aspdstarr

[aspdstarr]

chronic pain

c: x

[aspdstarr]

⠀【⠀ personal introject blog ⠀】  ⠀⠀• • •

⠀⠀ 𓏏𓏏 ╳ ⠀my name is cleo ( or ava ) ⠀ ︶  it ﾉ its .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ chronic pain holder defensive alter ⠀!

Basics:

𓂃 ♪ ┇⠀Hello, My name is Cleo and sometimes I go by Ava, but it's not my preferred name. I use It Its pronouns, but with feminine terms. My body is disconnected from its humanity, just like my gender; intersex. I consider myself Ghostthing in a non-human and non-binary way. Lesbian on the aroace spectrum and deeply in love with my beautiful girlfriend. I'm Hispanic and indigenous among other things, so I don't speak English well.

Diagnosis:

𓂃 ♪ ┇⠀Professionally diagnosed with complex dissociative identity disorder so also complex post-traumatic stress disorder, autism spectrum disorder, bipolar disorder type one, severe predominantly antisocial personality disorder and narcissistic personality disorder . These disorders are the ones that most affect the way I relate to others and they legally disable me. As a specific alter I don't have the pronounced traits of these disorders. Physically diagnosed with EDS and for this reason I use a cane. Also my disability card mentions reduced mobility.

Alter specific:

𓂃 ♪ ┇⠀Introject alter of Ava Starr ( active for years ) and my role is take the chronic pain that EDS causes to the body, also take care of the body if it's in medical danger. I don't believe in doubles, so you can interact ! Physically 20, mentally fluctuating in adult age.

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