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Stress and Worry

It seems to me there’s always something to worry and be stressed about. I get massive stomach aches from stress and worry. I am trying to implement and positive way of thinking naturally and to help manifest things that are needed and desired both. You can’t do that if you’re in constant doubt and worry. It seems to be an oxy-moron of biblical proportions, but it has to be achievable. What is my…

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My Life Learned

Introduction I have waited a long time to draft my story. I waited so long because deep down and clear up till this last year, I knew I not through it all just yet at those other times of trying to write it. I tried to write my story repeatedly. I would start writing it then stop. People said to me over and over that I should write about my life. But I felt like I was a hypocrite and could not…

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Grocery Shop From Home

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Small town community (Mankato, MN) charging rent as high as the major cities (Minneapolis and St Paul)

I am looking for a place to live for my three children and I. I work 2 jobs and I’m alone when it comes to my income. But I make what used to be an okay amount. But the prices for rent have gone up so high in this area that I have to either look at a two bedroom place for all four of us or look at taking out a third job or working somewhere around seventy hours a week to afford a normal three…

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Quitting Relationships

I can honestly say I wish I’d never reacted the way I did to relationships but I did. I cannot go back and change anything. However I CAN change things now. I am DONE. Since I was a teenager, I always wanted to feel loved. I “knew” my family loved me, but my family was not so good at showing it with real family physical affections. Unfortunately, as the youngest child of four siblings and enough…

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MVAC HEAD START

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When helping someone because a crutch

Withhold not good from them to whom it is due; when it is in the power of your hand to do it. Proverbs 3:27 We are not to not help people right? It’s commanded and a known sign if empathy, charity and integrity to give someone a helping hand that needs it. So when does it cross over to become not a help but rather aids them in their dysfunction? I had to ask myself that a few times especially…

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Head-coverings: necessary or not needed

So in the Messianic faith, the women are supposed to wear head coverings for sure in the services. It’s a symbol of protection over you. Women wear the head coverings, and men are ordered to NOT wear them. This goes for in the services at least. Outside of the services, it’s up for grabs. I may be too new at this to know for sure for the whole of a congregation. I’m sure I’ll figure it out…

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Yahweh is HIS name: not g-d

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Canada Waters

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Just a regular painting for practice

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A bit of a savings

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Mt Fuji in blossom season

Painted this today. It’s been about a year since I painted anything. I don’t do it much so not so good.so be kind.

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Shabbat Shalom

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Are you frustrated? I know I am-narcissism is running the world

Why do I say that? Lots of reasons I suppose. The nasty nature of people is worsening with the levels of selfishness and narcissism on the rise. The original narcissists raise their one to five or more children to think only about themselves. So, in 20 years’ time, you will have at least the same level if not multiplied amounts of selfish behavior. Those whole generational traits to pass down…

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How deeply can we get imbedded into something? Good or bad.

This is a good question. Why is it a good question? Because when we do something day to day, it becomes part of it. If you conitnually put bad in your life; what will happen is more bad things and it will be completely and forever part of your life as well as vice versa with good. There are examples on both sides of the spectrum too: good and bad. A good example: when we read, study our…

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To Stress Or Not To Stress? That is the question!