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buds pals besties

aha yes i absolutely love posting and tagging my future husband (may i just say dedicating a post to someone and ruining that didtheotherboysmakefunofyoursmallpp aesthetic is a declaration of LOVE, romantic or otherwise) and also very obviously being out with him doing romantically coded things like going to an art gallery and a cafe, and i also enjoy posting a cover wearing my best bud no hetero's jumper when i have my own clothes which is basically saying alright then wedding next week let's get a cat, and most of all i like laughing at a bunch of clowns thinking that we're actually toge- oh wait.

dont mind the orange tint it's past midnight i am protecting my eyes from the curse of movistar.

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I FINALLY MET WILLEM! i was actually there all along they just picked the other photo haha

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not saying that im going to shit myself but if we get skam nl s3 + 4, im going to shit myself

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in every universe

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birthday video thoughts

maybe robbe will make a really bad video with a quality of 4 pixels for Sander's birthday. like he steals sanders camera and makes it for him and it's really shitty but it's cute and it's ok anyway because he is baby

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I just wanna say, the moment Jens heard anything, he was ready to throw down. Like I said, he's not as horrible as some people were making him out to be.

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the voice

lots of people are saying it is britt. and i guess that makes some sense because of the text on Wednesday and stuff.. but it still would be weird because if she was that close she would hear Sander say 'i love you and that's all that matters' to Robbe. If it was someone else, like family that he isn't out to, he could just say it was Britt that he was talking to and not Robbe, but with Britt he can't say i love you to anyone because she would get suspicious. Im scared and sad, they need to go to the police but Robbe's not out and Sander probably isn't out either :(

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YO WTF

they keep using my favourite songs LITERALLY I ONLY PLAY WAY DOWN WE GO, WILDFIRE, THE WAR AND I'VE BEEN DOING SO SINCE I WATCHED EYEWITNESS

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bad art

istg all this mental shit made be backtrack and go back to a year ago in terms of art ability. it's so frustrating how my brain won't allow me to do things I once could do.

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if we don't get the iconic 'how could I ever be ashamed of loving Dante Quintana?' but instead it's 'how could I have ever been ashamed of loving Sander Driesen?' ari-and-dante-type line in wtfock at some point then what is the meaning of anything.

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theories and explainations

(anything in quotation marks are my friends' comments added in for context)

before they get back together they should talk and robbe should apologize ect.

'Yes and Robbe is the one who should be apologizing'

'Like I get why Robbe did that but that was so out of line'

not just that, but at the stage they are at, neither one is willing to talk to the other. well they both want to but are keeping themselves from doing so. they HAVE to talk before one starts going for the other. after today, sander isn't going to so it must be robbe, and that will take time, so in a week's time or so when he understands himself better - and then they will talk and apologise. because sander wouldn't just go after robbe after he said that. not after an apology and explanation and some sort of hanging out before they do anything romantic, because it would not be realistic if they jumped in. they will fall in love all over again this time without hesitation. without anything keeping them together the second time they will fall in love again.

about the slur: it wasn't ok. but I think it was a) influenced by moyo calling him a slur and his internalised homophobia

b) for dramatic effect

so at least we can see why he chose those exact words, even if they weren't ok to use and left sander broken. this isn't Robbe's hell week, this isn't Sander's. it's robbe's, sander's and ours.

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why i am crying.

this may be weird, but songs don't usually make me cry. literally only two. and in not exaggerating here- they make me full on cry and my heart and soul HURT I feel broken and so sick from the sadness that these songs give me. and those two songs are I love you by riopy and wildfire by syml (the song sander and robbe kissed to). literally my friend was playing I love you on the piano and I had to make her stop so I wouldn't start crying. I don't know why because the scene isn't sad, it's just so beautiful. and wildfire if you listen to it just made me start crying now and idk why. it was just probably because I feel so alone and that song brings back so many emotions- the feeling of everyone here in the fandom hating me, the feeling of excitement when the clip came out, the relief that I felt when they finally kissed and it felt like I fell in love with the song and it broke my heart, that's what listening to it makes me feel.

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with why robbe blocked sander..

he doesn't regret doing it I think but as soon as zoe mentioned noor something clicked. he remembered he has a girlfriend. and he smiles at the text that sander sends and realises he is smiling but doesn't want to smile because he thinks he should be straight and not feel that happy from that text, or feels he is not deserving of the happiness he gets from sander. and with if he did it because he felt guilty - i think so, he felt guilt from leaving Noor and disgusted with himself because of the internalised homophobia. so he just avoided what caused everything even if it's what makes him happy. because that's robbe, he puts everyone else first even if nobody does back. so he cut himself off from being happy for noor, after all he thinks that sander won't care. not only that, I think robbe is scared he'll do the same to sander because he actually cares about sander and he doesn't want to hurt him but then he remembers how he hurt Noor so maybe he's trying to prevent sander any pain by stopping it before it really starts. wtfock really said slowburn angsty romance.

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this is illegal

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HOLY FUCKING SHIT THAT WAS SO TENDER AND BEAUTIFUL FOCK

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THE DOUBLE DATE IS TODAY WHAT THE FOCK

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little things

hey shout out to willem's acting. when robbe lays down, listening to space oddity. he has an arm across his chest. and maybe that's just how he lays down but I think it's showing how close to his heart robbe holds sander and the song, and it's the hand/the hug that robbe needs right now. that video call was so good for him, up until britt walked in. because sander randomly checked up on robbe, talked to him, called him. so clearly he was thinking about robbe, and to robbe he feels so alone and nobody cares, the fact sander can acknowledge his existence and talk to him is something he really needed. also that cute little moment where he ended the call and put his head on the bed. he was so nervous and he needed some warmth so he wrapped up. i love them so much.