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The worst part is that you'll never know how many times I've imagined us living together, stupid domestic, sweet mmoments..

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The worst part is that you'll never know how many times I've imagined us living together, stupid domestic, sweet mmoments..

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sorry if this has been done already

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An Exploration of Function

So, I'm certain my system started with trauma.

I've seen a lot of silly discourse over endo stuff, and I just think people need to mind their own business and be more accepting, but - in my personal case - we definitely started with trauma, probably around 3rd grade (or possibly even younger).

Childhood trauma seems to be relatively accepted as the spark for DID/OSDD, etc. I can agree with this, at least in my own experiences and with other systems I've met and talked to. Still, while I personally think that makes sense for the START of a system (the psyche fracturing under immense pressure), I don't agree with it when it comes to the Alters themselves.

Again, I'm speaking from personal experience, but I really don't believe an Alter MUST be formed from some kind of traumatic experience. A system as a whole? Yeah, probably. I can believe that. But each and every individual fragment or Alter? Uuuh... no. Just no.

Honestly speaking, I don't even like that idea. It breaks my heart to think that a person's only option could ever be formulating from purely pain and suffering. That's... disgustingly sad. It makes me want to hug every headmate and make sure they're okay, which would probably confuse a lot of them because they weren't formulated that way. Yes, they've each suffered their own pain and suffering in their own lives and experiences, whatever lives those are that they've led, but they're not BORN from it: From MY suffering, at least. I think my brain just shattered one day, and now they are those pieces.

But all my Alters write their own stories.

A lot of them were born in happiness or built up from my own fascinations with particular sources of media, hence my immense amount of fictives/introjects/etc. But I don't think trauma = Alter. I think trauma can SOMETIMES = System, and then the brain does as it pleases. In my case? I think (in some cases, certainly not all!) I have nameless, faceless entities meandering in the backdrop like actors waiting for an audition, until I get hooked heavily on something like - let's say - Genshin, and then someone steps forward to try out for a role. Maybe they've played another "character" previously, like... Roxas, from Kingdom Hearts, or were an original concept now needing a new face to stay relevant. A Shifter from the Facility needing to be someone new to fulfill a job they've been assigned. Protector, caretaker, etc.

Maybe they don't do very well in that role and fade back into obscurity until a newer, better role comes along... Or, they do SO WELL that they simply become that person. Crast. Zhongli. He's the same person, just wiggling a little to fit into the mold. Maybe, even before that, he was Raphael, who even transitioned into The King in Yellow, Hastur. New names, new faces, new bodies, and lives and lovers. But, at their core, they're the same. Or, it's as I originally thought, they're all just themselves, and I happen to have a lot of them! 300+, in fact! (If not more now...) But, regardless, I know my boys aren't built from pain.

My Alters are crafting themselves from love.

So, to answer the question of, "How does my System work?" I'm still not 100% certain, but I think it's somewhere in that zone: I had trauma, that trauma broke me mentally, those pieces became people to help me stabilize, those people slowly integrated into my life via creative writing & roleplay throughout my formative years, "announced" themselves when they & I were ready, and now there's either a TON of people waddling around up here being silly and making my life a better place to be, or they're the same 50-something individuals just in a dressing room frantically putting on their next "costume" to keep up with what I'm entranced by. (Lol! What a visual 😂) Some remain the same no matter what, some age-slide, some change drastically! But, in the end, it's really all up to them who they want to be, and not me.

I don't have control over who is brought forward when or why, and I'm okay with that.

I'm just happy they're here at all and that my life is so much better with their additions to it.

And that's about that. 🤷‍♀️

PS: If anyone wants any further clarification or has any other questions, send an Ask! Even if it's not about this, send an Ask! We love chatting, so don't be a stranger, and don't be afraid to Ask the strange. 😘💕👍 Hope you have a beautiful day! 😊❤️

— The Complex

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Chat ignore the fact that most of our posts are reblogs from our psys (i loviehtthfje themmvjfhdh so muchh) explodes

Im so cringe help

anygays heres pfp thingys we made for them and us (template is not ours!!) do not steal pls!! :P

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!!!!! 💙❤️💛

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WOAAA /POS

Xie stimboard for Lovesick Sys!!

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GIGGLING

HELP ASTRO I FOLLOWED THEM THEY FOUND ME HELP HELP @astro-constellation @astro-constellation @astro-constellation @astro-constellation @ruffled-pillow-case @astro-constellation @astro-constellation @astro-constellation

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Astro I'm your favorite right

Or is it vixxie /silly

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Overlay png - pinterest - f2u | reblogs appreciated

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We’ve been working on pfps for our alt account on sp so heres a few examples + templates we use!! :3 (art and templates do not belong to me, credits to the original owners!)

We do take requests!! ><

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ON TUMBLR? YEAHHHH OKAYY /POSS

 Noa &. Kokoa Tumblr Layouts &. Icons

 Self indulgent ／ Creation by ✦ 🫀 &. 🤍

 ME ／ ID TAGS OK ✦✦✦ NO F / O TAGS

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Hehe,,, did our psys's sp <3333