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Yes!

Update kung bagsak ako? Hmmmm. May nareceive akong text ang sabi “Magpaplant Design tayo”. Pagkabasa ko parang ganito na lang ako 😱😱😱. Hahaha PASADO ako. Kung makapagdrama naman kasi ako, wala pa kasing result hahaha. Lesson learned. Wag magover-think. Thanks Bro! Hahaha

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Kakaibang Karanasan

Ano na? Paano na? Araw araw, gabi gabi, yan lang ginagawa ko. Buong sem yan lang pinagkaabalahan ko. Tapos ano? Wala ganun talaga. Bagsak. Kahit gaanong effort ang ibigay ko. Wala talaga eh. Kung hindi pa talaga oras, hindi pa. May magagawa ba ako? Siyempre wala na. Well, hindi lang naman ako nakakaranas ng pagbagsak. Pero kahit na ganun, alam ko kasi sa sarili ko na ginawa ko lahat. Oo, as in, lahat. Puyat, oras, pasensya. Alam mo ba ang dahilan ng galit niya? Yung report namin na hindi nasave sa microsoft word. Ganito kasi yun. Meron kasi kaming group project. Apat kami, pero sa totoo lang dalawa lang kaming gumagawa. Actually halos lahat ng laman ng report na yun. Sabihin nating 70% ako gumawa. So, ito na nga ang dahilan kung bakit siya nagalit. Gusto niya kasi ipasa namin sa kanya yung report namin sa iisang file lang, na nakams word. Ang pinaggawa kasi namin sa report namin, hiwa hiwalay. Tapos, nung natapos na kami, isesave na lang namin lahat yun sa isang word, kaso hindi nagsesave. Hahaha. Kahit anong gawin namin ang laging sinasabi ni word. Not Responding. Ang saya noh? Lahat ng pagod mawawalan ng saysay dahil lang dyan. Saklap! Hahaha. Sinabi ko naman ang dahilan sa kanya kaso ito natanggap ko, “How to use correctly MS Word is part of the problem! There is no excuse for that.” at ito pa “You are not excused from your mistakes..you are given enough time to study your report! Im not a fool to be taken by your lame excuses!!” hahaha sa gmail yan, yan ang reply niya sa akin. Teka, theres more. Sa baba. Hahaha

Alam mo ba kung ano ang mas masakit kaysa sa pagbagsak? Yung tatawagan ka mismo ng prof mo at sasabihin na bagsak ka. Hindi lang mga malalakas na salita, kundi masasakit pa na salita ang manggagaling sa kanya. Hirap kaya nun. Naluha pa nga ako habang kinakausap niya ako eh. Hahaha oo umiyak ako. D ko alam, siguro kasi first time mangyari sa akin yun. Kakaiba pala ang feeling. Ang sakit! Hahaha. Tapos sakto pumasok kapatid ko sa kwarto habang kinakausap ako ng prof ko at akoy lumuluha. Hahaha. Grabe, kita niya talaga mata ko at medyo naririnig niya pa sinasabi ng prof ko. Mas masakit tuloy, parang nawalan na ako ng pride seh. Hahaha

Pero,oo, tulad ng sabi ko tanggap ko na. Ang dami na ngang pumapasok sa isip ko eh. Kung anu-ano na. Ewan ko na kasi. Hindi ko na talaga alam. Sa ngayon ang tanong ko na lang sa sarili ko, “Ano na kaya mangyayari sa akin?”. God kayo na po ang bahala ah. Jesus please take the wheel. January 5, 2017 6:58 pm (8minutes and 1 second)

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The strike of Lawin #5

The wind seems like a lion roaring angrily, Like a latigo whipping vigorously and continouosly, Like an earthquake, shaking everything , Together with the rain, a weapon for a mass destruction. A nightmare for everyone No one knows what will happen The night is not the usual Everyones awake and alert. The shout of a silent mind The prayer of a hopeful soul Seeking for the guidance of the divine Hoping for a miracle to happen.

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The supermoon of 11/14/16.

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DEEP

Why is it that i am always fascinated when i read a story or more especially a poem that i cant understand. What i mean is that, the words the writers put in their works are soooo deep that you need a dictionary and even a translator just to fully grasp the meaning of those words. I always admire those kind of work, the way they construct every line of each sentences, the way they used those deep words, and the way they deliver the grammar correctly is just amazing. Maybe, that’s what a writer must have. As i say, writing is fun. It is the deliberation of your (own) imagination through artistic construction. 😵

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Who am I?

“Who are you when no one is watching?” Found this line while scrolling at my newsfeed in FB. A question that is easy to answer, but for me is not. Why? It’s simple. I don’t know what i want, i don’t know what i’m doing, and i don’t know who i am. Funny, isn’t it? But, that’s what i think of myself, I DON’T KNOW!

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Out of Nowhere.

What if we’re just a creation of the alien’s technology. 🤔We all believe that our technology is not that yet good. If it’s then we should already develop a time machine 😂, create and travel through a wormhole, or traveling through a neighboring planet just like traveling around the world, or even reviving a dead body. But as of now, humans can already create another life, a genetically modified animals and plants, and can also create a robot with artificial intelligence. See? It’s not impossible, right? That we’re just created by someone’s artistic design and imagination and, boom! We’re alive. (Hooray). (I’m not referring to a god, but to a civilization with an advanced technology, that we don’t even know how modernized their technology is.) Well, it’s just my imagination. But, just to remind you and myself, i still believe that there’s someone out there, looking at us, considered to be the creator (or what we so called the “DIVINE” creator). 😇 😈

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Hi, crush.

There’s nothing i want to see but your eyes There’s nothing i want to touch but your skin There’s nothing i want to hear but your voice There’s nothing i want to kiss but your lips

If only i can do what i want to do If only i can shout what’s in my mind If only i can show what i feel There’s only one thing i want to tell

Yes, i must say, i am really inlove with you.

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When Boredom Strikes.

Stare into something, then goes life contemplating. The perks of doing nothing.