tag + any other ☆star☆

KSKSJSLSKSKLASIIS OKAY GENOS-

I'D NEVER SAY NO TO U 🤚

Tagging: @kingkyoujurou @presidentmonica @laudthingcat @kampfkuchen85 @cherrykamado @bxbycake @happygoluckyalexis @tonaken + anyone who wants to <3

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Thank you for tagging me, @lilyruthere!

(This description is half true, but it was still fun to do✨️)

Plant your personal flower!

I found another cool quiz to do but I believe it only works on a mobile phone.

tagging - @fortheloveofiwaizumi @mitsuyeaah @tokyorevengersslut69 @bajiissofine @wakashawty @mitsuya-takashis-darling @rindousfavoritewife to do this quiz.

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Oh shit, it's the day!

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Honestly, thinking about posting suggestive/smutty drabbles about some All Out!! characters. I cannot--🥵

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𝔸𝕝𝕡𝕙𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕫𝕖𝕕

Used of swear words but censored as in “sh!t” cuz why tf not- Also thanks for taking the time to check it out!

Animes: 

(judge me silently lmao)

Watching: technically just sitting collecting dust

Dangaronpa 3: The End of Hope’s Peak High School - Future/Hope Arc

Hetalia World Stars and the rest of Hetalia

Kuroko’s Basketball

number 24

One Punch Man(S2)

Watched:

#

91 Days

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Ace Attorney

Afterlost (Don’t remember much tbh)

All Out!!

Angels of Death

Another (It’s fuzzy memories lol)

Assassination Classroom

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B: The Beginning

Black Butler

Brother’s Conflict (Look I know but tbh I loved the intro)

ℭ

Code:Breaker

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Danganronpa: The Animation

Danganronpa 3: The End of Hope’s Peak High School - Despair Arc

Deadman Wonderland

Death Parade

Diabolik Lovers

Dr. Stone

Durarara!! | x 2 Shou | x2 Ten

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ERASED

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Fairy Tail

Free! - Iwatobi Swim Club (Only remember the Outro lmao)

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Ghost Stories

ℌ

Haikyuu!!

Haven’t you heard? I’m Sakamoto

Hero Mask

Hetalia Axis Power

Hitorijime My Hero

ℑ

None

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None

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K | K: Return of Kings

Kiss Him, Not Me (Going through a phase but honestly loved it)

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Little Witch Academia (YO FCKIN LOVED THIS SH!T)

Love Stage!! (Don’t Judge- it was a phase)

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Magi: Adventure of Sinbad (OML I nearly forgot I watched this- LOVED this one!!)

Maid Sama!! (Barely remember) 

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Nanbaka

No. 6

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One Punch Man (S1)

Ouran High School Host Club

𝔓

Pokemon Indigo League

Prince of Stride: Alternative

Psycho-Pass (S1, not a fan of S2)

𝔔

None

ℜ

None

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Servamp

Sk8 the Infinity (My friends)

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That time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime

The Devil Is a Part-Timer!

The Promised Neverland (S1)

The Royal Tutor

The Seven Deadly Sins (S1)

Tokyo Ghoul (S1 - Can’t stand the rest sorry)

Tomodachi Game

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None

𝔙

None

𝔚

None

𝔛

None

𝔜

Yuri!!! On ICE

ℨ

None

ᴅɪᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ:

#

None

𝓐

Actors: Songs Connections ( I really did try but I couldn’t)

Amnesia (Personally love the game of it)

ℬ

Bem (Had my bestfriend watch this lmao)

Blue Exorcist

Btooom!

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Cheer Boys

Classroom of the Elite

Cowboy Bebop (Loved the intro music, just couldn’t stick w/it)

𝓓

Durarara!!x2 Ketsu (Only care/love to watch Durarara!!)

𝓔

None

ℱ

Fairy Tail (After Ep. 226)

FLCL (Fooly Cooly) Alternative 

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Great Pretender

ℋ

High School DXD (After 5 mins into Ep.1 - My guy friend..yeeah)

Hunter X Hunter (2011)

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None

ℐ

None

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Karneval (Honestly loved Ep.1 but just couldn’t continue)

ℒ

Log Horizon (Same response with Karneval)

ℳ

My Hero Academia

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None

𝓞

None

𝓟

None

𝑄

None

ℛ

None

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Sirius the Jaeger (Loved this so much but the girl that likes him annoyed TF outta me)

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The Prince of Tennis (Tried watching it but it didn’t hook me)

The Wallflower (Tbh weird for me)

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None

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Vampire Knight (Meh..)

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None

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None

Ⴘ

Your Lie in April (Didn’t interest me and my friend told me the tragic part about it so..)

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None

TV Shows:

I watch too fckin many to list- honestly lost count

I watch H.O.U.S.E MD till season 5 because my heart couldn’t take the change that was happening in the show lmao

I somewhat watch American Horror Story but stopped because I got distracted by other stuff

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😌

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.