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HATE when a character seems intentionally designed for me to be obsessed with and it succeeds

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if you go insane enough about the Character you can cry over things that never even happened to them outside your head

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Me if I were a rambunctious mobile phone

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Porque te vas

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What if that insane murderer monster on the loose is just a wittle misunderstwood :(

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when u get thoughts about favorite characters like "would blorbo eat apples? I wonder what thats like" that's the point of no return

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Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

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tumblr only toxic for miserable ppl i be on this bitch havin a ball

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tr!holywater’s biggest downfall is that they both basically love to say “it’s fine” when things are clearly not fine, and tr!bad takes it as “oh yay :D it’s probably not too bad” while tr!water takes it as “it’s so bad and i’m never getting anything out of him”

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rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please

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tumblr is such a different animal than other social media platforms for so many reasons obviously but one thing i really find funny about it is how on other sites if i see something that doesn't interest me i don't follow or don't like the post. but on here if someone i follow starts posting exclusively about something really niche that i have no interest in my reaction is never to unfollow. its just part of the natural environment. like oh mutual is now really into pro wrestling? ok i guess ill be seeing these guys around now

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it’s 11pm and my hands are itching to write up a tr!watermunch two paragraph post where i just yap and analyze but the gods are holding me back before i start biting them

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by making art you are improving no matter what im so serious never stop making art ever . Never stop drawing that game you like or those ocs only you know or things you see or objects that appeal to you or stars or hearts or shapes. draw wonky hands and weird proportions . This is important btw

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Liking character is fun until you think about them and you just have to stare at nothing for a few minutes because of how tragic

And mauybe you are almost crying but you are having fun

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saying I miss a character is so funny I don't even know what I mean. I could engage with the media anytime. i could even read or even WRITE fanfic. but man. i miss the character

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beautiful. perfect. the story keeps writing itself

okay but tr!foolish clearly enjoys not knowing the end. the thrill, the anticipation of what will happen next. how will this end. how will i keep moving forward after this. this is one of his main traits. his open giddyness to the unknown. that’s the opposite of tr!bad who would prefer to know the conclusion. who won’t take a fight he doesn’t know the guaranteed outcome of. who toils and plans and prepares on how he will do something and how he wants it to end.

life prefers the journey ahead while death prefers the expected ending.

yesterday was funnily enough such a good example of this. tr!bad knew exactly what was laid out to him. he knew the goal, he knew where and who was going to be there. although he played no part in the killing, he knew what was going to happen on the stage before the curtain call. while tr!foolish, he went ahead and just followed tr!owen understanding the gist of what’s really going on, but antsily waiting to see how this will happen. what truths will be revealed. will he live or not. he’s not stupid. he understood the risk. the trust was never fully there, but the totem likes gambling on what will come after. a willing actor of the play.