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Frio - BangChan

pairing ex!chan x fem!reader

genere angst w happy(? ending

warnings brakeup, unconfirmed infidelity

w.count 0.3k

synopsis after what was a warm love, you feel like Chan freezes your heart and everything around you, only to then find that summer season you longed for so much to arrive.

note okay so... this is my first time writing a drabble so Idk how well or badly I did, but it's worth mentioning that I was inspired by the song 'Frio' by Nicki Nicole to write this. I hope you like it.

It's been 3 months and I still don't understand how you could forget all the promises you made to me. I still can't believe that all the sweet words you said to me were nothing but empty words.

"I would give my life for you."

Why would you tell me that if at the end of the day it was someone else you preferred?

"But what about all the promises you made to me, Christopher? What about all the I love you's you said to me on those winter nights we spent together?"

"I'm sorry... I wish I could have kept all those promises, but I simply can't anymore. I can't continue pretending all my feelings towards you."

I can't help but repeat your words in my head over and over again, being alone with myself in what used to be our room, but now it's just a cold room, like any other.

It's been 5 months since you left, summer never returned, you took the summer with you and left me in eternal winter. My days are all the same, my friends keep telling me it's time for me to forget about you, and partly they're right because it's not fair for me to still be here suffering for what we once were while you're already in another woman's arms, giving her your warmth and making her forget about the cold outside.

"Oh my god, how can it be that even under the blankets I'm still cold?!"

"That's because you're not here cuddled up with me."

I still remember those beautiful moments, and I wonder if you'll say the same to her, will you give her that same smile you gave me when you said those words? I hate the fact that you're no longer near me but still hurting me, I wish I could erase all those memories or at least not cry every time they come to my mind. I hope that day comes soon.

It's been 7 months and today for the first time the memories I had of you were not of your sweet words or your false promises, but I remembered all the times you came home late, the times you said you were with your friends or that you were at work.

"It's 5 in the morning, Christopher, why are you coming home at this hour?"

"Oh please, you know work always keeps me busy."

"Well, at least a message letting me know that you weren't going to make it to the dinner we planned two weeks ago with our families would have been nice."

I still remember that you didn't even say "I'm sorry" that day, you couldn't even apologize to your parents, but now I know that work was just an excuse to no longer be by my side, you just wanted an excuse to spend your time with her and away from me. But now I can say that I would prefer to live in this winter a thousand times over than in the hell I lived with you.

I don't count the months anymore, my life is no longer a routine and I finally managed to leave those four walls that made me feel so suffocated. I went out after a long time and I met your mom, and even though for a moment I thought I was going to hate her and not want to talk to her again, I understood that it's not her fault that you were so bad to me.

Now I can move on with my life and leave you in the past, now I can look at myself in the mirror and smile at seeing myself in it, now I can be alone with myself and think only of me and the summer that awaits me.

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Frio - BangChan

pairing ex!chan x fem!reader

genere angst w happy(? ending

warnings brakeup, unconfirmed infidelity

w.count 0.3k

synopsis after what was a warm love, you feel like Chan freezes your heart and everything around you, only to then find that summer season you longed for so much to arrive.

note okay so... this is my first time writing a drabble so Idk how well or badly I did, but it's worth mentioning that I was inspired by the song 'Frio' by Nicki Nicole to write this. I hope you like it.

It's been 3 months and I still don't understand how you could forget all the promises you made to me. I still can't believe that all the sweet words you said to me were nothing but empty words.

"I would give my life for you."

Why would you tell me that if at the end of the day it was someone else you preferred?

"But what about all the promises you made to me, Christopher? What about all the I love you's you said to me on those winter nights we spent together?"

"I'm sorry... I wish I could have kept all those promises, but I simply can't anymore. I can't continue pretending all my feelings towards you."

I can't help but repeat your words in my head over and over again, being alone with myself in what used to be our room, but now it's just a cold room, like any other.

It's been 5 months since you left, summer never returned, you took the summer with you and left me in eternal winter. My days are all the same, my friends keep telling me it's time for me to forget about you, and partly they're right because it's not fair for me to still be here suffering for what we once were while you're already in another woman's arms, giving her your warmth and making her forget about the cold outside.

"Oh my god, how can it be that even under the blankets I'm still cold?!"

"That's because you're not here cuddled up with me."

I still remember those beautiful moments, and I wonder if you'll say the same to her, will you give her that same smile you gave me when you said those words? I hate the fact that you're no longer near me but still hurting me, I wish I could erase all those memories or at least not cry every time they come to my mind. I hope that day comes soon.

It's been 7 months and today for the first time the memories I had of you were not of your sweet words or your false promises, but I remembered all the times you came home late, the times you said you were with your friends or that you were at work.

"It's 5 in the morning, Christopher, why are you coming home at this hour?"

"Oh please, you know work always keeps me busy."

"Well, at least a message letting me know that you weren't going to make it to the dinner we planned two weeks ago with our families would have been nice."

I still remember that you didn't even say "I'm sorry" that day, you couldn't even apologize to your parents, but now I know that work was just an excuse to no longer be by my side, you just wanted an excuse to spend your time with her and away from me. But now I can say that I would prefer to live in this winter a thousand times over than in the hell I lived with you.

I don't count the months anymore, my life is no longer a routine and I finally managed to leave those four walls that made me feel so suffocated. I went out after a long time and I met your mom, and even though for a moment I thought I was going to hate her and not want to talk to her again, I understood that it's not her fault that you were so bad to me.

Now I can move on with my life and leave you in the past, now I can look at myself in the mirror and smile at seeing myself in it, now I can be alone with myself and think only of me and the summer that awaits me.

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⊹ ࣪˖ ౨ৎ STAN LIST ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹

» Stray Kids bias- JEONGIN + MINHO + ot6

» Enhypen bias- JAY + NI-KI + ot5

» Ateez bias- YEOSANG + HONGJOONG + ot6

» Txt bias- TAEHYUN + SOOBIN + ot3

» Aespa bias- GISELLE + ot3

» (G)i-dle bias- MIYEON + ot4

» Lesserafim bias- ot5

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MASTERLIST

STRAY KIDS

OT8

Nothing yet.

Bangchan

Frio

Lee Minho

Nothing yet.

Changbin

Nothing yet.

Hyunjin

Nothing yet.

Han Jisung

Nothing yet.

Felix

Nothing yet.

Seungmin

Nothing yet.

Jeongin

Nothing yet.

ENHYPEN

OT7

Nothing yet.

Heeseung

Nothing yet.

Jay

Nothing yet.

Jake

Nothing yet.

Sunghoon

Nothing yet.

Sunoo

Nothing yet.

Jungwon

Nothing yet.

Ni-Ki

Nothing yet.

ANOTHER GROUP´S

Nothing yet.

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about me ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

⤷ she/her/ella, 18, scorpio, infp, mexican

⤷ I'm primarily a Stayengene, but I also like other groups You can see them in my Stan List

⤷ My biases in SKZ are Jeonho and in ENHA, JayKi

⤷ You can call me Jess, Jessa, or by my username

byf ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

⤷ My content is only SFW for now. I don't feel comfortable writing NSFW at the moment, but if I ever do, I'll update the rules

⤷ English is not my first language, so I apologize if I make mistakes. If English is your first language, feel free to correct me as long as it's done respectfully

⤷ Please don't spam likes, but reposts and comments are always appreciated

⤷ Some of the work I write will be inspired by movies or songs (which can be in Spanish or English)

⤷ I will not allow sexist, homophobic, racist, xenophobic, misogynistic, classist, etc., comments or hateful comments towards any religion

writing rules ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

⤷ Do not copy my work in this or any other application

⤷ I take requests and ideas as long as they are not NSFW and I am familiar with the idols

⤷ I write specifically about SKZ and ENHA since they are the groups I stan, but you can make requests for the groups I mentioned in my Stan List

⤷ ALL that I write is FICTION. How I describe an idol or the attitudes they exhibit in my works do not define them or imply that they are like that in real life.

⤷ I am a woman, therefore my works will be fem reader as I don't feel comfortable or believe I can write from a male perspective.

⤷ It's most likely that I won't post content very often since I write when inspiration strikes, and besides, I'm studying, and obviously, my studies come first.

⤷ If you made a request and I didn't respond, it's probably because it seemed uncomfortable to me or it doesn't comply with the rules (LIKE REQUESTING NSFW, I DON'T WRITE THAT).