allnight4ever

[allnight4ever]

life happened once again but I'm back on day 1, my partner is making me do 15 edges before bed and 10 right after I wake up every day 😭

the hottest part is no matter how many times I mess up I just come back to this. it feels so good. some part of me permanently knows that I'm better denied.

please send encouragement, tasks, and reminders of why I should never cum

[allnight4ever]

I think it woukd be fun if you are edging while chatting with someone if you say 'cum' or 'Im cumming' each time you edge to fuck your brain just a little harder ;3c

ugh :( it would be fun... this is all I deserve, this should be cumming for me

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 1: 6/9/2025

total edges: 45

ruins: 2

my last round of denial has dialed my sensitivity up to 11. it's actually changing the way my body works 😭 it's so hard not to go over anymore. but I'm starting to get the hang of it. I just have to make myself wait a full minute between edges and not go too hard, and I can just keep going forever. I spent a lot of time this evening edging and accidentally ruined twice. I have to remember to control myself and take breaks so that I can't cum :(

[allnight4ever]

PUT THAT TRANS MAN ON TOP!!!!!!!!! GIVE THAT MAN A STRAP!!!!! GIVE HIM.BOTTOM.SURGERY!!!! IN DIFFERENT STAGES BUT ALSO WHEN IT IS SAFE TO HAVE INTERCOURSE !!! GIVE HIM METOIDOPLASTY!!! LET HIM USE HIS BOTTOM GROWTH!!!! GET HIM ON TOP!!!!!!!!!

[allnight4ever]

PUT THAT TRANS MAN ON TOP!!!!!!!!! GIVE THAT MAN A STRAP!!!!! GIVE HIM.BOTTOM.SURGERY!!!! IN DIFFERENT STAGES BUT ALSO WHEN IT IS SAFE TO HAVE INTERCOURSE !!! GIVE HIM METOIDOPLASTY!!! LET HIM USE HIS BOTTOM GROWTH!!!! GET HIM ON TOP!!!!!!!!!

[allnight4ever]

PUT THAT TRANS MAN ON TOP!!!!!!!!! GIVE THAT MAN A STRAP!!!!! GIVE HIM.BOTTOM.SURGERY!!!! IN DIFFERENT STAGES BUT ALSO WHEN IT IS SAFE TO HAVE INTERCOURSE !!! GIVE HIM METOIDOPLASTY!!! LET HIM USE HIS BOTTOM GROWTH!!!! GET HIM ON TOP!!!!!!!!!

[allnight4ever]

i would love for you to take me hostage and mark me as yours... while you're heating up a hot piece of iron, make me watch hypno clips and rig a machine to fuck me with a dildo while a vibrator is on my clit... then while I'm being fucked, put the brand on my pretty soft skin and hear it sizzle. I might even cum on the dildo and squirt everywhere from the sweet pain... then you'd have to scold me if i jerk or move too much, and then tell me that we'll have to try again when it heals because i messed up your placement.

I can just imagine the devastation in your eyes when you're starting to come down from that pain and I tell you we have to try again.

and if your pathetic squirming caused that mess-up, redoing it isn't nearly punishment enough. you need to learn what happens when you try something like that, sorry!

with enough electrocution and flogging, you'll learn that nothing I did to you before even warranted squirming. you'd be adorable after hours of torture, face covered in tears, shaking all over, completely dazed.

so cute I wouldn't be able to help myself from turning the vibrator and fucking machine back on until your brain REALLY breaks and you're barely moving. THEN you'll be ready for me to brand you again! :)

thanks for the ask, anon, you sound like you'd make a great toy.

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 7: 5/27/2025

total edges: 375

got plenty of edging in today. I helped my fwb cum again by sending videos and it felt so good to have my desperation and inability to cum used to help another person cum. I felt so needy all the time after that. I didn't do as much in the morning as I wanted, so I'm going to be sure to edge first thing to keep me nice and needy through the day from here on out. I am getting good at slowly rubbing and hitting the edge over and over, but I may go back to taking longer breaks because it makes me more needy and desperate.

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 6: 5/26/2025

total edges: 474

the number of edges I hit every day just keeps going up. I'm getting better at just slowly rubbing, slowing and stopping as I get close, and then rubbing again. had some time with the house to myself and spent 2 and a half hours edging (only 1 ruin, at the start) while using a clicker every time I hit the edge. I was already pretty well-trained, but I'm hoping this makes me worse. the only downside is I felt somewhat satisfied at the end just due to how long the session was.

that taste of satisfaction only lasted about a half hour before I started desperately touching again. I touched on and off ever since that session, constantly thinking about my needy cock. that 2 and a half hours really fucked me up.

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 5: 5/25/25

total edges: 223

after midnight last night, I told a fwb about what I did on this blog. they thought it was really hot and decided that, since we were seeing each other in early July, I have to wait until July 4, or maybe 5, depending on how long they feel like keeping me denied. they're going to make me edge for their entertainment too 😣 they then came to the thought of totally breaking my brain and told me how good the orgasm was and rubbed in my face that I wasn't going to have one for over a month.

this day didn't have the most sessions, but I hit the edge more times than any previous day. I didn't have a chance to do much in the morning, but I had a good afternoon session. it started out with the 10 minutes of only playing with my nipples that you all decided I had to do. my body is starting to associate touching my nipples with edging and it's making me so wet now. I was completely soaked through by the end of the 10 minutes.

I managed to hit the edge 90 times in less than an hour in the afternoon. by the end I was hitting the edge just by pressing my legs together. my legs were shaking so hard and my cock was aching and throbbing so bad. I was also just repeating some mantras from spirals I watch involuntarily in my head and I felt so empty.

ever since that session, it only took a few edges to reach a point where I can edge just be squeezing and unsqueezing my legs or rocking back and forth in a chair. something really amazing happened in the evening. I thought, multiple times that I'd hit the point of no return, but my body completely stopped. it's like it's forgetting how to cum. I did end up ruining twice even though I said I wouldn't today... feel free to send me punishments anonymously. the second one was SO unsatisfying, but I still felt a little less needy afterwards, so I'm going to try to avoid ruining in the future. still, yesterday's ruin didn't impede me getting so, so much needier and shakier today, so I'm not too worried in the long run.

and of course, lots of edges in the shower and before bed.

[allnight4ever]

Oh, wow, that's a pretty solid argument! Unfortunately I've already snapped my fingers

[allnight4ever]

The way i need to be knotted right now, knotted like the good breeding pup i am, filled the fuck up to the hilt with someone’s knotted strap, feeling my puppycunt stretch to barely fit it, having my hair gently tugged while i’m full of knot, and whining about the hands on my sensitive waist. I just need to be bred so bad i can’t take it anymore. It doesn’t even matter if my t dick is fully ignored at his point, i just need to be filled up

[allnight4ever]

denial journal

day 4: 5/24/25

total edges: 114 (plus 36 after midnight that'll go in tomorrow's)

my best session today was in the morning. I got up really needy and edged first thing, then a little later in the morning I spent about an hour edging. I'd always struggled with ruined orgasms before, but when I ruined today it was just perfect. it was so hard to push myself to a ruin. my body is already learning that I'm not supposed to cum and instinctively stopping me. my hand just kept moving away. when I finally hit the point of no return it barely felt like an orgasm. my muscles spasmed and it took so much effort not to touch myself. left me just as hard and needy and wet as before. then I edged myself really stupid in the shower before bed.

I'm getting better at staying right on the edge and my brain's starting to go really empty when I do. I'm also getting really shaky really fast. I was already shaking all over just 10 edges in.

[allnight4ever]

god I just fucking love to make a good boy sit still on my cock until he's moaning and whimpering against my shoulder, then start thrusting into him while he stays still (because he's a good boy), then start touching his dick too (because he's good boy) and then make him beg and beg and beg to cum (which he gets to because he's such a good boy for me)

[allnight4ever]

may have edged myself a little too stupid and literally forgotten what day it was. this is open until midnight tonight - last chance to keep me denied 😭 and I think we've all agreed that tomorrow will be day 1 out of however many days you all decide I have to edge

edging feels too good to stop, so I'm starting off this blog with a simple little notes game to make sure I stay a good, denied puppy.

1 note = 1 day denied.

not doing multiple reblogs or comments for this one, but feel free to like, reblog, and comment. cutoff: may 25.

and then, for every note you added (up to 3), you can send me a spiral and I have to edge to that spiral for one of the days. so it's like everyone who likes or reblogs gets to have a personal day/days of making me edge and denying me <3 I'll be keeping a daily diary, including spirals, so you can see how I did on your day/days.

(I'll only be using spirals if they don't contain content that violates any limits, so please check my limits)

straight men dni

[allnight4ever]

if any of you perverts want to send me asks about how I would use/hurt/brainwash you feel free. the more specifics for me to work with the better. I love getting subs flustered and needy.

[allnight4ever]

being so violently switchy is such a trip. I'll have a few days to a week of being extremely subby followed by a few days to a week of nonstop deranged sadism. really need to beat the shit out of a pathetic guy and keep him captive for me to use his holes and torture him for entertainment whenever I want, conditioning him until he knows he only exists for me to use. (imagine me giggling and kicking my feet about this right here).