alwaysherebub

[alwaysherebub]

Hey everyone, sorry to disappear out of sudden. I'm going to have test and my grade kinda not that good in the past exam, so I really need to study for it. I will try my best to answer you guys.

[alwaysherebub]

the dream you’ve had from your short rest was nothing but a blank canvas, the pitch black one that makes you felt like you’ve only blinked once and woken up the next second. but the knock on the door certainly have woken you up, “has it been afternoon?” you softly uttered the question to no one as you rise from the bed and let the person in with a clear come in.

“my lady.” an unfamiliar voice greets you before you could take a second glance to the owner of it, since you thought the one who knocked is jisoo you didn’t bother checked. “the viscountess has sent me to be your personal maid to aids you with daily activities, believing the one you’ve brought won’t be able to do as much,” she continues with her head still bowing, yet giving a small gesture to the man besides her who seems to be quite displeased.

“oh my, i should express my gratitude for the gift, and what is your name?”.

”marie, my lady. i will be serving you starting today.”-👑

[aaaaaaa im back!! glad we could continue this and i hope admin is having a good day!!!]

Joshua heard a voice from your room, "Marie, my lady. I will be serving you starting today." Said the so called Marie.

"Lady Y/n, it's time for you to wake up." He said. He don't want anyone to serve you except him. It's will be so hard for him to do his work.

[I'm happy you back!! I'm sorry to reply late it's such a long weeks for me. But, I'm here noww~]

[alwaysherebub]

Hey I've newly stumbled across your blog and would like to start a yandere talk with you if's it ok- (also can I claim 🐦 anon if none has before)

Heyy~ Yes, you can start Yandere talk. Send me you pronoun, hard's no and plot.

You are now 🐦 anon

[alwaysherebub]

hello admin! im really sorry that i just managed to inform you now that im truly swamped with assignments which is why im not able to get back to our talk since last week and even till. now｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡

i apologize again for this late heads-up from me! and thankfully i got some 5 days break (including the weekends :") that will be on next week, yay!! so i'll try my best to be extra active on those days✨✨

-👑

Hey~

Don't worry about it, but thank you because you inform me~ I understand how busy us as a student are with all assignment. Just take your time to rest and we can continue our talk whenever you have time.

Even though, I kinda worry that maybe my Tumblr glitching or what because I didn't get any inboxs at all😂. But, no worries I understand that we all busy even myself got so many assignment and project to do :'(

So, you can continue whenever you ready and free. It's for the others too, don't worry to reply me quickly just take your time cause I take my time to reply to all of you too.

Wow😂~ it's long reply but yeahh, thanks because inform me again 👑anon

[alwaysherebub]

welcome back! i hope you had a good vacation! -☀️

Thanks youu~

Yeah, I have a good vacation and I hope you have a good day or night tooo😊

[alwaysherebub]

Helloo!!👋

I'm back!! That's such a long days😂 but now I'm back I will be more active. So, you can send you talk to meee~~

[alwaysherebub]

Hey Everyone~~

I want to tell you guys that I'm gonna be inactive for today and the next 4 days till Sunday because I'm off to vacation. I will answer the talks but its will be not as often as I always do. Just send you talk and if I have times in between I will answer you guys, I'm sorry 😖

[alwaysherebub]

you looked at him for a few moments; having a hard time on finding his words to be quite confiding but you let him go in the end with a sigh. “well, if you said so, jisoo. i’ll see you again this afternoon, okay?” you reminds him once more before he’s finally out of the room.

the thought of your servant got into trouble won’t stop bothering you even as you lie down your bed; you really should ask lord adam for another personal servant to help you, and also to keep an eyes in case something happen to jisoo. just to cease your worries.

it took you a couple minutes after that thoughts passes you to finally able to close your eyes and sleep.

-👑

Joshua spend his time to memories and count every step as he roam around the castle. He want to prove to you that he don't need anyone to help me and don't need for you to worry.

Now, he's think how to make you hate on that lord adam, he like everything about him. Should he act pathetic like they mistreated him or spread bad rumours? He know you gonna hate him about it but he did rather you hate it but stay with him. Beside the magic will doing it work.

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"Oh baby, you‘ve gotta learn this time... or else it's gonna get worse." His voice cuts through the drugged haze of my mind, barely conscious anymore. My chest heaves as I try to take air into my lungs, feeling more breathless than ever. My breaths are shaky, uneven as my head starts to spin again, the room becoming a sickening spiel of grey and white. "Pathetic. So weak of you." He spits, turning on his heel and walking out of the room, sparing one last glance at my pitiful form on the floor, a smirk pulling at his lips before the door closes behind him, the clicking of the multiple locks and the sound of his footsteps fading up the stairs echoing in the spacious room. I manage to roll myself onto my front, no longer crushing my arms behind my back. I lie there, sweating profusely, my bleeding cheek pressed firmly against the cool floor of the basement. Whatever drugs he gave me are so strong, I can feel my body rejecting them. I can’t help but wonder what I did to deserve this. What kind of fucked up karma I must have to end up like this. I’ve done some things that I’m not proud of, things that I had to do in order to survive, but not deserving of this. Why me? Why him? Why now? I lie there, in a small pool of my own blood and sweat dripping from my face, my breathing slowing down and my eyes finally shutting, a pair of psychotically wild brown eyes flashing behind my closed lids before I drift into unconsciousness. Who knows what he’d do next? -☀️

He gently carry you to his room before take care of you, he clean you wound up and change you to his oversized shirt, he know you will be sleep for such a long time.

Why would he take care of you and bring you specially to his room? Simple because he like you, but why he torture you? So that you will stay with him me not running away. He know what he do is wrong, there's no way for you to like him back. So, he force to make you stay with him.

He caress your cheeks that have his initial and softly smile at it. "No, I can't be weak just because she is the one." He remind himself.

[alwaysherebub]

Hey it's anon💙

I'm sorry that it's such along time I didn't send ask. I'm busy with shit, I will send you if I have time.

-💙anon

Hey~

Don't worry about it, just take your time. O know we all get busy so don't worry 😊

[alwaysherebub]

Anger fills his features, twisting them into an unpleasant expression, a wild and unpredictable look in his eyes. The knife upon my collarbone digs in harder, drawing more blood to the surface. I feel it drip it’s way down my body, shivering at the stinging feeling it left behind. My head grows increasingly fuzzy, my vision becoming blurred and all of the sounds becoming distorted. My body feels weak, almost like when I’d first woken up. Oh my god. The sandwich. He put something in it, he had to, otherwise why would he be so insistent on me eating it? He takes his hand, wiping my saliva from his cheek and wiping it back onto my own face, a sick smirk pulling at his lips. “Clearly, you didn't learn your lesson before.” His hands move to my legs, untying one from the chair and then the other, only to tie them back together, this time disconnected from the wooden legs of the chair. I try to fight, to kick my legs, but I feel weak and my limbs feel like sand bags. He expertly unties my hands from the back of the chair and reties the rope behind my back, the harsh pull of the abrasive material against my skin causing a small gasp to leave my parted lips. He pulls me up from the chair, holding me up while he throws the chair to another side of the room. He pushes me to the floor, my arm hitting the concrete first as I couldn’t put my hands out to stop my fall. He looms over me, bringing one knee to either side of my body and sitting on me, the knife still spinning in his right hand. His left hand reaches up, gripping the fabric of my shirt before tearing it into pieces. I manage a noise of protest but my head is spinning. Whatever he put in that food was strong. He clearly didn’t like my weak protest, his fingers coming up to tangle themselves in my hair tightly, yanking violently at the locks and causing a whimper to escape my lips. "I taught you lesson and I gave you a chance, baby, but here you are acting like an ungrateful bitch." I hear the knife clatter against the concrete, his right hand now delivering humiliating slaps to my face. I whine, trying to wiggle out from under him, but he’s too heavy sat on my chest like this. My head lolls with his actions, too weak to stay up of its own accord. I feel the initials carved into my cheek sting upon contact with his hand, a hiss escaping my lips as his face blurs and spins in a sickening whirl.

“I- ba- juh-“ Unintelligible babble starts to spill from my lips, courtesy of the haze of whatever drugs he force-fed me. I can’t even think, let alone string a sentence together. I drowsily watch as a smirk pulls at his lips. Clearly, he thought the drugs weren’t having an effect, or that he hadn’t given me enough to cause one. He seems pleased that the drugs are kicking in, leaving me in a lucid and non-combative trance. The hand he was using to slap me grips my cheeks tightly, squishing them together embarrassingly as he coos down at me. -☀️

"Baby, you gotta learn this time or it's gonna get worst." He said to you, because you have lost a lot of blood, he look at you slowly start to faint again. "Pathetic, so weak of you" He stand up and walk out of the room leave you in that state before look the basement door amd go to monitor room to watch you.

"She should appreciate it that i'm not yet kill her like the others." He talk to himself while monitor you from his screen, he hear the sound from behind open,"Why do you need to torture her?" The older, Mark ask him.

"She mine and I need to remind her that." He smirk.

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you listened attentively to his answer; while munching the cookies. "you must've missed them greatly if that's the case, hopefully in the future i could help you with that." you sympathised with his story before offering a small smile. and upon the mention of sea foods you laughed, "oh my such luxuries, i do like them as well but even for us royals such delicacy are rare. it is too bad that i could only help you with the prawns, and breads."

"the ocean you say?" your gaze drifts to the window, where the sight of the merry town could be seen, and to the direction where the palace was. "now that i've heard your stories, you truly do reminds me of my dear friend, are you sure you don't have any brother?" you lightly joked before letting out a small sigh.

"oh no, i didn't thought of that all- are you truly okay with working as my personal servant without telling that person?" your voice laced with worry at your carelessness regarding someone else's life. "you could go right now to tell that person first, i would feel awful if i became the cause of someone's loss. and i was thinking of resting after this anyway, so take your time for yourself until afternoon, jisoo," you told him as you rise from your seat and went to his side to help him get up.

"should i asked one of the servants here to help you out?"

-👑

"Yeah, I do miss them so much." He sound sad but he know one day he get to see his family back and bring you with him.

"Your friend must be so dear to you that its always remember them." Joshu feel touch even though he in front of you now and dont know it but he happy that you always remember his in your heart.

He tryna contain his chuckle when you worry obout 'that person' maybe he should put hint one by one its not that you will really think through it. "Dont worry about it Lady Y/n. I didnt loss her dont need for you to feel awful. I will take my leave then, so my lady can rest, call me if you need something." He mutter you a little thanks for helping him get up. He shook his head, "Dont need my lady, i can it myself. Beside, i need to remember and get use to this castle." He slowly counting the step to get out from your room.

[alwaysherebub]

i sent an ask after that, i assume it didn’t send properly. i can send it again though :) -☀️

Okay anonie~

I will answer you laterr~

[alwaysherebub]

hi anonnie! did you get my response? some of my asks aren’t sending on other peoples blogs so i just want to check :) -☀️

Do you mean your ask that you send to me?

If yes, then this is your last ask that I respond here.

[alwaysherebub]

you popped in some cookies that the maid had prepared along with the tea while watching jisoo.

"how about your family? do you have any siblings?" you questioned as your hand reached towards his bangs that hidden his eyes, parting it sideways. and you stared at his eyes.

"or maybe something simple, like what's your favourite food? for me it's the pudding that they served back in the palace," the thought of the said dessert brings a big smile on your face.

"or just anything that you wanted to tell me."

-👑

He feel shy to feel your touch even though it's slightly. "My family are quite far from here and I can't visit them." It's true he really miss his family, one day we you and him together he will bring you to him them. One day....

"I like river prawns." He state just when he realised it must seem weird. "I mean like sea food and also bread." Anything? Well, he want to tell you how pretty you are, how he love you and want to keep you close only for him

"I like water and ocean, but unfortunately it's so far from here and I can't see it." He said try to hint you about himself as Joshua not Jisoo. "I'm being send off far from my family that it was hard for me, but I got to know someone special that be there for me."

It's you....

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you raised your brows upon the words he spoke, "but i still need a maid to aids my bath and changing my clothes, clearly i couldn't asked you do that, jisoo." you explained after another sip.

"if you're scared at the thought of being replaced, do not fret, i am not one who easily changed their servants," your voice light as you chuckle, placing the cup back to its saucer, "not like i could anyway."

"oh and take a seat jisoo, it's only the two of us here, despite that i've took you in as my personal servant i also took you in as my friend. so take a seat and why don't you tell me more about yourself?"

-👑

He don't want to be label as prevent but when you say about your personal stuff like the only maid can do, he blush at the thought of it.

"If you said like that Lady Y/n." But he wonder what do you mean by 'not like you could anyway' did you really planning to change him but can't because you felt guilty about it or something?

"As a friend..." He don't want to sound sad about it so he form a smile on you, not like you can see his eyes anyway. He slowly find the furniture before take a sit.

"I honestly don't really have things to tell about myself. I don't quite remember half of it or even see it" he not lie just half of it. He being brought to the old castle when he still young and don't really have his life history except being treat like a pet.

[alwaysherebub]

Hello~~👋

For Yandere Talk that's rping through DM, you guys can shot me more than 2-3 message, if I'm not respond to you for so long, because sometimes I don't get the notification from you guys😣😣

And I don't want you to wait for so longg~So don't be shy to chat me more than one messages 💙