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i wasn't very close with leora, but i genuinely adored them. i am a newer addition to the group, but leora always made sure i felt comfortable and cared for. while we never became super close friends, i still considered them a good friend whom i could talk to and enjoy spending my time with. they had always been so sweet, caring and wonderful and i made a few really good memories with them.

i feel bad that i don't have much to say, but they were genuinely such an amazing person and i am so incredibly thankful to have gotten the chance to meet them and be friends with them, even if only for a little while.

i will miss leora a lot, i hope and pray they are in a better place where they don't feel any more pain or hurt or anything negative.

i will also be taking a break from this account as everyone has time grieve the loss of such an amazing person.

Moderator Post: Important. Please Read.

I never wanted to make a post like this; I honestly never thought that I would have to, but unfortunately I've suffered a great loss and I think that they would have wanted others to know what happened.

I got a phone call today that my dear friend @yahiis-resort (alt. @tulparty and @ask-leora-elara) passed away on Monday night after a medical emergency. They had just come out from being intubated, and unfortunately passed from additional complications.

I can't even begin to express how fucking heartbroken I am. Leora was one of my best friends... my right-hand man- someone I trusted more than anything. They genuinely lit up my life in ways not many people do, and they will be so fucking deeply missed.

The last words I spoke to them were "I love you" and "I missed you", and those will be true for the rest of my life.

I ask that you please respect me and the fellow ADJ au blog owners privacy and allow us to grieve the loss of our friend. I'm in contact with the family and we will be sending flowers and helping them with whatever they may need on behalf of everyone who has ever had the gift of their presence and friendship.

This blog, and probably the others, will be on hiatus for a few days while we gather our thoughts and process things. I can't stop sobbing and I just can't look at these accounts right now without an overwhelming tidal wave of loss and grief.

I'm really sorry to those who had to hear this from me. I'm sorry to those who have to read this through a stupid fucking irrelevant ask blog. I'm just sorry to the entire world because it lost someone so kind and irreplaceable.

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Are you seeing what's happening with Colt? Put yo dog on a leash 😭🙏

i dunno guys... what if he likes it and my boyfriend gets jealous 😕

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How have u been holding up? I imagine the events with Colton and him going to jail and all have been pretty stressful

~a creature

honestly, it's stressful but it's almost...nice. i get to see Colt all the time, make him nice things to eat and he seems to enjoy it, even if he's obviously not very stable.

him going to jail wasn't fun at all. he ended up getting pretty bad flashbacks apparently, but it's not my place to speak on that. i also had to pay some money to get him out, but that's okay. i don't need him to pay me back.

the biggest issue is my boyfriend. he doesn't like Colt, if that wasn't obvious. he keeps telling me Colt has to go and whatnot. it's really staring to piss me off, but we'll see what happens, i guess...

thank you for the ask, it was very sweet of you to see how i'm doing :)

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how does your boyfriend feel about colt? does he know yours and colt's past?

my boyfriend doesn't.... exactly like Colt. he knows about Colt and i's past, so naturally, he isn't a big fan. he makes a lot of backhanded remarks towards Colt and i always have to scold him. frankly, i don't care how my boyfriend feels. Colt is my friend and i will help him out regardless of what anyone thinks; i don't base my decisions off of the approval of my boyfriend. yet, something tells me that there's going to be an issue soon...

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What r ur pronouns

she/her pronouns for me, but i don't mind they/them :)

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Welp, seems like ya boi is in prison!

And by “ya boi” I mean Colton

yes, i knew he went to jail and i...bailed him out a little bit ago. his bail was posted a few hours after his arrest at $500, but i only had to pay a quarter of his bail to get him. they put him on house arrest at my address as well.

he was crying, telling me how sorry he is, that he hasn't had his meds since they got changed like a week ago, on and on. he pissed me off, i guess i gotta monitor his medication too. whatever it takes, i'll do it. i can't watch him destroy himself like this.

he got pretty beat up too, he won't admit he didn't win the fight. i cleaned everything and got him bandaged up. he'll be okay. Colt is always okay, even when he shouldn't be.

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the feminine urge to stay gone. be unseen, be unavailable, be unheard of. disappear.

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Its hard when you love someone so much, but he really needs to suffer the consequences of his actions. This isn't okay, Prudence. He's not doing okay at all.

i know Colt isn't doing okay, which is a reason i want to help. i don't want him to get hurt, i don't want him to get in trouble for a decision he made in this state. i...fuck, i just wish he'd let me help him.

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Prudence. I know you don't seem to like me but please listen. I need you to understand just how far gone he is right now. Please, i'm begging you. Don't get yourself hurt.

-Leora

huh... @ask-leora-elara , hello, um...i really dont like you much, but...maybe we could talk and...work together on this one..?

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Damn you had steph in your life and you didn't date her? Couldn't be me :pensive:

i TRIED 😭😭 she's actually perfect but i don't wanna mess up a friendship with her

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Girl don't get yourself hurt because you wanna stick your dick in crazy, okay?

i don't want to stick my dick anywhere. i want my friend to be safe, i want him to realize what he's doing could hurt him bad and come back, what makes you think i want to fuck Colt? :/

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i'm so scared for Colt... what if he gets hurt? or arrested? or worse??? fuck, i love him so much, he was the only good thing in my life for so long. i know what he's doing his wrong, but i can't find it in my heart to do anything to him. i just can't, i love him....

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Prudence come get ur idiot

Colton relapsed, is super drunk, oh and also broke into Jimmy’s apartment

He’s being super weird rn and like. Smelled Jimmy’s bed???

he didn't tell me the truth of where he was going. i'm talking to him right now...fuck, this isn't good. fuck fuck fuck

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How is Colton? Is he asleep? It's real kind of you to care for him despite everything.

yes, Colt is sleeping! the couch was uncomfortable so...he's maybe in my bed. it's okay, we're friends and friends can share a bed :) i couldn't not help Colt. he ate really well and fell asleep rather quickly. he's cuddling one of my squishmallows, it's kinda adorkable!

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I'M SORRY :( Colt needed a place to stay and i can't refuse him one! we'll hang out soon, i promise!

Yknow...this week DID start out pretty great 🙃 @askprudencepatel I swear to god Prue when I catch you Prue

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