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I just want to see your emerald eyes sparkle for me like they used to

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You don’t want me to try for you anymore and that’s ok.

It kills me to watch you give up on us and everything we have built.

It hurts like hell to not see your eyes light up for me like they used to.

And it hurts me that no matter how hard I try and give you my whole soul, you won’t give me the chance.

So now I have to turn off all emotions because it all leads to pain. And I can’t take the pain anymore. And if I don’t do this I won’t be able to give up on you, and you can’t be happy while I’m still trying for you. So you win, please just be happy, that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. I love you endlessly, please know you are taking my heart with you when you go.

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I give up, you win

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All I want is my wife back.

I want to see her eyes light up when I kiss her again.

I want to feel her body soften with relaxation when I hug her again.

I want to hear her giggle when I pick her up again.

I want to smell her hair when I hug her from behind while she cooks again.

I just want my happiness back.

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I have to watch everyday as you pull further away from me.

It’s killing me from the inside out.

You’re my entire soul and I can’t see a future with out you in it.

I don’t know what to do. I want to go back to watching Bob Ross together. I want to go back to ice skating together. I want to go back to talking about the future together. I just want to go back to seeing you smile in the arboretum. I want to go back. And fix what I fucked up.

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Why the fuck am I the way I am

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Remember all the shit that you was telling me?

How you loved me and want nobody above me

Now it's funny all the shit that you promised is just a memory (fucking lie)

You gave me something to believe in

Then you broke me into pieces and it's fucking with me mentally

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Fate/stay night (2006)

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ɪᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋꜱ ꜰᴜɴɴʏ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ?

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