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I hope you feel better💕 I will be praying for u. U got this💕💕💕

🫂🫂🫂 thank you I appreciate this so much

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I have never felt any more defeated in my whole life…. I was so focused on recovery after getting discharged from the hospital (I have fibroids and they have degenerated) I threw up 11 times since yesterday evening and am feeling nauseous and unwell & I found out I’ve got gastro 🫠

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ew this bitch ass man was such a fucking cunt to me just now I was looking at the men’s section for some jackets and I asked if there’s a smaller size and he initiated me to look at the women’s section instead 😒 but I didn’t obvs cause why would i… then he came back telling me he didn’t have it but I told him no worries the small size fits and he was ���are you sure” with the most judgmental look ever …. I should have replied “am I not allowed to look at and wear men’s clothes?” to throw him off…. what an ugly white man too

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What advice would you give your 22-23 year old self?

I would probably gently encourage us to let go of all the fear, let the cynicism fall away, trust other people and put both feet into the water, not stress so hard about creating safety, but I would also reassure young us that, even though it took you a little longer to do all those things, to trust, to love, you will eventually move beyond the darkest part of your story and it will all be okay: there's nothing required of you, we're not here for a reason, you don't need a side hustle or a productivity calendar or a money-making hobby or to be on the forbes 30 under 30 list or to have kids or girlboss or to have a corporate career or be bullied into being what you aren't; whatever shape your life takes can be a happy shape if you take it day by day – just put creativity and love at the centre of it all and that's what you'll get back

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Wow I genuinely think there is something wrong about me

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the crush economy has never been this bad

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cried myself to sleep last night cause the pain came back and I was hoping I didn’t need painkillers… where the fuck is this pain coming from!!!!!!!! 😭🫩

guess who is admitted at the hospital !!!!!!!!

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guess who is admitted at the hospital !!!!!!!!

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August first who else is hitting rock bottom again

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Experiencing the most batshit insane stuff happen in the classroom…. Am I immune to it or am I just experiencing aftershocks….

[asmallcafethatslove]

Sally Wen Mao, from “Anna May Wong Dreams of Wong Kar-Wai”, Oculus

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Also the importance of building habits and structure through long term persistence and self forgiveness is more important than the gratification of quick results in almost every aspect of life just FYI

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Last first day of placement today 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

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people my age are buying houses