a4verse

[a4verse]

Alone

I'm confused by what I feel,

It's overwhelming, far too real.

Nothing's like I thought it'd be,

This life I live feels far from me.

I want to run away from here,

To a place where everything is clear.

No expectations, no demands,

Just peace I can hold in my hands.

I want to run, just get away,

To find some quiet, where I'll stay.

But not alone, as most would see,

Alone with someone close to me.

No need for words, just silent air,

A space where I know you are there.

I close my eyes, and in that place,

I just feel safe, wrapped in your grace.

When time stands still, my thoughts subside,

In peace, where I no longer hide.

The world fades out, I'm finally home,

In your presence, I'm not alone.

[a4verse]

Nothing

I don't want to live, yet I'm not ready to die,

A weightless existence, with no reason why.

Inside me is nothing, a silence so deep,

Where thoughts keep unraveling, yet never complete.

Is this life or a dream from which I can't wake?

Each breath feels heavy, each choice a mistake.

No fear in the darkness, no light in the day,

Just wandering aimless, slowly slipping away.

The future feels distant, the past is unclear,

And even my actions seem strange and severe.

No fear to outrun, no hope to pursue,

When nothing is all that I'm passing through.