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Spiderman’s Far From Home just confirmed that we’re finally gonna have a multiverse and I’m just thinking about another universe where Nat didn’t die and stayed with Steve ... thanks Peter

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still mad that of all the ways that you could get the soul stone it’s “falling to your death” is the way to go and nat falling to her death makes me remember the pain and suffering that steve experienced when he let go of bucky’s hand and i can only imagine how clint felt after everything that happened but man if it was steve who accompanied nat he probs wouldn’t be able to handle it and i’m sick and tired of being hurt like this wtf

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Reason #413 why I'm sad about  Endgame

Natasha: If it was the other way around, and it was down to me to save your [Steve] life and you be honest with me, would you trust me to do it?

Steve: I would now ...

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Natasha: What do you want me to be? Steve: How about a friend? 

I’m not gonna be over this. I was rooting for Nat. :( She made one of the ultimate sacrifices and did it with so much strength and love. I’m forever grateful to witness your beauty, kindness, and resilience - Natasha Romanoff. 

Thank you for everything. 

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and that’s why she sacrificed herself, but dammit it nat i love and hate you for it. 

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I used to think that with Death comes peace, Crying on the floor, complaining about characters that don't exist, I used to think that going against canon won't hurt that much, But I'm so wrong,

ME AFTER AVENGERS ENDGAME

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This scene will forever break my heart because this scene just shows how much Nat truly cared about Steve and how she was the only one to truly understand him and his love for Peggy Carter aside from Bucky :(

Steve: Well then, what are you doing here?

Natasha: I didn't want you to be alone.

Me: Well, fuck me up why don't you

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STEVE CRYING BECAUSE OF NAT WILL ALWAYS CRUSH ME AND NAT’S DEATH WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN I WILL NEVER FORGET IT and in this essay I will -

i’m still not over her death nope not ever

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marvel: *hands me avengers endgame*

me, an intellectual: what the actual fuck is that

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There are days when I would think that maybe I'm fine, That my depression is gone and the sun shines, That the days are brighter and so are the nights, Stars are gleaming, and they're bright. The black hole inside my chest feels lighter, My perception is a tad bit clearer, I don't doubt that there are storms on the way, But I feel that I can make it through the day. And then it hits me, right in the face, No matter how fast I run, it can't be outpaced. Depression is a shadow and I'm running ahead, Trying to outrun it so I don't end up dead.

i’m dying inside

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Mommy, Daddy, Don’t you know? You lost your daughter, Years ago. Mommy, Daddy, How can you not see your daughter’s too broken, She can’t be fixed by therapy? Mommy, Daddy, I know she’s strong, But she’s been that way For far too long. Mommy, Daddy, Your daughter lost the fight. Her eyes are dark And she lost the light. Mommy, Daddy, You’ll be fine. Your daughter bravely fought, Before she died.

a letter to my parents

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brendon urie - fave suit 

i still live for this

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sunflower - sierra burgess is a loser // wallpapers + locks

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why don’t we // pop of yellow - wallpapers + locks

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WHY DON’T WE - Eight Letters (Lockscreens/Wallpapers) I’m baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! It’s been so long :( I’m in college now so it’s really hard to find the time to edit and do some stuff. I hope y’all are still alive. x 

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oliver sykes - wallpapers + lockscreens

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panic! at the disco - say amen (saturday night)