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if i could just lay in an older man's arms right now i would be healed

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you genuinely just have to choose to stop being mentally ill

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just living for the hope of it all

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so fucking tired and sleepy i just wanna rest in someone's arms

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i think i just want to be held the right way no matter what it is or who it is

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Would you want to meet an older guy and experience all the stuff you want to experience with an older guy?

yea ! i think my type is mostly on the stereo of older men since counting the fact i have....... father issues 😭 i like the thought of being taken care of, and at the same time experience new stuff with older guys bc i never got the chance to do so, due to the fact that i have low self esteem and can never trust myself with anything 💔

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im genuinely fed up with my friends! 😊 why do they keep laughing at me

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did you meet your groomer?

not really, it was more so of a metaphor that i would run away if i get the chance to meet him again ! i wish to never ever see or meet him irl. i know what he looks like tho so maybe yes, technically i did meet him.

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i never wanted to be here. i was just told to “swim or else”, now im having trouble staying afloat