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i hope a ceiling fan falls on the empty spot in the bed next to you and it starts understanding your needs

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THIS SECRET BOSS IS PISSING ME OFF...

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have a ベリーナイス day

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AIGIS - PERSONA 3

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I think An would love those "Your initials are your INSERT THING HERE" videos on TikTok a lot, idk why she just would

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Cardinal Zoppi read the names of every child lost in Gaza. He spent seven hours reading their names, his heart aching with grief. Among those names were children of Sami's relatives who died, hungry, afraid, and deprived of their rights. Today, with the United States recognizing a famine in Gaza, the need is more acute than ever. The children who survived are fighting daily for food, medicine, and their simple right to live. You can contribute to Sami's family with any amount, no matter how small or small, it means a lot. Never forget that there are children who want to live. If your life is beautiful, you eat every day and live freely, remember that there are children and souls whose luck has never been good and they are dying now. Donate, share, do something, please.

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💡help with utility bill needed! Time sensitive!

absolutely annoyed n embarrassed with having to do this again, but my family needs the help. neither of my parents are in a good physical/mental position to work, and I have next to nothing myself, so I'm asking for help with the light bill! It's about $500, which is a big ask, and it's due on the 27th of August, which is a tight squeeze!

Absolutely any help would be appreciated!

$0/$500 (August 21, 2035)

PayPal.me/marsinaries

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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The static isn't going to go away if you just ignore it

Start transitioning

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OF COURSE YOURE LOOKING AT THE PINK BUTTERFLY, why am i even surprised anymore

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it’s like when you see a picture of a moose online but you don’t realize how huge they are until you happen to spot one in real life

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at toys r us shopping with my sisters for toys for our nephews and stopped dead in our tracks cause THEY WERE PLAYING THE HOTLINE MIAMI 2 OST. AT. THE TOYS R US

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Where’s the post that’s like “ maybe she’s allergic to taco bell” but they spell it like gagos bear??

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Have I ever mentioned I really like Whale Toya? Well, I do, he is my son :) Please be nice to him

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Been on a redrawing old art mood recently, here's a classic that looks 1000x better than before lmaoo

Old comic that this is inspired by

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rivals…

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Bakushin get on Umablr we need you