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... ... .........angel domme that specializes in verbal degradation, humiliation, guilt trips and gaslights you and calls it divine intervention, chokes you with rosaries when you get out of line, claims you're the one defiling her when she uses you like a cheap sex doll, cuffs you with her halo when you try to escape her holy wrath, using and abusing you in public places constantly and getting away with it because she shields the both of you with her wings, deliberately makes you cry just so she can bless your tears into holy water which wipes your memory with divine bliss so you can't remember what she did to make you cry, uses your hair as reins and sits astride your back and when you whine that it hurts she slaps you in the face, says "chariots don't talk" before fishhooking you hard as all fuck and -

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... ... .........angel domme that specializes in verbal degradation, humiliation, guilt trips and gaslights you and calls it divine intervention, chokes you with rosaries when you get out of line, claims you're the one defiling her when she uses you like a cheap sex doll, cuffs you with her halo when you try to escape her holy wrath, using and abusing you in public places constantly and getting away with it because she shields the both of you with her wings, deliberately makes you cry just so she can bless your tears into holy water which wipes your memory with divine bliss so you can't remember what she did to make you cry, uses your hair as reins and sits astride your back and when you whine that it hurts she slaps you in the face, says "chariots don't talk" before fishhooking you hard as all fuck and -

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when hozier said "the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you" or when niall horan said "your touch is made of something heaven can't hold a candle to" or when lewis capaldi said "the blue in your eyes, the kind of blasphemy that makes a congregation cry" or when noah kahan said "there was heaven in your eyes, i was not baptized" or when halsey said "i found god, i found him in a lover" or when taylor swift said "i know heaven's a thing, i go there when you touch me" or when the goo goo dolls said "you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be" and then hozier also said "heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i" and niall horan also said "if it's this good way down here what's it like up there high in heaven?" and lewis capaldi also said "i found salvation in the form of your grace" and halsey also said "i've only felt religion when i've lied with you" because i have never been to heaven, but if it exists, i hope it feels like being loved

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I'm in my sisyphus era but I'm pretty sure I'm almost out of it

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You only hear the music when your heart begins to break ! 🕷️

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25 posts!

This isn't a good thing lmao

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I'm a bit late but! Photo dump from the NYC droncert last night!

(The hand heart is a particular favorite of mine)

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@the-vampire-squid-from-hell

Bonus: 

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what they dont tell you about having a crush is that AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! the fucking skull appears

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The point is to laugh into a kiss, to laugh at yourself, to laugh w the world but not at it, to share your dreams w people who listen to them, to realize when you’re wrong, to apologize even if it’s years later, to eat the bread that comes w dinner, to dive into the sea even when the water is cold, to forgive yourself but not be blind to your self, to remember your friends birthdays, to look for luck everywhere, to be sentimental and unashamed of it, to admit when you don’t know, to hold a shell to your ear and listen for the ocean, to hold your own hand and not shy away from someone else’s, to stop and smell the roses and the night blooming jasmine and the freesia, to live outside your head, to know how to cook for when you’re joyous and heartbroken and ravenous and lazy, to not crush the spider but help it outside, to always rediscover who you are and allow room for others to do the same, to watch the sunrise, to keep flowers in your house, to not let hopelessness poison you

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I have so much love in me that I would like to cry.  

Simone de Beauvoir, Kayleb Rae Candrilli, Sylvia Plath, Clarice Lispector

buy me a coffee

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hey (with the intention of developing complicated unresolved feelings for you that aren't quite platonic or romantic or sexual but actually a secret undiscovered thing)

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Euripides (Tr. Anne Carson) / @wholeheartedsuggestions / Jenny Slate / Euripides again