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gonna whine again.

I felt super faint and unsteady every time I stood. So I avoided that and spent most of the day resting. lying or sitting meant I didn't feel faint. so clearly I was lying to myself 🙄 fucking hell

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Hey, man, c'mere. Listen. Get in real close, this is important.

You're gonna make stuff again. You're gonna make stuff you're proud of. You're gonna make stuff you're excited to share. You're going to feel that overwhelming drive to create, not just the frantic I want to want to you're stuck in now. You're going to have awesome ideas, and you're going to make them into reality. You're going to create again. You're still an artist. You're still a writer. You're still home to the same passion you had before. You'll find it again. It's not gone. It's just resting. Let it rest. You're going to make stuff again. I promise.

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He should've been allowed to do it once, as a treat.

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when I say “Let me ask my husband”, one (or both) of these things is taking place:

1. I am in a loving, happy relationship where we value and respect each other’s opinion

2. I am using this as an excuse to get out of something I don’t want to do (sorry habibi)

what is not happening here: I am being oppressed

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being sick & miserable objectively sucks, but it has become significantly easier to cope with since learning that “sickness behavior” is a well documented part of the body’s immune response

feeling not only physically but also emotionally like fucking garbage is unfortunately an extremely effective way to force your body to prioritize fighting infection & keeping you alive. i don’t have to like it, but knowing why i get weepy & pathetic when sick does help at least a little

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criticism of Labubu I will accept: the blind box format encourages rampant consumerism; some people only buy them because of the trend and they will be landfill fodder in six months when that trend dies

criticism of Labubu I will not accept: hnnnnn adults playing with toys WEIRD and BAD!!!!!

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the mutton chop boys were having a bad time on those boats

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"Two groups conflate Zionism and Judaism: Zionists, who want to legitimize Zionism by pretending that it is Judaism; and anti-semites, who want to delegitimize Judaism by pretending it is Zionism." -Rabbi Yaakov Shapiro

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to me the appeal of pathetic vampires is similar to the appeal of stupid cats. you have the teeth and claws to rip through flesh to your heart's content, but here you are. paw stuck to a quilt. staring woefully with eyes the size of saucers to get someone to help. same goes for a vampire failing miserably to use a touchscreen because his fingers are too cold.

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pet peeve: "is it creepy or wet" template posts that posit one option as Desired and the other as Undesired. the original seems to be pretty clear that neither a creepy nor wet gym is desirable

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cooling off w baseball captain crozier

behind the scenes footage. the making of:

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fitzgender :’)

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i could have spent a lot more time on this but <3 sometimes a little scribble is nice