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when the time comes it will get you

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dont fall to hard

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other people are nice

i miss umi . shes not really our family. not related at all but shes the one who always call my mum asking if shes okay . im so thankfull to umi family . abang,abang adik and their big family also nice to us . they even visit my mum whenever they go to bandar . yeahh umi always tell me education is the only thing they coyld give to us(anak-anak) so i remember it clearly 

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well how to say this matter ah . family is someone who will be our side during hard time or not. i feel bad to my mom like really bad . everyone like in my father side like 2 face . well they my family , yes indeed FAMILY . i dont know what my little family did to them till they are like that .

well i just know that my aunt and uncle are 2 face something a long time a go . right before my grandparents at my father side pass away . but i didnt even say anything to my grandparents like how they talk back at  my grandma just about cooking . hurmm 

well back to track , my aunty are someone really close to my parents . even we called her mummy. but yeah i know her that she will like this . she talk bad about my family and especially my mom. like hell . not want to mengungkit lahh but before this she was sick like you know macam kena buat orang then the only person who by her side was my mom . she even go everywhere to find someone who could treat my mummy. my mom the one who always bring her to hosspital when she had an appoitment,saying good words to her,even give her confort since my grandparents passed away. 

but look now,she doesnt seem to care about us know . yelahh you have so many people around you who support you then you decide not to care for us anymore. we didnt want you tocare but atleast tanya khabar or even visit us like its not hard to do . yeah we understand you are working and maybe you are bussy but still jyst afew hours of visit doesnt kill you . 

now my mom sick and yeah im worried because no one at home . my father work my other siblings go to school . i just want to back home more now.

yeeahh we are poor but atleast we still can eat can school . i always thankfull for that . maybe we are to poor right so you didnt seem to care 

whatever lahh now what i should focus is study smart getting great jobs and treat my parents nicely . when i graduate i will work hard to earn money for my parents so they will just rest 

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He's lucasas uwu

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I have been inside the building after I go to ipg . It's huge . Like really huge . Inside of the main building its like mansion and the stairs it's look like in Disney movie you know when princess walking down from the stairs .. the colour too beautiful .it's gold colour I think. Nasiblah time tu battery telefon habis jadi ndakda ambik gambar . Staf dia pun ok peramah. That's was my first time masuk and we go to tingkat 21 mau jumpa menteri sabah then saya hanya pakai baju t-shirt saja my mom baju kurung.asking the reception if kami berdua boleh naik and she say satu family naik pun ndak pa.Sampai jak tingkat 21 nampak sudah dato Mau keluar tapi bila dia terserempak kami terus dia masuk balik biliknya. Waktu ak masuk tu setiausahnya lelaki tu cakap untunglah dapat naik tingkat 21 tanpa buat appointment. Bila dlm pejabat dato tu baru ak sedar level 21 nie pejabatnya the whole floor of 21 dia punya pejabat. Hebat pulak rasanya dapat masuk pejabatnya haha tanpa buat appointment lagi tue. He need to go so orang kanan nya yg urus kami. He too nice . He asking why jalan jauh from ld to kk then I told him about ipg yeah and He started to say whenever dapat sambung belajar mohon biasiswa yayasan sabah(that building dekat sebelah jak ). . After done (endaklah done sebenarnya) cuma dia kata nanti datang ambik keputusannya ni boleh datang sendiri kalau family sibuk .waktu mau balik tu he guide us sampai lif. Tail menunggu lif tu lama ... ada cermin boleh nampak building sebelah . Then I saw laut jak tapi tuu . Lagi cantik boleh nampak yayasan sabah dapat betul . Cantik lagi tu kalau bergambar d situ walipun dlm bangunan jak.... waktu tueun tu kami ingatkan kami lost sudah sbb pintunya banyak betul . Sama lagi tu semua. Tapi nasib bapak ku tunggu d bawah ndak jugak bikin malu. Lama sudah benda nie tapi baru ingat waktu Mau padam gambar

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When You Will Debute

9 percent when will I can see all of you ? . I couldn't wait to see Cheng Cheng actually and Jung Jung Hahaha. I don't even mind the no.one contestant . Xukun? Whatever . Please debute soon . Im waiting here

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I just really love nct2018 now. I'm not ready that sm will add more member to nct as what it should be done . I'm just love this 18 boys too much . I know that from 18 member to more and more and I just don't want to let go this 18 formation boy. This 18 member already enough for me . SM please let the other trainer debuts under another rookie group . Let just end this nct things here . They still could active world wide that you want . After I saw the pic of sm trainer at tvxq concert I know they will be be or not being a member of nct in the future . Why we know they will or not be a nct because that's how sm trick. Like Lucas and Jungwoo they attend tvxq concert and then bammmm they are nct now. DEAR SM please let this boy just like this . #nct2018 #nct127 #nctU #nctDream #taeil#johnny#taeyoung#doyoung#haechan#winwin#mark#yuta#jaehyun#ten#lucas#jungwoo#jeno#jaemin#chanle#renjun#kun#jisung

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I love byun bekhyun  but this dorky kid slowly get my attention & he's freking the same age as me . You heard that , hes 00" kid . Like seriously why he had this visual