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And again, a new paint

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Hehe... I just post another fic for the LCFAngstVSFluff so...

This is the prologue

There are love stories that bloom in the calm routine of quiet days.

And then there are those that can only exist on the edge of tragedy.

This is the story of Kim Rok Soo, a boy who, at seventeen, believed he had found something close to happiness —hand in hand with Choi Jung Soo, beneath the petals of a blooming cherry tree.

But happy endings aren’t meant for everyone.

When Jung Soo was taken from him, everything he had left was taken too.

What followed was emptiness, long silences, invisible wounds… and some that weren’t so invisible.

This is Rok Soo’s journey after the collapse.

Between hospital rooms, broken cookies, softly told stories, and scars that don’t heal easily, he will have to find out whether living with pain is still possible.

Because sometimes, breathing hurts more than dying.

And yet, he keeps breathing

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New art.

Things have gotten worse but here we are 💪

I already have some new chapters for my fics, it's just that they are being reviewed and I'm correcting some very OCC things from the cjs/cale fic

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Coming soon henituse with his open back pajamas. (〃ω〃)

Another sketch, please ignore the hands they are my worst enemies. (＃￣З￣)

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𝖠𝗌 𝗂 𝗌𝖺𝗂𝖽 𝗂 was going to make 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗆𝗉𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝖿𝖾𝗒 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝖾

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The sky is falling

That was land but it just turned into a lake (´ρ`)

I draw sm

And I want to make a stamp of Cale, the soos, kdj and yhj on linoleum, in fact I brought it here

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Im here just to say that if i haven't post anything in the next 48 hours im maybe dead (　ﾟ 3ﾟ)

Also im having math, F.C.E abd geography exam in the next 40 mins. In literally dying (ノдヽ)

edit: I PASSED IM ALIVE AND KICKING (ノ∀≦。)ノ

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[This Time We'll Be Happy]

LET ME COOK BRO.

I have good news (this time fr) I FINALLY HAVE A BETA READER. Now you won't need to suffer with my shitty writing (´д｀|||). Also i'm making a fic for the angst vs fluff lcf café event, it will have around 8 chapters (i hope they will be long chapters) if i haven't finish the fic for the end of july, there's a little possibility that i rewrite it and make it a LONG fic.

https://archiveofourown.org/users/ArticuloStrawberry/profile

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I have some news!! I broke up with the love of my life. I can't say I'm devastated because so much has already happened between us, something that had made me consider ending the relationship, but I actually love her too much. We're both feeling bad right now, and I think it's best for us to end it now instead of drowning together. (´д｀|||)

Although this also means that I'm going to use it as inspiration for the cjs/cale fic. (ノ∀≦。)ノ

Traduction:

Me: My love, I'm sorry for not writing to you these past few days. I hope you always know, even in the vast depths of your soul, that I love you. I adore you in an unimaginable way that should be impossible for a person to love. I hope you see my messages very soon, so you'll always have a reason to never again think that I haven't loved you, because I have, and with all my being. Good night, my cherry.

My beautiful and precious love and wife, you still haven't answered any of my messages, but I'll still be here, writing for you and only you. I want you to truly realize how much I love you. I love your charismatic personality. Even when you're sad, I'd love to move heaven and earth just to be able to make you smile on your bad days. My Cerise, I'll wait for your reply, my love.

her: Yes.

That's nice of you, I appreciate it very much, beautiful words, darling.

I'm sorry if I disappeared without warning.

me: sweetie, you know? I love you so much but I can't keep putting up with the way you suddenly disappear for days or the way you treat me sometimes. I know I don't treat you the best way possible either but I do try. I'm not saying I'm going to stop talking to you or block you, anything like that, I just want to say that I think it would be much better if we were just friends. Since our relationship goes through many ups and downs and is very unstable.

I just want to emphasize that I'm not going to leave, beautiful, but I think it's for the best, right?

And I also want to say that I love you very much, these are not just empty words, they really come from my heart, but I don't think that even so much love from both parties can make this relationship work.

her: Look, I'm going to be honest with you, right now I have a lot of problems regarding my personal life, like school, my family, and well everything is worse than ever, I want you to forgive me, because seriously, I'm really sorry if I've treated you dryly, if I've treated you badly or anything like that, do you understand? My intention is not and will never be to make you feel bad, what if I disappear? Sorry, it's not my fault, but the situation with my parents is completely shit, okay? If what you want is to end it, that's fine, I'm not going to say that I don't care because that would be a lie, but well, if that's your decision, that's fine, and again, sorry, that's not my intention, I'm not sure I want to be "friends" because eventually you're going to end it, even if I don't want to, like my other friendships and I'm going to end up stopping talking to you and probably blocking you, but well, there's nothing you can do, I love you very much too and well, it was nice, no, beautiful to have shared so much with you but you're right, this is useless and it never will be.

me: I'm really sorry for everything you're going through and this is also one of the reasons why I think it's better to end it, I'm wrong and you are too, one way or another we're going to end up shitting each other one of these days until we sink together. It's okay if you block me or even if you delete my number, I won't do it, so if one day you want to talk to someone I'll be waiting for your message. I'll end up peacefully knowing that instead of hating each other we'll continue to love each other in this sick way that we have as a definition of love. Maybe I'll end up waiting for my already expected doom while I wait for the life together that we promised each other, if in some future where things are better for both of us I hope that time and destiny will bring us back together so we can finally have our happy ending, although it would also make me infinitely happy to know that you are the happiest woman with someone else.

I sincerely hope the future paves your way with gold and silver.

I love you, my Cerise, and I always will. See you later.

her: I love you so much more, I hope you're happy too, and don't do anything stupid or I'm going to go to where you are, even if it has to be through Bluetooth, and I'm going to strangle you, silly.

I love you so much princess, please take care.

…

I loved her with all my heart if I'm honest.

Unfortunately, in things as complicated as love, many people leave you with your heart surrendered in vain.

I don't blame her, I never would, since I was largely to blame for this. I was at my worst while I was with her, while her behavior made me feel insecure. There was one time I told her about a concern of mine, and I don't remember her response, but what I do remember was ending up with blood all over the bathroom floor. Neither of us were good to each other.

Anyway, I think I'll be updating the cjs/cale fic more often because of what just happened. If you happen to see any of my writing in the fic, don't say anything. Shhh. (　ﾟ 3ﾟ).

Love you little berries. muak muak.

( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

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A little drawing of my wifey ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ. How i love him.

I'll paint him tomorrow CAUSE NOW IM WRITTING NOTHING CAN STOP ME!!

Oh and there's picturea of my inspiration （┬┬＿┬┬）

Now here's the translation:

Her: Tell me how much you love me, please

Me: Too much, so much that expressing it in simple words is not enough for me, so much that even though sometimes I don't write to you I still think about you all day long, every day without fail your name ends up in my mind leaving a mark on my soul, beautiful, I love you so much, so much, so much

her: AHHH MY LOVE I I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE, USH, I'm sorry I just can't find the words.

me: I love you to my love.

me: hello my love, I come to write to you from the bottom of my heart and soul so that you never doubt my love for you again my beautiful and cute girl, I keep thinking about you since the last time I wrote to you, I keep thinking about how very possibly we will be able to have a future together, living happily and raising our pets or even our children, I look forward to the day when I can finally see you, hug you and kiss you. I love you my cerise.

My beautiful and precious cerise, I come again to write to you so that you never forget how loved and adored you are to me, you are so important to me that distance is the least of the problems we have, even if my body needs your affection I will be willing to wait as long as you make me understand that you need it, even if there are bad days for you or for me I could never hate you, how could I hate the most important person in my life? I eagerly await the day when you can leave a mark on me, a mark that says I am yours, it does not need to be visible, but in reality what I want it to be is a mark of you on my soul, to always have a little piece of you anywhere and anytime. I love you beautiful.

Good night, my Cerise. I'm still eagerly awaiting the day you read my messages so you can realize that my love isn't truly fleeting, nor is it false. I love you from the bottom of my heart and chest, with a heaviness I'm willing to carry if only you could promise me that you'd stay with me forever. If that feeling I carry means that you love me with great pleasure and pride, I'll carry it for the rest of my life. I adore you, darling.

Love?

You are my muse, you will always be my muse. In art and writing, I paint landscapes where we should be together. I write to you what I couldn't say in a conversation.

No matter what book I read, you're in it. Every fragment of a word reminds me of you, of how warm you are, of the song you like. Every single thing I know about you, I will never forget.

Every poem, every reading, every verse, every painting, everything I do, I do with you in mind. Sometimes you never leave my head, and that doesn't bother me.

I want you to know that you are very beautiful, and that you care about me. I can dedicate my time to you, which is the most important thing to me, but with you, I prefer to show it to you, to write letters, poems, drawings, paintings, and scores, songs I never thought would be dedicated to me. There you are again. I want to be your dreams and your comfort, your breath and fire. I want to be your Muse just as you are mine. I want to know when you feel alone, your preferences and differences. I want to make you feel alive every day and be able to see your smile.

What are you?

In art, in painting

In poems, in rhymes

In music, in notes

In biology, in research

So, who are you?

You are not just a person; you are a beautiful girl with beautiful feelings who are like the sun, guiding you toward the rising sun.

So?

Are you perfect?

Of course not, but if you are the girl who brightens my days with just a simple message, a friend, a girlfriend, a future, a past and a present

...

Yes, I think I suck with love...

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This is how is going the project （┬┬＿┬┬）

(I litterally passed all day doing this...)

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I'm currently writing fics 'bout tcf, i have 3, one of cjs/krs!cale, another one of Krs!Cale being an angel and the last one about cale having DID. ՞߹ - ߹՞

U can find me like ArticuloStrawberry in almost every social media ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

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DAZAI WAIT FOR ME PLEASE. I'm halfway done tho so i must finish it next class cause well it's the last one (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)

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One Cale more, Yepiii!! With my colors that i bought in the tianguis of México City and with the same ink that exploded last time... (◍•ᴗ•◍)

I need money, i want to buy new art supplies like guaches, acrylics, etc. I WANT TO BUY A VIOLIN but well i don't have enough money.

there u have sm of my works (finished n unfinished) AND MY CATTT!! Her name is Nube (Cloud) I found her behind my car 4 months ago so now she's mine ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ

Nube says Chao!!

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ALMOST FINISHEDD, the principal let me go to art classroom on recess so i might finish this on Monday, idk if I'm gonna start doing the mural or organizing for our exposition... (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)

A photo of ones of my instruments, i play piano, guitar, electric guitar, flute, drums, ukelele and I'm saving for a bass or a violin u k? （┬┬＿┬┬）

I love drawing, like seriously, i can't live without drawing, but my family isn't proud of it and they aren't gonna pay for my university if i choose studying art so here i have 3 options, don't study art, working to pay university or having beca. If i choose don't study art i want to be a lawyer, a psychiatrist or a musician. (๑•̀д•́๑)

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I had to start painting with acrylic cause MY SPRAY COLORS DIDN'T ARRIVE (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

But well, that's how 2 hours of painting looks (for me)

By the way, It's Dazai n my bff is painting Chuuya.

We're gonna ask for our money but if they say they can't give us then we are gonna paint a whole wall... We want to paint like a galaxy, idk. Does someone has an idea??

Ohhh n btw I updated the fic with Cale having DID

In some corner, Lior murmured in dreams, as if responding from afar:

"We promised to take care of him, even if he can no longer do it..."

And everyone, regardless of their corner or their role, heard him.

Because that was the most sacred promise of the system.

Take care of each other.

Taking care of Cale.

Until the end.

It didn't matter if some got along poorly or fought.

They would take care of each other.

They would always do it.

—We're going to need more time. If we don't stabilize the system before the next meeting with Raon, Choi Han, or Alberu, someone is going to notice. And you know it.

"I'm working on it," Kyren replied, adjusting his sleeve as if it were a uniform.

—As long as I maintain control, there will be no mistakes.— Kai watched him in silence.

—I'm not talking about external mistakes. I'm talking about you. To your ability to keep functioning without losing yourself as well. We are not eternal, Kyren.

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A little work that i made months ago, just that. ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ