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gaga is so fucking bomb

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gaga is so fuccing bomb

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alone time is rlly good for u every once in a while

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dude tbh w u the ppl that have shit figured out fr have it going on on some real real shit but then again maybe they don’t and they’ll never get to experience what tru happiness is like but then when u come down it’s not all so great anymore and u realize everything is truly fucced tbh. i’m just such an attention whore and i srsly get off on it like i love pleasing everyone all at once its almost like one is never enough…i have to have it all it’s like i’m srsly never satisfied w myself or w anyone else and i never will b. that’s my fuckin issue dude fr…i can’t sleep i can’t think i can’t function w/o someone else. i feel like i would literally die if i were ever alone but that’s y we’re not meant to b alone like we’re all v social creaturez ya catch my drift? just making sure ur still there w me ofc cuz u all care so much right?? lol that’s a hilarious thought isn’t it. yes quite hilarious cuz none of u actually fucking care at all abt anything but urselves it’s all for urself. i think i understand my uncle henry rn. he’s kinda like this in a way too. he’s always gotta make sure everything around him is ok even tho it’s rlly not at the time u know and he has to b ok w that like u don’t always have to fix everything u know this u know this i srsly know this ana!!! wtfff dude wake up srsly wake tf up and smell the coffee dude. on some real shit wake up and smelll the coffee even tho u never rlly liked coffee or u used to like coffee a lot. but u don’t anymore u don’t rlly like coffee all that much at all tbh…u don’t even rllly feel the need for it tbh. it’s just kinda there as like a y not sorta thing. like fuck it anyways. i think i used to b a lot more desirable whenever i was in hs tbh like i was way more put together and shit i feel like tbh. back then i actually had stuff i believed in like god and soccer and also i was pretty focused on school tbh or like whatever made me ultimately happy u know…or what i just settled for actually

i had to do a lot of thinking tbh like i had to do a lot of self realization but i say this everytime so what makes it different from the last time? tbh fucking nothing makes it different i do it for the same reason i do it every time literally the definition of insanity and humanity. i think i don't understand any of it cuz i'm in it rn. i'm literally fucking in it rn. this is the past the future and the present rn. this is it for me. this is it this is all i've got is rn so i better go out and make the most of it. also ik a lot of this is repetitive and i'm late to the party and all but give me a break i'm ignorant asf i'm still young and i still have shit to go thru at some point in life. there's no need for all this shit rn. who am i trying to convince tho. me or u? in a way i'm kinda doing both trying to help myself by helping all of u whoever it is that i'm talking to. but now i'm to the point where i'm tlking to myself and it's sad tbh it's rlly fucking sad tbh. i can't wait for things i always have to b doing more. that's y ill always end up alone. alone dead and gone. that's what happens after u die too i think. like i saw it one time in a movie where this guy actually did dmt and that shit was insane, he would literally close his eyes and just c endless trippy shit and then he came out of his body like what that's fucking insane. like he literally came out of his body and saw his own body. my professor says not to use curse words to make u sound smart cuz they rnt smart they just cover up for what ur rlly thinking. that's y it feels so good to say it sometimes. lmao i should probs go back into my dorm cuz my roommates hate me. like they fr hate olivia and i. i should probs take her feelings more into consideration more. ugh wtf i'm so frustrated w everything rn. i can't figure anything out like at all, there's so many different possibilities. that's the thing tho isn't i love being down for whatever and having a good ole time whenever i want w whoever i want.

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