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besties

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I can never tell if a bot or scammer is messaging me or if people genuinely like my fanfics enough to offer to draw it lol like don't play with my feelings

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The Konoha yappers have adopted Hinata 💜🪄

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New "Differently" chapter! Posted last night.

AO3 / Fanfiction.net

Here's the Spotify, modified, playlist. It's updated pretty regularly, but I chose each song for specific moments.

Let me know what you think. My AO3 is private, and whenever I finish this story, I won't upload anything else to my FF acount. Too many annoying bots lol.

Take care.

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I'm probably not going to update for a bit.

I had to put my dog down. I'm devastated beyond words. I spent the last months I had with her at home as much as I possibly could be. She was in my arms 80% of the time since October. I have received so much love because she *was* so loved. It comforts me that even strangers could see it.

I'm trying to navigate a world where she doesn't exist and it breaks my heart. She's been by my side since I was 16. I was lucky enough to have her for 12 years and yet it still seems so cruel that I wanted more, but I had to let her go. It was her time.

I think I may write something just about her. I am so afraid of forgetting the memories I have. I don't want her to be a faint memory. I've probably drowned out anything left out of one of the many blankets she slept on from my tears.

So, I'm sorry for anyone that finds this blog and is hoping I will update Differently or write anything else. I've been aiding my dog since my work trip. Her health took priority for me and I just couldn't draw my attention away. I know no one is expecting anything from me and I'm just adding unnecessary pressure (as usual) on myself but I just want to say I need some time. This was not a planning hiatus by any means but I just don't think I can upload another update before the year ends.

To whoever is reading this, I hope you have a safe holiday.

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Going through accepting that my dog is slowly dying and there is nothing I can do about it sucks. Every time I walk her, I feel tears in my eyes. If I could give her my limbs, my heart, I would. I'd do everything to revert time and never let her go. I'm so depressed it's honestly a miracle I even wake up half the time. She has more vet stuff coming up and I am hoping for some type of miracle that she'll be okay. I hope so.

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Robin redraw!! ✨

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happy halloween

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stinky rat man with socks!! yes please!!

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scene from S1 C4

So yeah, just a sumary of Naruto's plot, and spoiler: he does fix him.

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Here's my playlist for "Differently". I'm too lazy to find a site where I can import it properly (Apple Music), but here you go if you're curious. I listen to it and update it more than I thought I would, but it's all the songs that I feel resonate best with it.

lmk if you like anything :o) also I hope you all feel comfortable asking me stuff - I read every review/comment and love them all. I'll probably update soon

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chosoo i miss u:(

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I'M BAAAACK (again)

Differently Chapter 15 is live! [AO3 , FF]

I got back last week from a 3 week work trip and have actually had this draft in the works since July but in between vacation, getting covid, then work trip, I've been occupied. I hope you enjoy!

I now have time to work on my Choso/Reader which I am still determined to publish but I'm hoping to do it before end of the month. I guess only way I can write anything and get shit done is when I stay up until 4 am lmfao.

Anyway, thanks again for your patience and for reading. :)

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I want to update Differently so badly but I'm really busy, should be sleeping, and feel like my writer's block is sabotaging what I want to put out there. I don't want to half ass this, so if I don't post until September...don't hate me. :/