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BROKEN BOND

By: Alex Dickson

Remember when we first saw us 👩‍❤️‍👨

No body could even separate us

The joy ,happiness ,that feeling you know

No ,no I knew it wasn't at all lust

That feeling ,man,was too dhope💟

I would leave any man for you

But thats what I did,yeah I remember

We spoke everyday ,the whole night

When we tired ,i be like

Hey! cut the call and you be like

No ,you cut the call☎️📞

I would spend my whole life earnings 💰

On you and not think twice

I would sleep on the floor,if it was with you😴

Aww babe just tell me something I couldn’t have done for you

But then you changed🤷‍♀️

I think it was one sided

Mutuality didnt consent

But you didnt even give me answers

Though I asked for them

I never thought you could do this

Now I feel bad for trusting you

You left me without a tear in your eye

All joyful ,even if you cried I will call it tears of joy

Happy for breaking me,well you succeeded

Cos I am totally broken💔

But it wouldn't be for long

I only wanna wish you well,I hope she makes you smile😀

Cause thats all I still wanna see

Yes am jealous,no I won't revenge

Yes I’m broken,no i won’t cry

Yes i now hate you,but for how long

But was it my fault,

If it was ,then please forgive me

But its okay now,

I don’t like how you play my heart 💔

I just don't wanna hear from you no more

Cause I hate it

I say I hate it 🙅‍♀️

When everyday you just message 💬

Cause I really don't wanna see it

You say its been long we hooked up

You say you miss the girl👸

As if the pain you caused me wasn't enough

Kinda you wanna take another shot

Thinking am a fool and gonna give in

If we gone ,we gone 🙅‍♀️

Cause you we were the one ,

One who led to all this sh*t 🤐

Now I beat myself everyday

Wishing to cry like blooday😭

Liquid tears don't even surface

Eyes still dry,eyes clear ,not drunk 🍺

Don't know why I can't let go,😭

Why I still love you like lollipop 🍭

True I initiated the break up

But that didn't mean I didn't wantchu

It mean I had had enough pain from you

As if you werent willing to stop

As if you enjoyed the blood

The blood oozing from my veins 🩸

But my blood ain't honey

Or were you spiritual

Or some alien vampire🧛‍♂️

Or you were the enemy

Sorry I am just thinking 🧠

To be continued …

~DileX123 poems