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[asyouwalkthroughthedoors]

@taylorswift @taylornation

Please someone help I have two boys and a husband who’s stage 5 kidney failure he just had 3 major surgeries I got laid off and he can’t work we are desperately needing food and diapers and we cannot pay for my hubby medicine paypal.me/SLeon692 Venmo : Stephanie-Smith-900 @taylorswift @taylornation @taylorupdates

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@taylorswift @taylornation

Hey guys!!

Well, I have been thinking about this for a couple of days now and one thing that's keeping me from posting this was my pride, but after seeing how stressed my parents was about my school problem, I don't give a damn about my pride anymore (sorry for the language). My father was doing all he can do to pay for my tuition fee but apparently it wasn't enough. He lost his job six days from now, but before that his work has been on hold due to covid 19 pandemic and then he received a message saying that the company he worked on will be decreasing the number of workers, unfortunately my father was one of those who has been fired. It's been three days now since we dicided to sell street foods like fishballs and we've earned almost 50 dollars. I have to pay the school 500 dollars so I can have my final examination this school year and then after the examination, we will be having our assessment for bread and pastry production which will cost me a hundred dollar. The school won't allow me to take the examination unless my parents will pay for those which is due by the end of this month since our final examination will be held this coming May, the school were expecting that by that time the quarantine here in our town will be lifted.

Uhm, I know this is quite random and pretty embarrassing but I'm desperate and I really need help. This is really stressing me out and I am looking for anything that can help me. I'm trying my best luck here, praying and hoping so hard that someone who might be reading this will help me out because I badly want to take the exam and the assessment so I can pursue studying and reach my dream someday.

Any help will be highly appreciated!!

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this is probably going to be long, I’m sorry in advance i just 🥺

hi it’s Brie. So much has been going on. I lost my job due to the coronavirus, we are shut down until further notice. It looks like we won’t reopen until at LEAST May, but it could be longer. That’ll be 2+ months with no work/no pay. I’ve been stuck at my house, no human contact with my friends or family. I live with my fiancée (amy) and i love her to pieces. She is a nurse and her floor was just designated a covid-19 floor. She is LITERALLY on the frontlines and I’m so proud to be with her. We are anxious every day that passes, but she is needed right now and I’m proud of her for being so strong.

This year was supposed to be the year i married the love of my life, but with everything going on, it’s not looking too good. Our wedding was supposed to be May 23, 2020. We have been planning it for over a year, we have everything ready to go, but we are going to have to postpone for what looks like another year. I know that we will get married and have our wedding no matter what, but it’s just that it won’t be the date we’ve had set for so long. It breaks my heart.

I know so so many people are in our similar situation right now and i just want to say, you’re not alone. I know it’s scary, but please try to remind yourself that this is only temporary. It will feel like forever, but i promise it won’t last forever. I have been telling myself that everyday. My mental health is at risk with being so out of routine and not being able to go see my family and friends and coworkers and go to the gym (my escape from reality) like i usually do. But we are not alone in this. This too shall pass, and i am here for absolutely anyone if you need ANYTHING at all 💛

Ps here’s me & my amazing, superhero of a (future) wife 🥰❤️

Pss if anyone is good at sewing/knows anyone, healthcare is in desperate need of masks right now!!!! Anything would help!!! Please consider donating to your local hospitals 🙏🏼✨

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I have spent the last two weeks stressed and saddened by the current economic situation. I tell you, my mom currently works two jobs to support me who travel every week to a different city to study (biochemical engineering), and now with the coronavirus situation I don't study and she does not work (quarantine), It is very sad because the money saved is running out and we could not pay the rent for our house, so a friend of hers offered to lend us her own.

It is too sad to live with things that are not yours, all because of the terrible pandemic (covid-19) that does not allow us to go out and work and be able to pay our bills.

If you see this and you are interested in helping me please send me dm, and if you can help me with a reblogging and tagging @taylorswift I appreciate it

guys stay safe i love you so much

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you know what truly makes me emotional sometimes? as a non native english speaker having been a fan of @taylorswift for the past decade has also meant learning so much more english thanks to her songs and words. sometimes back in high school i used to know words or sayings in english class that i didn’t even know were in my mind but were actually there because of taylor. i remember using the word ‘quicksand’ in a sentence once and having people be like ‘how did you even know that word????’ and for a second i had no idea till ‘I’d be smart to walk away, but you’re quicksand’ started playing in my head. and there would be just so many more examples of these kind of moments that made me always more and more proud of having made the decision to stan such an eloquent  intelligent songwriter queen. so besides everything that taylor has done for us personally and what she has meant to us in the various stages of our lives/ means to us in every moment of our life i always feel like i could never thank her enough for also all this.

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ella’s masterpost for when you feel sad or angry or lonely or anxious and you just need to feel happy and calm

crisis/urgent support lines and sites

hotlines/crisis lines for depression, domestic abuse, alcohol and drug abuse, teens, pregnancy, lgbt and more

mental support community - a forum where you can post that you are in a crisis right now and need peer support as soon as possible

imalive crisis chat - online one-on-one chat for if you’re in at risk of hurting yourself etc

7cupsoftea - free, anonymous, confidential talks with trained listeners

relaxation/anxiety relief

do nothing for two minutes

interactive silk art

guided relaxation

watch a dream

100,000 stars

thisissand - create sandscapes on your screen with your mouse

calming gif

the quiet place

music and sounds

my calming playlist: apple music / spotify

my feel better playlist: apple music / spotify

coffee shop sounds

rain sounds

calmsound - nature sounds

rainycafe

comfort food

one minute cookie in a mug

brownie in a mug

several cookie recipes

lots of different in-a-mug recipes

chocolate pudding in a mug - my personal fave (lil tip: add mini marshmallows for extra gooey yumminess)

advice and tips

how to be okay with yourself

life hacks

a hella ton more life hacks - so many life hacks dude soon ur gonna never have a day-to-day stress again

school masterpost - school sucks so bad but hopefully this can help ease the stress

how to love yourself

how to bypass restricted wifi omg

stop biting your nails

stop procrastinating

stop skipping breakfast

videos and movies

random acts of kindness caught on film

movies for angsty teens

to this day project

distractions etc

rice questions - answer simple questions and donate free rice to people in poverty!

break something - good for anger

loads of cute games

learn something new - a masterpost of hobbies

exercise like a superhero

things to do when you’re sad

slap a guy with an eel - this is ridiculously entertaining

watch a dog lick your screen - it loops, so you could literally watch for hours if you want

daily puppy

how to make a comfort box

download free books - masterpost of book sites

emergency compliment!

if you have any queries or just want to talk then feel free to message me, i hope these resources are as useful to you as they have been to me :)

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i really hate to be doing this and to be asking anyone for money especially taylor but—

my payments for college loans have to be made starting next month when i’m set to graduate. i have one one per semester (aka 8) and each one is around $100, which is $800 dollars that I simply do not have as I am also out of job. my mom would typically help but with a nurse’s salary although appreciated the help is not enough. i’m currently applying for post-grad jobs but many have a freeze on hires. not only that but the paid internship i had set for the summer has now been cancelled. so all around my life is pretty sucky economically.

if you’d like to help and make a donation:

paypal: channettejgaray@gmail.com

venmo: channette-garay

thank you and hope you’re all staying safe right now 🥺

[asyouwalkthroughthedoors]

sometimes i remember taylor literally compared dear john to writing an email and the lyrics are so incredible i still cry about them after almost 10 years while the best email i can write is made of simple words’ synonims i looked up online and my name at the end if i remember iT

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@taylorswift @taylornation 💓

Hi Taylor,

I have a small favor to ask for one of your biggest fans. Our friend Laura (only 31 years old) has been battling cancer for the past 2 years. She got the unfortunate news that it spread very rapidly, and recently moved into hospice. Sadly, at this time she can’t have any visitors because of the COVID-19 crisis.😔 She has a great community of friends and we’re all sending her as much virtual love as possible. Laura is the biggest fan of you. She has been to all of your concerts, buys all of your merch and is a huge supporter. We would love if you could contribute to a video shout out or a FaceTime call to her. We all love her so much we want to do anything we can to make her happy. Please help us. ❤️ @taylorswift @taylornation

[asyouwalkthroughthedoors]

you know what truly makes me emotional sometimes? as a non native english speaker having been a fan of @taylorswift for the past decade has also meant learning so much more english thanks to her songs and words. sometimes back in high school i used to know words or sayings in english class that i didn’t even know were in my mind but were actually there because of taylor. i remember using the word ‘quicksand’ in a sentence once and having people be like ‘how did you even know that word????’ and for a second i had no idea till ‘I’d be smart to walk away, but you’re quicksand’ started playing in my head. and there would be just so many more examples of these kind of moments that made me always more and more proud of having made the decision to stan such an eloquent  intelligent songwriter queen. so besides everything that taylor has done for us personally and what she has meant to us in the various stages of our lives/ means to us in every moment of our life i always feel like i could never thank her enough for also all this.

[asyouwalkthroughthedoors]

Dear Taylor, i BEG you to help us 😭😭. first, i love the art you make all the time for us. this virus takes away my dream and my family's existence.. we can't even allow us to eat fruits or anything usual like a human being... it's hilarious to hear but cruel enough to experience...((also i have a dream to become an artist (music producer) and i gotta buy a laptop which's too expensive and because of the virus it became even more expensive. i had been working for months to save up money for it. but later the virus destroyed us. me and my mum lost our jobs. i couldn't even save up a half of the price for a laptop. my dad lost his constant customer and now he gets even less money than before. our mortgage isn't freezed by the bank and we gotta pay for it every month. i can't believe it's all real. i live in Russia. the situation is rather complicated but i wanna work hard. i was even ready to work despite the virus but my employer kicked me out..i don't even know what's gonna happen next. i do wanna believe that there's still kind people in this world. I WANNA BE A MUSICIAN... Taylor, i hope that your family doesn't suffer from such stuff. just be careful. sending you lots of love. my family's issues even before the virus didn't get me the opportunity to make what i really adore more than my whole life. i wanna get the justice at least once... sometimes we even barely make ends meet to find money for expensive pills and other medical preparations... Taylor, i don't want this. i wanna help my family and make music... we've always been struggling with that. TAYLOR, I DO HOPE YOU'LL SEE MY WORDS 😭

@taylorswift 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

@iloveswiftforever this is my tumblr

i actually recently found out Tumblr app so despite this fact, you've been an idol for me a lot

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My Mom is such a hard worker. A single Mom after my Dad passed away 12 years ago. She is working her butt off to renew her nursing license after it expired years back. And while she is finishing up the schooling to get back her license so she can go back to work as a nurse, it’s been really though and stressful financially on her. And let me tell you something about my Momma. She doesn’t ever like asking for help, she always puts others first and wants to do everything she can to help them. She would probably be upset at me for posting this because she doesn’t ever like asking for help, but here we are, I would do anything to help my Momma. It stresses me out to see that happening, I’m putting my PayPal because she doesnt have one and then giving to her. Anything is higly appreciated.

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Dear Taylor, i BEG you to help us 😭😭. first, i love the art you make all the time for us. this virus takes away my dream and my family's existence.. we can't even allow us to eat fruits or anything usual like a human being... it's hilarious to hear but cruel enough to experience...((also i have a dream to become an artist (music producer) and i gotta buy a laptop which's too expensive and because of the virus it became even more expensive. i had been working for months to save up money for it. but later the virus destroyed us. me and my mum lost our jobs. i couldn't even save up a half of the price for a laptop. my dad lost his constant customer and now he gets even less money than before. our mortgage isn't freezed by the bank and we gotta pay for it every month. i can't believe it's all real. i live in Russia. the situation is rather complicated but i wanna work hard. i was even ready to work despite the virus but my employer kicked me out..i don't even know what's gonna happen next. i do wanna believe that there's still kind people in this world. I WANNA BE A MUSICIAN... Taylor, i hope that your family doesn't suffer from such stuff. just be careful. sending you lots of love. my family's issues even before the virus didn't get me the opportunity to make what i really adore more than my whole life. i wanna get the justice at least once... sometimes we even barely make ends meet to find money for expensive pills and other medical preparations... Taylor, i don't want this. i wanna help my family and make music... we've always been struggling with that. TAYLOR, I DO HOPE YOU'LL SEE MY WORDS 😭

@taylorswift 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

@iloveswiftforever this is my tumblr

i actually recently found out Tumblr app so despite this fact, you've been an idol for me a lot

[asyouwalkthroughthedoors]

Really struggling right now.

So, maybe no one of you knows my existence But As many of you, me and my family (mom and sister) are struggling very hard right now with the coronavirus. My name is Maria and I'm from Venezuela, so before this caos there were a social-politic-economic crisis in this country, maybe some of you knows about it. We have a inflation percentage of one million! Yes! You can reach it! Last year we had a electrician shut down for an entire week, twice and since then daily we have +6hours of cuts. Which makes difficult to everyone work, study, even to have food in the refrigerator it's complicated, even cook wouldn't be so hard to make if the domestic gas supply was regular as in anywhere but is not, which leads us to wait for the electricity to get back so we can finally make the food, after more than six hours of not eat anything.

Some maybe think that it would be more easy to buy more food like snacks or something that doesn't not need to be cooked. Well, I want you to know that our regular salary in Venezuela is the equivalent of 3 Dollars. Three Dollars, so food it's a very difficult good in almost every house of this country.

My mom (she's 61) was in retirement after 35 years of being a incredible Nutritionist. But with that amount of money she had to found a new job so we could just eat. She found it at an Uruguays company answering online questions. She is sitting in from of the computer 9 hours daily and they paid her 100$ per month. Better than 3$ they say. And yes, when the electricity is out she still have to be working by the phone.

My sister have a freelance work since 5 years ago, with an average of 100$ per month and some how we worked out with 200$ almost good, spending 50$ per week just in food. This month they said to my mom that they couldn't pay her due the crisis of the coronavirus and that if she still wanted to keep her job she has to stay working. For free. Who knows for how long. She is 61 old. She can't keep doing this.

I'm 21, I'm studying for being a good Nutritionist too. Some time ago there were a swiftie body positive night (I'm posting it again) and I encouraged myself to put my photo and participate. I was weighting 45kg (like 99 pounds) at that time and hoping that I could gain weight soon after that. I'm 42kg (92 pounds) right now and I... I can't even say anything.

Right now writing this there's no electricity, no domestic gas. It's 10pm and our last meal was at 1pm.

I know that in this moment everyone needs every dollar that comes to their hands. I'm just... I don't know. I hope this past soon

This is something that is affecting people who was already affected in almost everywhere right now.

@taylorswift I know that you're offering some help to some who really are in need and your kindness would be everything to me 💕

[asyouwalkthroughthedoors]

❥ 1,989 days of 1989

october 27th, 2014 → april 7th, 2020