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[atouuugenei]

16.06.2025

11:36

This one’s a bit foggy but here we go.

For a good chunk of it I was in this weird store that had a bunch of clothes and fashion stuff and it felt like everywhere I went all the customers were watching me.

Suddenly cave diving.

Me and another person I didn’t recognise were just mining like minecraft style DEEP IN THIS CAVE. For the most part it was alright I guess. Person 2 was kind of trailing behind, I fear I was too enthusiastic.

Cut back to store place which is now more of a bigger airbnb version of our house now. I’m walking to go take a shower and I feel faint as HELL and also my vision is super spotty. Then my father walks out the bathroom and his upper legs and torso are like twice the usual height and apparently this is a normal thing that happens when you shower in this universe??? You turn into a mandela catalogue alternate??? And apparently I had learned about this in school???

I hate dreams with body horror with a passion.

Anyways vision still spotty and I feel like I’m gonna faint and my stomach hurts like all hell so I walk very slowly back into this dark room that’s eerily a lot like my cousin’s room.

Suddenly I’m in the passenger seat of a car driving me back to the mines and the only person I recognise is my first ex who says something about glasses and I say I need to wear mine more because I had been feeling faint?

Hey, dream me, may I recommend a doctors appointment?

Anyways so we’re back in the mines.

We might have mined a little too far and got stuck on opposite sides of this collapsing ditch somehow. So I did some parkour and suddenly this is a story time animation video on how I escaped the mines and suddenly I’m watching Jaiden animations and suddenly *I’m* Jaiden animations saving my mystery cavemate from the collapsing rocks.

Awesome?

On the way home in the car we almost ran over school children.

And there was a very joyous dog there who has his own room.

Adorable.

11:49

[atouuugenei]

01.06.2025

7:16

Okay so first off //TW for brief mentions of gore and also emetephobia

There were two dreams however i only remember one part of the first one. That being that maybe I was comparing about som to my friends on discord and one of them sends this link to a fake story about a boy who did something horrifying anf then took pictures of it and posted it online. Now when she sent this she CLEARLY said read at your own risk but I clicked anyways but my brain was gracious enough to have only cartoon renditions of the actual gorey images and they were also censored so I only got the displeasure of reading a bit of what happened before stopping. Whuch I guess is better than the last dream I barely remember because the most I can recall were the awful massacre scenes that ends in people on the ground in the dark with their brains blown out that were literally everywhere. Fun stuff.

Anyways the second dream was a little more tame but still not fun.

I was in like this area/building that looked like some weird hybrid mix between my school and church. The church part looked extremely dilapidated in one area for some reason. I was at youths on a friday niggt it seemed until I was pulled aside by one of the leaders (by pulled aside I mean literally dragged to the back) because there is sort of an issues between some people at my youths at the moment, two of them are visiting from college and my closest friend there has a recent fallout and resulting meltdown from the interaction and I made a private report about how he was being treated. That’s what was being addressed by the leader. The two girls and my friend were there too which would not happen in real life since it was a private report that will likely remain anonymous.

So we’re gonna n the back and he is talking to them about it and I’m not really list because suddenly

babies.

????

A bunch of the babies and toddlers from the church just show up on the unfinished and broken staircase (that doesn’t actually exist by the way) and suddenly I am preoccupied with either guiding them back down to the sanctuary or stopping them from falling to their deaths. My brother was also there even though he is eight years old and NOT a baby but I used that to my advantage and told him to guide the babies back to the sanctuary and watch them.

Now after all that suddenly the old dilapidated room became extra dilapidated.

No walls, filled with garbage in dirty pink water. I don’t know what coupd have possibly been in that water that made it pink. Now the issue here is that when my youth leader turned back to talk to me after everyone else had magically disappeared and I had just finished saving the lives of multiple toddlers I was like floating on top of something in this gross pink concoction and he just went “ew”. Did I mention that I didn’t actually know this was dirty water filled with garbage yet? (EITHER WAY WHY WAS I JUST IN IT????)

But he very bluntly said “it’s garbage” and suddenly I felt every little but and chunk of debris caked up in their on my skin and ran out. Then I felt reasonablely nauseous and looked over to see that my youth leader was now talking to a person in my class from school and someone who graduated like two years before us.

At this point I began to notice the scene had changed to look like the parking area and basketball court at my school but before I could do anything I just crouched over on the ground and threw up for a concerningly long time for a dream and felt awful.

Then when I got back up finally the two people from my school started waving to me to throw this ball around and run.

So then I complied, I took the ball and kept throwing it and running with it while they chased me to the gate of the basketball court and then after that we all seemed to just settle down and laugh about it and also one of them made a backhanded comment and some random person sitting on the bench.

And then I woke up.

7:40

[atouuugenei]

05.07.2025

6:45

Boy has it been a while. This one actually made me a little sad.

So being Caribbean and taking from the British school system, my school has prefects and head prefects. I am one of them. Last year at the beginning of our senior year we went on a trip to the capital. This dream was another one of those trips I think except we weren’t staying in one air bnb. I was in this strange man’s house and he had a chauffeur to get us places.

Also he just always looked tired for some reason. He was tall, white, and he wore a black suit. So we were leaving to go somewhere for this trip ay night and we walked outside and got in this presidential looking jeep.

Outside did not look like anywhere in my country but I rolled with it and asked no questions. He went to Starbucks to get coffee which was right next to his house then I asked to get coffee somewhere else (odd because I don’t drink coffee) but we went and I got something.

Then we drove to a restaurant where me and the other heads were going to be eating. It wasn’t just us though. And I don’t remember seeing all of us either. I recognised one of my best friends and someone I knew from a completely different school and this other kid I had never met before with really cool hair.

And for some reason I was absolutely exhausted??? Like not even just tired like, ill exhausted. Which in retrospect makes sense because the reason that I don’t drink coffee is because it makes me feel sick.

Now after I found myself sitting pathetically with my head on the table and trying not to pass away, bestie who I actually saw says “LOOK (name of other school in my country that’s known for having a bunch of rich kids) CAME HERE TOO ON A PLANE!!”

So of course my reaction was “What the hell why didn’t they just drive” then everyone turns to look out the window and is like what on earth obviously. But they seriously have got two kids standing presidentially as the plane descends and they have this fancy looking uniform I have NEVER seen before. AND HALF OF THEM HAVE LIKE REALLY COOL LOOKING ALTERNATIVE HAIR??? LIKE????

And i said that too I couldn’t NOT compliment their hair (as well as the hair of the one kid in my group I had never met).

So after that I am assuming we like actually ate or something (I didn’t guess I was feeling to ill) and it was time to go.

But when we went everyone came back to the place I was stay with that dude (who I never saw again btw). For some reason though we were in the attic the whole time.

This is where is gets sad. I was looking about in the attic moving etuff around like bixes so it would be easier for us to get around and then I looked in this drawer and you will never believe what I saw

KNIFE INANIMATE INSANITY PLUSHIE.

HELLO?????

LIKE DUDE ITS JUST HERE.

I CAN HAVE THIS. ITS MINE NOW.

There was a lego build of Suitcase too but I was more concerned about how he Knife Plush I wanted and never got obviously that’s like MY WHOLE THING.

Obviously I took it.

And I read underneath it and it had a description of him? And it said something odd like he get tired ehen he hides his feelings and doesn’t like to say “I’m not okay”. Which okay yeah cool headcanon I guess bro I’m all for projection.

Oh wait this is ny dream.

Anyways so I had Knife plush

THEN I GOT WOKEN UP BY MY BROTHER AND REALISED I DON’T ACTUALLY HAVE IT AND IT WAS JUST A DREAM.

7:07

[atouuugenei]

03.15.2025

12:40

I just remembered what I dreamt last night even though i woke up like over an hour ago; and this is a relatively short one but i found it interesting but also a bit odd.

I was living in a house that had a layout much more similar to my grandmother’s house; and my father was moving me into a different room because there were some complications with the electrical wiring.

So I was moved into a room that looked very similar to my older cousin’s old room and the walls had a bunch of little holes in it where he like carved out some stuff for rewiring I guess? Although I don’t think that’s how it works. I have no idea.

Anyways he was telling me which sockets I could and could not use so I wouldn’t start a fire and die or grt electrocuted and die. Cool.

Very cool and understandable. The room looked pretty modest I think it actually had a bunk bed and i nice array of shelves but that’s about all I can recall.

Also got some reason when i looked in the mirror and took off my glasses in the dream the part of them that like goes around your ears (not really sure what it’s called) was like cut off and missing? Also they were orange instead of blue. I guess dream me had a different taste.

12:48

[atouuugenei]

11.15.2024

6:48

It kind of looked like I was in some sorr of studio or something and I was watching this girl group fillm a music video or something, then everyone started wondering “dude where’s kendrick?” “wheres kendrick lamar?”

so I went inside this closet nearby and started screaming the “KENDRICK, DROP ANOTHER DISS TRACK, AND MY LIFE IS YOURS” thing

and then I went walking deeper into the closet but it wasn’t action a closet it was like a tunnel oind of and I found this little room and in it was kendrick lamar but like

short, REALLY SHORT like shorter than me (im 5’2 for comparison)

but he was just chilling in this room that kinda looked like one of the rooms in my goddy’s house back in like 2011 and he had a bunch of stuff

like I think he was messing around with these toy cars or something and he had like this giant stack of snacks next to his bed and half of it was jello so I went “you eat jello?” and he just went

“yee”

and for some reason i went “kendrick where are your glasses” and he pulled out two pairs of glasses, one with black frames and one with purple frames and i said “well kendrick whats wrong with these ones” referring to the black ones

and he said “well i don like em cuz theyre BLACK”

and I was like “damn okay dude.”

Then we both left the little room and I was back watching that girl group do their dance routine or whatever and suddenly kendrick just walks out from the door to the right of them that suddenly exists now and everyone goes

“GASP,,,ITS KENDRICK LAMAR”

and that applause sound you hear in sitcoms whenever a guest star appears started playing

and then I woke up

6:59

[atouuugenei]

07.26.2024

9:50

this dream feels like some extension to ones I had before (twice) so here we go ig

i was in my school and i went into the auditorium. we were practicing for some kind of music performance and at first it was literally only kids from my school. afterwards though the characters were primarily inanimate insanity characters which was interesting. I went in the back behind a bunch of chairs and talked to knife for a little bit though i don’t remember what we talked about.

afterwards i went back to where all the chairs were and suddenly the setting switched to a classroom where i was running away from fnaf characters (glamrock chika and roxxanne or however you spell her name) and i almost died like twice

now this is the part of the dream that felt familiar

i was in a school setting again except it was an unfamiliar school and we got a warning while outside that a very tall building which was next to us was collapsing and we had to evacuate. only thing is we had to evacuate on our own accord

now i was with someone who looked kind of familiar but i couldn’t put a name to the face and we were evacuating together. also for some reason i was in an inanimate insanity gc with some of the contestants. we stopped in q building nearby because we were waiting on something (by we i mean she). eventually we got moving as fast as we could and i tried to call my mom while we were running but she didn’t answer. we had to swim a good bit of the way to evacuate (i think the adrenaline was pushing me to swim faster because i suck at swimming irl so im surprised i kept up with her so well she seemed like a pro). i had to quickly secure my phone in a waterproof backpack she had and gave me to carry and then we were off.

the first bit of swimming was easy but then we got to this more swampy looking area and from there we crossed some roots that led us into a more dangerous part of the water that had a warning sign and sharks. now honestly i was terrified atp, especially after she showed me the giant cage with the great white sharks, but we kept going

we went through this giant pipe that she described as a slide and honestly it felt interesting to go through; all the twists and turns made me scared i would lose her if i didn’t keep up but we eventually made it out the other side, where there was a single island where the same inanimate insanity characters i was in a gc with were. I can’t remember all of them but the ones i remember seeing were silver spoon, nickel, knife, lifering, and balloon.

also after we were safe on the island the flag that was apparently on top of the falling building we were running from came down and smacked us all on the head before flying into the heavens as the rest of the building just crumbled.

after all that i was suddenly home complaining to my parents about it and telling my mom how upset i was that she didn’t pick up my call and that this was the third time this had happened to me

then i went into my room to text the same inanimate insanity characters i mentioned earlier

10:34

[atouuugenei]

07.06.2024

9:12

Another one.

For some reason harry potter was there for a bit. We were in some underground facility where everyone talked about how the old ceo sucked and the new one was nicer but sucked at his job.

We get like a flashback to the old ceo ruining a cave for the facility or whatever. To be honest I have no clue what they were even doing its like they were tearing down giant structures that kinda looked like beds or something.

Suddenly I’m with my dad in a car and we’re driving. I think he switched cars like 4 times but I only remember like 2. All were like super dark and driving with him felt super uncomfortable like he was hiding something. In the third car we started driving through a school and he started talking about it like he worked there (my father is an educator but this particular high school he literally never worked at in his life). So he parked the car and we just walked around a bit seeing students preparing for one of our native festivals and stuff and while doing that I ran into a person I know (who oddly enough was in my last dream as well which was only a few hours ago). So my dad let me talk to him and he left. We just hung out a but and were messing around. By messing around I mean parkouring through the school to get to the front; pushing through kids, jumping over walls and what not; you know the deal. I told him this is why I could not ever go to a public high school and he agreed as if this was a normal occurrence. So I got back in a different car with my dad and this ride felt even more uncomfortable. For some reason mid ride the radio started freaking out, and it felt like we were walking, from inside the car. We were on this dark sketchy road under a bridge and we passed a sketchy looking gas station (remember this for later). So since dreams suck at transitions I’m home suddenly.

At home our current efficiency is not there yet and my father still has his old office and there is an air bed taking up most the space. My father is not home. It’s me my brother and my mom. Something is extremely off about my brother. He’s in my dads office and the office is covered with this clear sticky residue and it looks like it’s coming from his spit; and already he after and looked off so I left him alone and went into my room after a bit. Suddenly now we’re all eating and my father is home briefly and I start getting calls from my best friend (who is trans but her parents don’t know this only a few of her friends do). I cannot answer the calls at the moment so instead she send voicemails. I go back into my room after my dad leaves to listen to them and she starts saying her parents found out which terrified both of us. After listening to the messages my mom walks in my room to say shes going out. At this point I’m afraid of my father, my brother, and the fact that my best friend is very likely in danger. I ask my mom how long she will be gone for and she responds sighing telling me the while day which is extremely unusual for her. Usually when i’m left home ti babysit my brother or on my own my parents are only out for a few hours at most. A whole day and we spend it at our grandmas place. At this point I was scared out of my mind to be left alone with whatever it was in the house posing as my little brother.

Another awful transition and I’m inside that gas station from earlier. It was run down and gloomy from the inside too. There were no cashiers or anything just this eerie groaning and buzzing sound surrounding me. I decided to go outside and it was like crimson red outside. And on the ground were rotting corpses but they were moving. I think i’m too into resident evil because i did not know what it n the leon kennedy was happening at this point. Considering the fact that the dream continued that means I didn’t try to wake myself up and I was more confused than scared.

Still outside the gas station, I suddenly had a gun how convenient. At first I thought it wasn’t working but it just fired bullets really slowly. Same went for the gun the literal undead corpse had as well for some reason. I had some people helping me by shooting however they couldn’t dodge the bullets themselves. One of them was a girl frim my church AGAIN. So while i was shooting I was also helping them dodge bullets.

After I few minutes of this I woke up in confusion.

9:35

[atouuugenei]

07.06.2024

6:04

I was at school and a few of my classmates and I went on a trip in the school bus on our own. Another friend of mine from a different school along with my grandmother were there also. For all of the ride pretty much I sat in the front passenger seat of the bus. We went to various different places but the one I remember most include two restaurants and a construction site beside a gas station where one of my classmates was working over the summer.

The first restaurant seemed to just be inside of somebody’s house and was pretty run down and I don’t even remember what food I was served. I do remember the chef/owner (who looked eerily like my beat friends father) however gave us all candy bars and plushies afterwards. However me and another one of my classmates had forgotten our things after leaving. Everyone was pretty uneasy about the place so we devised a plan to steal our things back even though we didn’t really have to. It wasn’t anything special, we just walked in when the dude wasn’t in the front where the table was. On that same dirty tables we found our chocolate bars (which were given to us in plastic bags where they were still sitting) and plushies. (If anyone’s curious my classmate har a kermit the frog plushie and I had an axolotyl plushie resembling one I own in real life. I swear though just before I got out the door I saw the owner of the place peak out at me in the corner of my eye.

After that “heist” we drove off again, and for some reason this time I was not in the front of the bus, but this time we headed to the gas station. After the bus was fueled we drove to the side of the station where there was a huge construction site to which one of my classmates was working. A few of us got out the bus to get a closer look though we didn’t cross the fence. As we were looking another school seemed to be visiting the place; albeit a primary school; and the kids all has little go carts that they were riding on and it was actually super adorable. After that we headed back in the bus (I got to sit in the front passenger seat again) and we headed off again.

The last location I remember us going to was some restaurant that served some sort of asian food (I don’t remember what kind). Though prior to entering we stopped the bus without moving briefly just to hang out, and suddenly for some reason my glasses got lost and replaced with new ones (new frames at least) and it had this weird strap thing instead of just having handles. After this we were just driving into the sunset for a bit before I started to worry about problems outside my dream for some reason and it was getting late in dream (that is a lunch meet-up i’m going to today). After a bit we noticed this guy in a chefs outfit in the window of a restaurant and he was frantically flailing his arms around with a distressed look on his face as if to say “PLEASE PLEASE COME TO MY RESTAURANT I AM BEGGING YOU COME IN PLEASE”. So we turned into the restaurant parking lot because we thought “why not” and we all headed inside. Personally I think this is the strangest part of this whole dream…We went in and of course now he was all happy and welcoming us. He had these weird machines though and finding out what they were for gave me whiplash. We were instructed that from this point on we were advised to restrict the use of our lower body (in his definition he was referring to the neck and down) from now on until we leave. So we were given robes to cover us from the neck down. The final part of this process was even stranger; we had to use thise machines to input our skin colour, they would scan our face shape, and it would print a mask of the top half of our face. We had to wear this too. It was definitely uncanny and I wasn’t even exactly sure why we did this. What I do know however is I also had to take my glasses off so that was interesting too.

I don’t remember much else about the dream but briefly after this sequence we were in the same restaurant except it was only me, a friend from my church, as well as a random girl I didn’t know. I was sitting with my head hung down in the corner until the friend I knew came up to me asking me something I don’t remember while the other girl (who was still wearing one of those weird masks) asked as shouting at someone in a room across the front of the restaurant who I couldn’t see.

I hope this means my class will go on a really cool and interesting trip together soon.

6:29

[atouuugenei]

06.29.2024

3:33 AM

i see the image of them removing the boys body from the grave

his clothes are ruffled and muddy

his skin is silvery white

i shouldn’t have watched that video about the lord of the mummies before bed

she was only ten

or i suppose to him she had been nineteen so she wasn’t such a little girl anymore.

3:36 AM

[atouuugenei]

06.29.2024

3:19 AM

i think i got so worked up about potentially getting spoiled by inanimate insanity leaks I ended up having a pretty negative dream somehow without it really being scary. I don’t quite recall exactly but i found myself in a darkened version of my house but it instead it served as a schoolhouse of some sort. not long after essentially everyone began panicking over something releasing though it was unclear what that was. i do remember simply standing in a very large dark hall and overall the dream had this odd dystopian and dark academia vibe as if something terrible was just about to happen. it was never silent. and personally i think there was too much walking my dress got extremely dirty and muddy from me running through the grass and covering my face with it repeatedly for some reason. i did not like it there. i wanted to leave not because something wrong happened but it felt like something was just going to go wrong because the universe called for it.

3:28 AM