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While living with his grandmother, she once found a severed head in a box — but he lied and got away with it.

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kissing animals

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𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚞𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚑𝚖𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚎��𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝙹𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝙽𝚎𝚠𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝'𝚜? 𝙴𝚠. 𝙸 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝙸 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜.

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Interview with Richard Ramirez

forgottenmanson:

RICHARD RAMIREZ: Are you nervous? FEAST HATE FEAR: A bit, but hardly. I did an interview with Manson not too long ago. I get a little uptight when I do interviews. You know, wondering if the questions will come out right or will they get angry at anything I might ask? RR: Oh. Well, uh… go ahead and we’ll see what happens. I don’t mind any questions really. FHF: Good. Let’s start with the ladies. Why are some so attracted to you? Bernadette Brazal, not bad - pretty cute.  RR: I think the girls are attracted to me because they can relate to me. The girls are nice when you’re in my situation, but since I’m in here I spend more time writing to them about the relationship, rather than living it, but there are good friendships formed never-the-less. A couple of them are religious, they come into my life to try and help me. FHF: Can you be saved? By God and the Jesus kid? RR: No, I’m pretty set in my ways. I doubt anything short of a miracle would change me. I do have an open mind, and I listen to them. FHF: Were you brought up religiously? RR: Very. My mother and father used to take me to church in Mexico and Texas, were I used to live. The huge figures of saints and crucifixions. Religion played a big role in my life. FHF: You think it captured your imagination? RR: More than that, I saw myself inside it. It became a part of everyday life. How I thought. How I felt. Later on, by my teenage years, it was all in conflict with me, and still is. You understand? Bad and good and everything I had learned about Satan and God.

FHF: Did you believe God was watching? RR: Yeah. FHF: Most teenagers feel these delusions. RR: All the actions in my life, at that time, I looked at them and tried to fathom how God would judge them. FHF: So how’d you make out? RR: Ugh, in my teens, it wasn’t going too good. When I got to about 17, that really caused some problems with me. I started resorting to a life my mother didn’t care for. At 17 she kicked me out, so it was a pretty hard life. I stole cars, I picked pockets. Stuff like that. FHF: What happened at home that put you into that? RR: I went off to reform school. I came back, she kicked me out. I fended for myself by selling drugs and stuff. Then I moved to California. FHF: Is that where you got hooked up into devil worship? RR: No, I started feeling like that before. I believe in Satan. I believe evil is a force that is beyond us, and that we just have to invite him in, and he will. FHF: When did you actively start to bring the devil into your life, worship-wise? RR: It was about 1980, and I was hustling on the streets. I landed in jail for a month or two for oetty theft. I met up with this guy who was a Satan worshiper. For those two months I was with him, then I get out of jail, but my mind didn’t. I remembered everything he said, which basically was, “Why worship the good guy, when the things you do aren’t so good?” Somehow it just made sense to me, to worship something that would protect you in what you were doing. FHF: How did your worship take form? RR: It developed slowly. I started reading the books, and then I started meeting people who were into the same thing. Satanists need to have more faith than Christians, because Christ was seen and felt. Lucifer has never felt the need to be seen, but in everyone’s soul he can be felt. A lot of these little cults practice Satanism nowadays, but not in a violent form. They’re only looking for ways to play out wickedness. FHF: Ever tried your hand at a Black Mass? RR: Only one, but kept my distance. I was not part of that group. It was at a cemetery and it was at night. I really couldn’t tell what we were doing. A friend and me were watching from a distance. I never trusted people anyway. Especially them. FHF: Why? RR: They knew me and my lifestyle. They were the ones who made the connection and told the police for being a candidate for the Night Stalker crimes. FHF: What are some of the things you are accused of? RR: I’ve been accused of almost every crime you can imagine.

FHF: At your trial, you went all L.A. on us. Dark shades, slick hair, attitude. Did you enjoy the attention?

RR: Going to the trial was very tiring for me, but I did enjoy it better than sitting in a jail cell. That could be very monotonous. The glasses, believe it or not, were prescription lenses that were tinted. And I just don’t like my photograph being taken, more so now than then. Did I enjoy it? Hmm. No, not particularly. I would have rather been on the beach or something. FHF: Your entire attitude during the trial was like, “Fuck the world!” RR: I was receiving so much negative publicity. I wasn’t going to give people the satisfaction of seeing me down. Besides, I didn’t feel down. Plus, the image I had projected was beyond me. The media had portrayed me as a cold-hearted, ruthless monster, but I’m really not that way. I’m very down to earth. So, at that time I let people think whatever they wanted to. You see or hear about the crimes and then imagine what kind of individual was behind them. FHF: The judge said your crimes were committed with “cruelty, callousness and viciousness beyond any human understanding.”

RR: It is in no way beyond understanding. Mankind has been like that through out history. In today’s society, people use those qualities - I call them qualities - for all things. It is for self-gratification. It is for sex. It is for excitement. This kind of fervor servers it’s own purpose. It doesn’t obey rules. It runs amok. You see it on the news everyday, but society cannot hang it’s moral and ethical values on me to survive. i do what I must in all ways, and I’m proud of it. The necessity to be myself passes all moral barriers. FHF: Have you been reading a lot? RR: Yes, I read. A book I suggest to everybody is called, “Mysterious Stranger” by Mark Twain. It’s about Satan and his visit here. A good book. I read suspense and horror, somethings that intrigue me. I have always been fascinated by death. FHF: Is death sexual? RR: Sexual? It can be. Next to self-preservation, the sex drive is the most important and powerful behavior in mankind. FHF: When did you first start to think about death?

RR: When I was 11, I had an episode in my life. I saw my cousin shoot his wife. It wasn’t traumatic… but the shock value. I went back into the apartment to collect some things with my dad, because my cousin was in jail. The bed was all bloody. It was there where she had landed after the bullet. She got a .38 to the face. At the same time it was very… uh. The stillness of the room, the eerieness, you know. We had to open the windows to ventilate the room and it was something. It was… (long pause) …it was death! I had known the woman. I had known her very well. I went into the living room and saw her purse. I looked through her purse, saw her ID cards and her things. It was a strange feeling. That was the first time I ever ran across death. Ever since, I was intrigued.

FHF: What is blood to you? RR: Blood is the substance that allows any living thing to exist, but blood is blood. I have heard of people drinking each other’s blood. They cut each other, and they drink it and it’s supposed to be a euphoric feeling. But, you know, blood has no special interest for me. Blood is blood. FHF: Do you believe that when you kill someone, you can obtain that person’s power? RR: That dates back to the Incas and Mayans, they believed in that. It is a possibility, but to me personally? I’ve had no experience with it. FHF: Let me read to you a statement you made at your trial, “I am beyond your experience. I am beyond good and evil. Legions of the night, nightbeed… repeat not the errors of the night prowler, and show no mercy. I will be avenged. Lucifer dwells in us all. That’s it.” What were the night prowler’s errors?   RR: I was under a lot of stress then. What I recall and if my memory serves me correct, I just meant not to believe in the system. Don’t, for a minute, think you’ll get a fair shake when under these circumstances. FHF: Yeah, but were there errors?

RR: I was not aware of my actions. Everyone must find out who they are and be aware of their actions before they wind up in a vicious predicament. FHF: Who are the “legions of the night”? RR: People like yourself. People who thrive on the night. People who have true moral sense. You know who I’m talking about and talking to. They are the ones who feel they are not the majority. They have different feelings and attitudes about life. The rest are a bulk of cattle. Everyone plays a role and no one says what’s truly on their mind. FHF: When you were sentenced to the gas chamber, you said, “Big deal. Death always comes with the territory.” What territory?   RR: I lived a dangerous life. Stealing cars, I could have been shot. Robbing people, I could have been killed. Nothing in existence holds any terror for me. When I was sentenced to death, it didn’t hold anything for me. FHF: What about now? RR: Even less. FHF: Does the Night Stalker deserve the gas chamber? RR: It’s all a blood-lust. When the state comes to execute a man, they laugh. So do I. FHF: Do you still feel beyond good and evil? RR: Everybody has got good and evil in them. I’d like to be 100% evil, but I can’t. I’m too easy-going sometimes. Then again, while anger and hate are two things some people can cope with, I cannot. My anger and hate grow to a level that I cannot live comfortably with it. it causes me headaches and stuff. When I get angry, it’s an extreme form. It is the extreme. There is no in-between. But there is with good and evil, and I am there. FHF: What’s your favorite magazine? RR: I don’t know. I like a lot of ‘em. I especially like Hustler, but not for the reason most think. It’s hard to get a copy in here, but I like it for the parody section. Life’s a joke, and I enjoy when they make fun of something that everyone takes so fucking seriously. Freddie Mercury said, “In the end, we all die, and nothing really matters.” Now I’m sure you’re going to disagree with me because you’ll get a bunch of these letters telling you that you are evil. FHF: Trust me, I get tons already. with some of the articles I put in this rag, people send me tons. RR: Seriously? What do you write about? FHF: A sort of social Darwinist philosophy, but much more violent - killing off the weak, and shit like that. RR: (starts to laugh) Well alright! Cool. Listen, people are intrigued by that. I’m telling you. They’ll say, “No.” to you, but feel “Yes,” in their hearts. They think it’s wrong because they feel everyone wants them to say it is. You’ll send me some, right? FHF: I’ll try. When I send them to prisoners, they send them back saying this material will not be allowed in incarceration facilities. So, tell me, how will you be avenged? RR: I’m one angry motherfucker. I just hope all those who are deserving will get what’s coming to them. I’ll just leave it at that. FHF: My philosophy is that most people get what ‘s coming to them. People really get what they deserve. Are you confident that people will get what’s coming to them? RR: Pieces of shit are killed everyday, aren’t they? FHF: Any last words for the kids out there? RR: Keep the evil thought. FHF: Thanks for your time. RR: Take care of yourself.

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Richard Ramirez interview from Answer Me! zine.

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exerpt from Jason Moss' book called "The Last Victim" where he details letter conversions with Richard.

for context, Jason lied and told Richard he had gone to jail for putting his hands on his girlfriend. (^-^) I have never seen this posted on here so I thought I'd share. 🩷

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ed & the sheriff.

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𝚃𝚠𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝙳𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 ↓↓

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒥꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒥꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷꒥꒷

𝙸𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 (𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚘𝚢)𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎.

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 (𝚛𝚊𝚏𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙼𝚎𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚊) 𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚙 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚢

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 (𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝙸𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚞𝚜) 𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚘𝚢.

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Wournos & Dahmer

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It’s so weird to imagine him pulling at restrains,turning his head away and all those things as he always looked so calm and collected

Report from prison where Jeff had to be restrained

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Jeffrey Dahmer hands <3

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In this audio clip, jeffrey dahmer discusses his parents’ divorce, with fbi agent, robert ressler

Ressler: Were you pretty upset by that breakup?

Dahmer: I knew it was inevitable

Ressler: Yeah.

Dahmer: It was pretty obvious that it was beyond rescuing. Yeah, i was upset, depressed, but there was nothing I could do.

Ressler: Yeah, for sure.

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This may sound weird because you're younger. I read allot about Jeffrey Dahmer but one thing I came across was a man who was a private detective. He was searching for information and evidence on the Adam Walsh case. If you don't know about it, a little boy disappeared from a Sears store. They eventually found his body. The things the man realized was that Jeffrey Dahmer was living in the area at that time and drove a distinctive van. There were witnesses who saw his van at the crime scene. Have you heard about this party of the car? It was fascinating.

Oh, yes, I read about that too! There is a mention of Adam's case described in Grilling Dahmer saying that because of this fact, people at the time began to suspect that Jeffrey could not be involved in his disappearance since he had just been discovered for the crimes and had been in the same location, but this was discarded after it was proven that he had nothing to do with the little boy. People immediately associated the crime with Adam to Jeff because he was in Miami when it happened, but not even the crime itself was similar to his modus operandi and some time later, a man named Ottis Toole was arrested as a suspect and confessed to the murder. The issue with the van is a coincidence. The excerpt from Grilling Dahmer with Pat Kennedy explains it in Dahmer own words:

"Walsh's best-known, first of many, TV show America's Most Wanted . I placed a photo of the little boy on the table. Dahmer picked it up and sighed as soon as he saw it. "He's a kid: I wouldn't hurt a little kid." I reminded him of the fourteen year old he met at the bus stop. "Yeah, you told me how old he was, but at the time, I thought he was of age. Besides, I'm not attracted to children."

Jeffrey was not a child abuser and he was not really attached to the boy.

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Daily Dahmer-Jeff’s 5th grade photo and class pic from that year

The text on the back states “Jeff age 10, 1971. Not his best pic, but thought I’d send it anyway” Fun fact-The teacher in the class pic was his 5th grade teacher that Jeff stated he was fond of, as she would read stories to the class that he liked.

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Daily Dahmer

He was obsessed with anatomically perfectly shaped bodies.

He loved aesthetics. That's why he literally trapped some of his victims as works of art or sculptures.

He had a carved figure representing the horned head of the satyr hanging above the window in the living room.

He liked plants. He liked dogs. He liked cats, not just his grandma's. His neighbour across the hall said that he often petted the cats on the stairs behind the house. When he was arrested, he howled like a cat, the cops testifed.

He bought a computer and wanted to learn the programming language. He lost interest in it. When he was fired from his job on 14 July 1991, he wanted to sell the computer.