absolutely-wretched
absolutely-wretched
life isn't bliss, life is just this
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♏,♀, INFP-T, ficto, witchy shit and night sky shit. I'm a Buffy superfan. My name is Alessandra, I'm 29, I have no parents, I do art and graphic design. My personal posts are tagged alex’s rambles and my original posts are alex’s shit. I have phases, so I might be writing, to poetry, to art, to fandoms, to music, etc. follow at your own risk
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absolutely-wretched · 14 days ago
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A hundred plus years, and there’s only one thing I’ve ever been sure of. You.
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absolutely-wretched · 14 days ago
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buffy & spike + smiling at each other (requested by @chasingfictions)
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absolutely-wretched · 14 days ago
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real sadists understand that you can torture The Character simply by forcing them to live with themself
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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | 6.07 "Once More, With Feeling"
VAMPS AND DEMON: ♫ She does pretty well with fiends from hell But lately we can tell That she's just going through the motions DEMON: Going through the motions. VAMP 2: Faking it somehow. DEMON: She's not even half the girl she--ow. ♫
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absolutely-wretched · 18 days ago
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my vocabulary is rapidly dwindling. "yay" is one of my default responses now
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absolutely-wretched · 18 days ago
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I don’t remember where exactly (pinterest, I guess?), but I once saw a comment saying that Buffy didn’t love Spike at the end of the show and only said “I love you” to comfort him.
And that feels so strange to me, because it completely goes against her character arc.
Buffy is afraid of opening her heart to people. Back in s4, she even talks to her mom about how it would be easier not to open up at all—just to avoid the pain.
Open your heart to someone, and he bails on you. Maybe it's easier to just not let anyone in. ("Fear Itself")
Because in the end, everyone leaves Buffy. To the people around her, she’s just a phase in their lives, not someone who stays part of it—and that hurts her deeply. So deeply that she ends up building armor around her heart and stops throwing words around carelessly.
But then something terrible happens—Joyce dies. And after going through the loss of the person dearest to her, Buffy realizes she never said those three little words to her mom.
And I loved her more than anything, and... I don't know if she knew. ("Intervention")
For her, the words “I love you” are the hardest thing to say. She forgot how to express what she really feels—and now it’s too late.
Maybe being the perfect slayer means being too hard to love at all. I already feel like I can hardly say the words. [...] Giles... I love you. Love, love, love, love, love.. ("Intervention")
And then comes the ending of s7. Buffy knows Spike is about to disappear—just like her mom did. But this time, she has the chance to speak—and she takes it.
I love you. ("Chosen")
To me, this isn’t just a moment of realizing her feelings for Spike and reconnecting with her inner fire.
It’s one of the moments she was able to open her heart again and honestly say how she feels out loud. The moment her love was stronger than the fear of what might happen if she says about it directly.
The fact that Spike didn’t believe her—that’s his reaction, shaped by his own experience throughout the show. But the fact is—now he knows how she feels. Because Buffy didn’t hint at it—she said it outright.
That’s why I don’t think it was just about comforting a dying man. Because “I love you” means way too much to Buffy for her to say it lightly.
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absolutely-wretched · 18 days ago
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i have this awesome skincare routine called picking at my face till it bleeds. its great because it makes my skin way worse in every way and also it hurts
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absolutely-wretched · 18 days ago
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I’m such an aloof cool kinda guy. I don’t give a shit about anything even a little bit.
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absolutely-wretched · 19 days ago
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I wish people would stop saying “It’s July. Well done for wasting half a year.” Did you make someone smile in the past six months? Did you stroke a cat or throw a stick for a dog? Did you learn a new fact or teach someone a new joke? Did you laugh, cry, scream or sing in the past six months? Because if so, congratulations for not wasting your time at all.
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absolutely-wretched · 19 days ago
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absolutely-wretched · 19 days ago
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"They go to SEX CLUBS and pretend to be DOGS!"
Yeah well you go to church every Sunday and pretend to be a good person
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absolutely-wretched · 19 days ago
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RANDOM BUFFY SUMMERS GIFS 14/?
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absolutely-wretched · 19 days ago
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CHARMED (1998-2006) “Love Hurts”
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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | S5E12: Checkpoint
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Sarah Michelle Gellar in Buffy the Vampire Slayer season 6 episode 9 "Smashed" (2002) dir. Turi Meyer
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