asadpersoniam-blog

[asadpersoniam-blog]

How Are My Beautiful Gays Today

[asadpersoniam-blog]

Me: takes a seat on a bench, looking at the ground

Random guy: are u ok?

"Always the same question"

Me: yes, I'm ok fake smiles

"Always the same lie"

"Always, Always, Always, ALWAYS!.."

Random guy: sits next to me what's wrong?

Me: ...nothing...

Random guy: wrong, let's try again. What's wrong?

Me: ...a tear slowly rides down my face

Random guy: so? I ask once again. Are u ok?

Me: eyes full up of tears n-no

Random guy: hugs me and smiles

Don't worry, I'm here...for u..

- :)

"U can fake a smile, but u can't fake ur feelings forever. Even through the toughest times of ur life and the most happiest of them all, there will always be someone who u mean everything to them, keep smiling, stay strong, and follow ur dreams!...ik, everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but just remember, u can't make a rainbow without a little rain! Things will get better :)

Best of luck for all my beloved friends of mine!

Have a wonderful day/night!...and...

Farewell! 😁❤️

[asadpersoniam-blog]

Dear heart please fuck off

[asadpersoniam-blog]

My heart is filled with cracks breaks and holes i dont know how it hasn’t turned into dust and just made me not feel anything anymore I’ve been hurt way to many times for some reason the feelings for the person i like haven’t dissolved like other peoples i dont understand and its tearing me apart on the inside im trying to pretend like i dont like him and it hurts the thing is he will never feel the same ever and that hurts i dont even know why i dont know why I’ve fallen so hard for him harder than I have fell for anyone i dont understand and it hurts in so many ways WHY CANT I JUST NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM WHY CANT I JUST NOT HAVE ANY FEELINGS AT ALL

[asadpersoniam-blog]

me: [is holding something]

me, 2 minutes later with no memories of what happened: wait where is it

[asadpersoniam-blog]

no one important

[asadpersoniam-blog]

me: oh no I really screwed up oh no oh no they’re gonna be so mad oh no oh no!!!

me: *tells person*

person: oh okay

me: oh

me: what

me: whoa

[asadpersoniam-blog]

literally anyone: *raises their voice even a little*

me, fighting back tears: just say you hate me already

[asadpersoniam-blog]

🧚‍♀️Goal weight fairy🧚‍♀️

🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️Reblog and you will reach your goal weight by december 31st 2018 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️

[asadpersoniam-blog]

Me: *is talking*

Person: oh

Me: am i boring you? Did i just make myself look stupid? Im such a fuck up I’m sorry I’m sorryimsorryimsorryillshutupnowpleasedontleaveimsosorrywhydoialwayfuckupimsorryimsorry

[asadpersoniam-blog]

A reminder to myself about school

English 1

World History

Drama

P.E.

Personal Project Mondays And Wednesdays

Credit recovery Biology

Algebra

P.E.

Persosal Project

Tues And Thursdays

Doesn't Have Personal Project Or p

Pe On Fridays

CRC\ Filler Whenever

[asadpersoniam-blog]

Hahahahahaha fuck I’m a disappointment.

[asadpersoniam-blog]

hating myself just seems normal

[asadpersoniam-blog]

How I feel realizing that school starts in less than a month and I’m still fat.

[asadpersoniam-blog]

He said “do you love me?”

I said “only partly, i only love the number on the scale going down and feeling dizzy, I’m sorry”

[asadpersoniam-blog]

[asadpersoniam-blog]

hi looking for a sugar buddy - nothing sexual just want companion$hip and money 💕😍👅