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it really is me, my big puppy eyes, huge boobs and flirty personality against the world </3

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Ahh! With amnesia in hypno, I don't think I've ever experienced it successfully in a way that is intended???

Like, if I get dropped deeeeeeep, my memory after waking up is often just in chunks. Like, I can't remember most of it even if there wasn't a trigger to forget.

When I'm given an actual "forget" trigger, it RARELY ever works. The only time it works is when I actually tell my tist that I remember and they kind of just beat it (not literally) out of me. Either through fractionation where they immediately spam me with snaps and clicks when I answer too well or when they say stuff like:

"I can see you trying to think for yourself again, pup."

"Are you thinking again? We don't do that here, remember?"

And just kind of block me from thinking about it until I actually forget.

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wait actually that makes so much sense, that’s so interesting !!

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Hello! I'm enby but have a very masc voice (in a good way, i hope, it's soothing and stuff :p ) - but I'm conscious that might not work for you - what do you think? Sorry to make you think, I hope to do the opposite in the future :p

thats fine! i don’t mind more masculine voices. i just don’t like boys

well i fear that’s a little bit in question right now but SHHHHH

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Hi may I ask you a question?

sure go ahead!

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AH i just realized i haven’t gone through my asks in forever… get ready for spam

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Reblog this if I can ask you a whole bunch of inappropriate questions!

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have you considered that my love language is bullying because i want you to put me in my place?

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i only have a few but most of mine were from different audio files i found, you could always try something like that!

i just want some friends who will be evil with my triggers. like yes put me into trance cause im beating you in mario kart. please that’s so hot pleasePLEASEPLEASE

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running THIS blog is so silly as i currently go through another asexual/acearo crisis

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chat i have a date tmrw wish me luck

(fingers crossed i GET some fingers iykwim)

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this puppyslut looks good in a leash and collar <3

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uhm photo dump cause i got bored hehe

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i’m a perfectly obedient puppy, i bark on command!

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i don’t need to think, it’s better when they think for me! i’m just a dumb dog! hehe

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i’m such a good obedient pup :3

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so i’ve been thinking (or, i suppose, not thinking) about amnesia triggers lately and how they work for me, and i was curious about other peoples’ experience with them.

for me, when i’m given a trigger or something that i’m not supposed to remember, once i come out of trance i’m aware of the trigger but only if i don’t think directly about it. it’s like subconsciously i know about it the same way i know to keep breathing even if im not thinking about it, but then once i try to think about it my mind gets very fuzzy and i tend to lose my train of thought.

so i was just curious, how do you experience hypnotic amnesia?

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i can see the play went well... 🩵

it did! i had a really fun time with them hehe