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(Warning bit of a long ramble.)

…Um basically during the pandemic I was at my worst and after my dad tested positive and was quarantined in his room I nearly ran away from home. Like, I had a bag packed and everything and was literally out the door before I went “what the fuck am I doing” and immediately turned back. My mom caught me coming back in and I didn’t want to tell her so I lied to her at first and her response was to go through my computer to see if I was talking with someone (I wasnt) and say and I quote “I just don’t know if I can trust you right now”. Eventually I just broke down and spilled everything that I was planning to do, whereupon we actually managed to connect more and I agreed to talk to my therapist again when we talked about it the next day and I agreed to never hide things that are bothering me for so long. Despite how messy the situation was, me and my mom grew much closer as a result and now I often confide in her.

Still, when she said that I think that sort of kickstarted my issue where I’m scared one day no one will ever believe me ever again if I keep lying on instinct, and one of my worst fears is that I’ll never be trusted again should I be caught in a lie even though I don’t really do it maliciously, it’s just a force of habit so I don’t get a lot of heat.

…we never talk about what I did a little. I think that bothers me a bit, but I’m not rushing to bring it back to the surface after so long. We kept it a secret from my siblings so they may never know their oldest sibling almost fucking ran away.

ʜɪʜɪʜɪɪɪɪ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ғᴜɴ ɢᴀᴍᴇ!!!

sᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ, ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀᴛɪᴄ ᴏʀ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪɴɢ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ/ғᴀᴄᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ, ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛᴀɢ ᴜʀ ᴍᴏᴏᴛs!! ɪ'ʟʟ ɢᴏ ғɪʀsᴛ!!

ʜɪɪɪ, ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪs ᴋɪᴋɪ! ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴏʟᴅ, ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴍ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴀ ғɪʀᴇ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏ ʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇᴇᴋᴇɴᴅ!! ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴍ sʜᴏᴡs ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴄᴜʀɪᴛʏ ᴄᴀᴍᴇʀᴀ ғᴏᴏᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴀɴ ᴀʀɢᴜᴍᴇɴᴛ!!! (≧∇≦)/

ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴜʀɴ!!! (ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴏᴏᴛs ᴄᴀɴ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ :3)

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It’s all “idgaf” until you are actually on the verge of achieving your goals and you watch a vision of ur man who is literally the “light of dawn” vanish like you literally didn’t just proclaim “all shall be gone with the light of dawn” five seconds ago

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Drafting lots of stuff out uhhhh take these out of context quotes from various points of my LMK AUs (some of which are still unpublished)

“Just say the word and you know I can deal with them.” - Altered Destinies

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“Do you forget? I hold your very life in my hands.” -Shattered Bonds

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“Why does it always have to be a cycle?!?!” - (NEW!) CULT OF BONES AU

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“End them.” - Shattered Bonds

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“Where… did I… come from?” - (NEW!) Gaslight District-inspired AU. Name is a work in progress.

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“I WON’T LET YOU TAKE HIM FROM ME AGAIN!!” - Inkbound AU

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“Hush… everything is alright. We will be reunited soon.” - Serpent’s Son

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“Just because it was hard… doesn’t mean it wasn’t right.” - (NEW!) Harbinger of Eternity AU

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“Ruler of a broken kingdom… my fire shall reduce you and your land to cinders.” - Overlords AU

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“Your skills and durability have exceeded our expectations.” - Darkest Remnants AU REVAMPED

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“I’m not showing you mercy because I’m weak, or ‘too kind’. I’m showing you mercy because I’m not you. And I’m doing things my own way now.” Cult of Bones AU

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I love seeing this with the context of episode 10 because TECHNICALLY THIS IS TRUE

I just feel like Wukong holding a baby Mk in season 5 would solve everything.

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WHY WOULD YOU PUT GLITTER?!?!!! ON AN APP FULL OF MINORS!?!!!!

Chat how can this possibly be mature

It's glitter, frosting, and slime???? How can this be mature in the slightest????

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We get a graphic novel as a continuation sold only in the black market

If LMK gets cancelled and we never find out who's in The Cage, I'm gonna lose my shit.

The series finale better NOT be a cliffhanger featuring an endless sea of chaos that we learn nothing about.

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It just ends with an ominous view over the chaos, with deep cackling and bad guy music and then the show just ends

If LMK gets cancelled and we never find out who's in The Cage, I'm gonna lose my shit.

The series finale better NOT be a cliffhanger featuring an endless sea of chaos that we learn nothing about.

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I don't think people understand how feral I am for the concept of Tenna co-parenting Kris. I haven't had the time to properly indulge in it but MY GOD is it something I absolutely adore and something I definitely want to touch on in the future once I've updated my fanfics.

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LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL. DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY “DO NOT INDUCE VOMITING”? THEY AREN’T FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE! AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONE’S THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN. IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER. “Buuut i don’t wanna take them to the hospital!!!” WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOU’D RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOU’RE IN LUCK CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU. AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE. I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!

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Uhhhhh on a serious note I looked it up and clearing cache for anything just gets rid of temporary data that the app uses to improve performance, it shouldn’t delete anything significant

So like...clear tiktok cache? Yes? No?😭😅

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I'm trying to free up some space on my TikTok app. If I clear the cache, will that affect anything? My posts, drafts, followers, etc.? I'm scared😂

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I'm trying to free up some space on my TikTok app. If I clear the cache, will that affect anything? My posts, drafts, followers, etc.? I'm scared😂

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I'm trying to free up some space on my TikTok app. If I clear the cache, will that affect anything? My posts, drafts, followers, etc.? I'm scared😂

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This!

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Soon.

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yeah, what if susie squished the soul like a bug. wouldnt that be funny

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