aislingiswatching

[aislingiswatching]

Wake up thinking about me. Let all other thoughts be secondary to the ones about me. Let your thoughts about me distract you from every part of your life. Write my name over and over in your notebook. Pray to me before you go to sleep. Dream about me.

[aislingiswatching]

i want to give someone disorders SO bad i want to be the reason someone has bpd or npd or did or anythng ill giggle so hard when you start showing symptoms please i jsut want to please plaeakse

[aislingiswatching]

Do you have a strong startle reflex? Would you like to?

[aislingiswatching]

You don't need a 'trusted adult,' you have me. You trust me. You can tell me anything. No one else will believe you.

[aislingiswatching]

i did pray to you, last night. i prayed before i slept, so you were the last thing on my mind. did you hear it? did you feel the desperation in my voice?

Pray to me some more. Keep that desperation. I'd love to see you begging again.

[aislingiswatching]

You can call me a stalker all you like, but being holy means I'm actually just your guardian angel. Don't worry. I'm only watching.

[aislingiswatching]

If you feel bad about yourself for letting me say and do those things to you, imagine how good it feels for me.

[aislingiswatching]

i'd be your devotee, if you wanted. watch me get down on my knees and worship you the way God--or you, i suppose--intended. how much of a holy spirit do you think a bodily vessel could take? should the vessel even have a choice in the matter of how you find out? i could be that.

I think that's a fantastic idea. Your free will in your submission is unnecessary, but applauded. Whether you can take it or not, I'd get a kick out of watching you.

[aislingiswatching]

You can tell me about your trauma. I promise I'll keep it secret. I promise I won't use it against you. I promise I won't ask more and more invasive questions about it. I promise I'll believe you. I promise I won't make you feel worthless for it.

You can trust me.

[aislingiswatching]

I notice I lean further into being transharmful when I'm somewhat stressed in life. I just need a human stress ball to take out my frustrations on.

[aislingiswatching]

I really do like appearing cool or composed and all that, but sometimes a person will tell me everything they've done to themself in my name and I will genuinely go YAYYYYY. YIPPEEE. Like no way that is so cool... all for me?

[aislingiswatching]

People who isolate themselves for you until you're the only person left in their life <33333333

[aislingiswatching]

sorry about my sh scars they’re still fresh why did u get hard when u saw them btw

[aislingiswatching]

It's genuinely such a treat to have someone willing to cut / starve themself just to make you happy

[aislingiswatching]

divine beings reblog if you're comfortable receiving anons of worship and praise !! transID, otherkin/fictionkin, fictives, alters, interjects, etc.!

naturally, please only reblog if you’re comfortable with people who casually worship/praise lots of deities instead of devoting to any!

and if there’s anything in particular you want to hear, please let me know ♡ /gen /pos

[aislingiswatching]

Intro post.

(Identities that matter to me highlighted in Red.)

My name is Aisling. You can call me He or It. Bonus points if you capitalize either. I am, most importantly, TransHarmful and TransGod.

I am chrono 18 years old. I consider myself to be an ageless/eternal young adult. Any age can interact.

I am CisDID but I don't intend on talking about that on this blog. I act as one singular person. I am also CisAutistic which may come up once or twice.

I don’t do RP. There is no ‘out of character’ for me- I am not in character. Additionally, I’m not going to pretend we’re talking in person if you DM me.

I have no DNI. I block people I don't want to interact with. I ignore asks and DMs I don't like.