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research on attraction for the monster and character design

Hello, darlings!

I'm making an academic research of the field of monster attraction and character design for my final essay as a requirement to my bachelor's graduation in Visual Arts, and I need to collect data to enrich and contribute to my research. I made a questionarie with some questions directed to the public and it would make me really happy if anyone who's interest and has a few minutes to spare to answer it. Note that all the answers will remain anonymous to keep your privacy safe!

It's a theme that I'm very passionate about and having contribuition of a bigger public that may or may not the same interest on the theme like me would make me eternally grateful to you, kind stranger on the internet :))))

(if you see any grammar mistakes being made, I'm sorry in advance as English is not my native language T.T)

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"It was a gory scene and at the center of it all, that woman, no, that monstrous creature, gazed at the person on the shore, a unreadable smile full of sharp teeth appearing on the hauntingly beautiful face of the siren as she waited for what the other was about to say.

"I don't recognize you. Not this you. I despise it."

The siren suddenly laughed, but something in her eyes glowed in a silent fury and hints of betrayal. "Of course you recognize me, darling. You're just too fond on believing the lies of your self-righteous conscience to accept the fact that I'm a monster, one that you feel for it."

"I don't!" the other woman denied, refusing to look at the siren's eyes.

"YOU DO. DURING ALL OF THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER, ALL THE EVIDENCE THAT YOU FOUND. AND. YOU. KEPT. DENYING. IT!" The siren screamed in response, finally lashing out her angry. "I WAS A FOOL FOR BELIEVING THAT A HUMAN LIKE YOU COULD REALLY LOVE SOMETHING LIKE ME. IT WAS LIKE THIS THE OTHER TIMES TOO, WASN'T IT? IN THE END I KEEP DYING BY YOUR HUMAN HANDS, WITCH! YOU SPELLBOUND ME, TIE ME TO YOU, DO YOU LIKE THE TORTURE? WHEN MY MONSTROUS HEART BREAK INTO PIECES, DO YOU ENJOY THE SOUND? AND THEN YOU FIND ME AGAIN AND MEND IT JUST TO BREAK IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN! ELEN! I SHOULD HATE YOU. WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HATE YOU!" Syra's voice was husky and broken as she could not stop the words from flowing out of her mouth. In the end she was sobbing as she screamed the feelings that she kept so deep in her chest for so, so long.

Elen was struck into silent, unable to say or do anything besides look at the miserable creature that beared the face of her lover. She could not comprehend what the siren was saying. She couldn't."

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is it selfcest if i'm in love with my tav or...?

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made stickers of my beautiful man

i was on college vacation in the past weeks and finally was able to play bg3 and mannnnn such a good game, deserves all the hype fr. i will admit tho astarion was the reason why i wanted to play the game in the first place bc i was in love with him since i saw this "gray wavy hair red eyes attractive fangs and expression lines all over the face" elf vampire man pop up on my socmed from time to time lol now we're married (delulu)

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💚💜

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mockups of some of the new drop soon to be on my online shop and that i'm reaaaally excited to release!

i wish i could open the shop internacionally, and maybe in the future i will, but for now i don't have the means yet T.T

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Saudades que eu tava de ver vc na minha fy 🥹 – judas

oiiii <3 eu dei uma sumida por aqui msm kkkk

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commissions open

- 10 slots avaliable for bust/icon and half-body

more info and terms of service here: ancientestdream

you can commission me through V-Gen (payments are via Paypal)

[ancientestdream]

commissions open

- 10 slots avaliable for bust/icon and half-body

more info and terms of service here: ancientestdream

you can commission me through V-Gen (payments are via Paypal)

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i was thinking about him in a modern au

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his writing is something else...

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to this everlasting melody, face to face we dance

(realized i've never posted this one here whatttt)

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[hualian X phantom of the opera AU]

let your soul take you where you long to be

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dumplings after work!

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"half of my soul"

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[hualian X phantom of the opera AU]

let your soul take you where you long to be

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to this everlasting melody, face to face we dance

(realized i've never posted this one here whatttt)