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Everyone who knows me know I hate water but this is a new life new me. I’m going to drink more water and less everything else. #myplexus #myplexusjourney #myplexusleap #myplexushealthjourney #healthylifestyle (at Merriam Woods, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtNCte2h7Nm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qt898u3op3x5

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Nobody Knows

Cuts renewed, scars she hid, clothes so dark, worn since then. Once so happy, joyous and bright, no one sees what's not in sight. Darkness inside, cold to the bone. Surrounded by people but is alone. Heart full of stitches, blood cold as ice. Life depending on the roll of the dice. In dark she waits. To no one she'll tell, this life she lives, in the deepest pit of hell. Bruises show of the roughest fight. Can't they tell she's not alright? At the stone they now stare. Her name imprinted permanently there.

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My Inspiration

Feeling so lost. Thoughts i deny, getting so good at learning to lie. Can't tell them how I truly hurt. That behind the smile, I feel like dirt. Behind shut doors, and close the shades, emotions swell, and the smile fades. Sitting in the dark heart starting to race. Thoughts of you run tears down my face. How could you leave me alone in this world? Sending me spinning twirl by twirl. Your death took me by surprise. There and gone, before my eyes. "I'll see you when your world goes black. When your hearts stops and can't go back. I'll see you when your time is here. So please don't cry and have no fear. I love you my granddaughter and the time will come for us to meet again. To walk in the sun." He was in my dream and i realize now. I'll see him again. Some day, some how.

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Angel in Waiting

Buying time. Bold face lies. I'll never forget you till the day I die. Hurting me. Venomous snake. Giving none and all you take. Biting down. Blood drawn deep. I don't know how you slep. Killing me. Facing you. Feelings of something new. Sitting alone, your cold black stare. Hiding, but I know your there. Kissing her. It's killing me. My heartless looks you don't see. My shattered heart, when our love died. Fire consuming, burning inside. What you did was turn me cold and choking me with the rope you hold. Pull me down, lying there, I stop breathing like you care. I loved you then; I love you now, with this end I do vow. That I will be there, with every tear, have no worries through the fears.... I am your Angel in Waiting.

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Poisonous Thoughts

How to stop this feeling inside, the feeling of betrayal, and knowing you lied. There's no escaping the darkness within, that you've caused with the lies you spin. The pain inside couldn't hurt more. A knife stabbing me through the core. I will not place the knife to my skin. I won't go back to that place again. But thoughts consume every part of me. I can't go on. Why can't they see? The darkness engulfs all of my soul. The pain you caused has taken a toll. I'll remember your face, the look in your eye when you broke my heart, before I die. You will be the last thought to run though my head, as the poison takes control and leaves me for dead. Shattering heart will not beat again. As death does come you will win.

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Losing Life

I'll cry till I'm choking. I'll pull till I bleed. The pain will never stop. The scar will never leave. This hell I call life gets worse by the day. You laugh at me as from the path I stray. You think you're better? You think you've won? Is this punishment for sin? Do you think it's fun? I give up. I'm through, I lost, There's nothing I can do. You kick me while I'm down. Around my neck I hang. I try to scream as you take everything. Where is everyone when I need them? They've listened to your lies. They turn their backs on me and now my soul dies. I'm nothing but an empty shell, sitting in the dark. The blood running down and I end my part. Run your mouth all you want. Just remember this. The lies you tell you "friends" they'll be the ones you miss.

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Lost Forever

I see the time, tortured by my haunting past. This thing that i call life draining out so fast. I was lost in fears, caught in tears, to suffer for eternity. Stuck between reality and what would seem a dream. Never moving on, yet never being seen. Locked away beneath the moon. Hoping for the ending soon.

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Escape to Reality

Cloudy but clear, the moon so high. The beauty of every star in the sky. Alone in the world. As I lay and stare up at the beauty I do see there. I feel the chill of the midnight wind. Leaves fly and trees bend. In the silent night I hear your lies, over and over, as I close my eyes. Drifting off to the darkest place. Where visions of you I must face. Only when the sky bleeds red, the sun comes up above my head, I will wake from this hell, which I know all too well. But if this sun is covered grey, in this place shall I stay. So hope for light, that dawn will break. So from this dream I will wake.

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lol I’m all for Mexico 🇲🇽

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Nïx’s thoughts. I love this ❤️❤️ Thank you, Janai Williams!

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#FIGHT FOR HER AFFECTION

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