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[andyc157]

I recently found this song. It really hits me in the feels. Even though life has been crazy and stressful, I feel a lot less on edge. I have been replaying it 10 or so times when it pops up in Spotify.

I don't have much to say other than I'm starting to heal. I'm not so sad. Things are starting to feel more normal and the anger is slowly fading. My friends have been super supportive and been there for me. Life will be good soon.

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My last job of working Canada's got talent. Was the series finale for now. Not sure when it will come back or if it will come back but this was my favourite gig to do.

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I'm wide awake at 5am due to a storm. Feeling down and trying to find comfort. My life is still in a downward spin. Still struggling with coming to terms with my seperation. Confused. Angry, sad, relieved at times

Suit and jacket started to play as I use music as a healing power for me during tough times. The lyrics in this song say the following that resonates with me in my current headapace.

Some of us surving. Some of us just roaming. Some of us just hoping the world will move more slowly and some of us alive were all gonna die one day.

Right now it feels like I'm just surviving. I don't deal well with all this stress and my kind tends to shut down. I'm so easily angered a or trigger when talking to my ex. And it feels so weird to call her my ex. I feel like I'm just aimlessly roaming in life right now no general direction to go just seeing where to go what will be next for me. Will I be a broken single father for the rest of my life? What even is life right now? Some questions that I have been pondering lately. Luckily work is picking up.to distract me from this mess. I never in 1 million years I'd be in this situation. And it still stings to think about it. I will not let this sadness and depression to take over.

I swear I listen to more than just Judah & the lion. But their kusic heals and speaks the most to me as of late. As things get better I will be writing about more songs.

[andyc157]

I have been listening to this song alot lately with all that's going on. This song is about being broken after such a bad life event. In my case seperation. This song is also a reminder that even though things are currently bad, stressful, just terrible and hostile in the moment, the best is yet to come. And that's what keeps me hopeful, that’s what keeps me moving forward. The real raw emotion of this song pours through me and helps me heal. Thank you Judah for making such a great song.

[andyc157]

Right now I'm going through a seperation. This song has been keeping me going. Well..actually the whole album has been.

The lyrics in the song describe everything I'm.going through. "I will be fine after sometime" is a line I'm holding onto close to my heart. Right now I may not be 100 percent but soon I will. I will have to figure out what Co parenting is like and how to navigate that. But it's nice to not be walking on eggshell anymore. It's nice to feel free from hurt, heartache, being treated poorly.

I am sad for my.son. He won't understand and I hope he doesn't blame me when as he grows older. I also work a demanding job and not seeing him regularily will be an adjustment. I love that guy with my whole heart.

Listen to Judah & the lion they are a great band

[andyc157]

Hey there,

My name is Andrew. I am a 31 year old from Canada. I have always loved music all throughout my life. So much that I have worked in live sound for 10 years.

Over the next little bit I will be posting songs I have grown to love over my whole life. From boy bands, to metal, to scremo and everything in between. I will talk about why I enjoy it so much.