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What I Miss

By Bud Koenemund

(Written: June 2021)

A 100 Word Story

Last night, I dreamt about you. Nothing momentous, or erotic; just an ordinary scene that faded quickly when I woke to the sadness of your absence, and the knowledge that I can’t even send you a “Good morning, Beautiful” text to enjoy the smile that – once upon a time – would have spread across your face when you realized I’m thinking about you. And, often, you’d send back a “blushing emoji,” because you don’t believe you’re beautiful. But, I’d say it every day – because it’s true – and I had hoped to make you believe it. That’s what I miss the most.

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VIDEO GAMES Lana Del Rey Live in Dublin (2013)

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don’t force love. don’t force bonds. don’t force connections. don’t force convos. don’t force anything.

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basically a lot of my problems boil down to me being really bad at waking up. and also really bad at going to sleep

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you like clingy until im performing blood magic to bind our souls together for all of eternity🙄

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being pretty in the passenger seat is just one of my many fortes

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my kink is seeing money go into my bank account

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*through gritted teeth* you are not a child taking a test with the purpose of getting the highest score, you are an adult trying new things and finding ways to enjoy your life, make mistakes, be a beginner, be mediocre, be where you need to be, be unlikeable, just. be.

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Current collection

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idk how much “it is what it is” i got left in me

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This close 🤏 to walking into a mysterious fog and never coming back

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I come back to tumblr when I’m feeling apathetic, remember it’s a viscous cycle and close the app again.

Also looking at who I follow and seeing most say “last updated 2-6 years ago” really makes me feel old.