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☆ 𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐒𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 | Saeyoung Choi

word count: 6,866k

warnings: suggestive but nothing happens, fem reader, fluff

[notes:] womp womp, back again lolol. So uhh this fic is basically a gift for my friend since we’re basically back in our mysme phase (lord help us). My friends name is Mui, so don’t get confused when you see her here! Mui and Saeran are a couple here. Sick fic for Saeyoung!

You stir awake from your slumber. You lift your arms in the air and begin to stretch—a perfect way to begin the morning. You slowly glanced to the side and seemed to notice the other side of the bed was empty. You assumed Saeyoung let you sleep in, even though you profusely refused to do so. He still would let you, despite your pleas. The sound of the rain seemed to have come to a halt, the sun began to brightly show its glow through the window. Despite the sun being out, you knew that if you were to open the window, the smell of rain would overfill your senses almost immediately. Now sitting on the bed, all you could do was observe the little water droplets on the window, watching as they would slide downward in a slow manner. It’s as if you were entranced by this activity.

You felt a tad strange... You couldn’t pinpoint it exactly, but there was something odd with you today; maybe you had caught something? You were completely against this thought due to the fact that today was the day Saeyoung wanted to spend as a family, a beach road trip he had suggested. We all favored the idea greatly. Everyone had come to an agreement for the date, and that day was today. You couldn’t afford to be ill, especially when this meant greatly to Saeyoung; he would constantly talk about it with great fervor. You pushed all those thoughts aside; maybe you were just overreacting? You haven’t presented any symptoms yet, so you are fine at the current moment. Your feet search to find mint-colored slippers on the carpet; once found, you open the door from your shared bedroom and head towards the living room.

You walk to the living room, and your steps come to a halt. You observe the room thoroughly. First, the first person you spot is the love of your life, Saeyoung, sitting on the couch, his back facing you. When you first met him, he was an enclosed person carrying around many secrets, many burdens, and suffering all by himself. He had been running all his life, never being able to be his true self, never being able to indulge in anything fully without the thought of him having to erase his current identity to run away surging in his mind. He had a tendency to always be hiding behind a mask, and then you came along. You broke his mask and helped him become his true self. He wasn’t 707, he wasn’t Luciel, but he was Saeyoung and that's the person you fell for despite his faults.

He seemed to be checking something on his computer and was completely engrossed by the LCD screen, multiple colors flashing all at once, the colors being reflected upon his glasses. He seemed so distracted that he hadn’t noticed you walk in behind him. It didn’t help that he had his headphones on as well. You duly noted that and would use it as an advantage to tease him later.

You wish he would fixate on his posture. Though you can’t help admitting that you found his sitting position adorable, he looked like a complete dork!

Next, you spot movement in the kitchen, eyes shifting towards the white-haired twin preparing breakfast. The smoke above the stove was present, and you watched from a distance how swiftly he did his thing. Saeran was the only skilled person when it came to the kitchen; for everyone else, if we were to go just a measly 1cm near the stove, we would burn the house down in an instant. Saeran knew everything from basic recipes to very complex and exquisite ones. He’s usually the one cooking for us every day; other days he would switch turns with Ms. Vanderwood so he wouldn’t have too much pressure. We would help him with simple tasks such as gathering ingredients or chopping onions, but the main action was all Saeran; cooking was his expertise, something he was incredibly good at. He begins to wipe his sweat bead from his temple with his white sleeve. You take a good glimse at his face, he seems a bit pale to you...Maybe it was due to the kitchen's terrible lighting or that your eyes were still sleepy, either way, you hoped it was nothing to worry about.

Finally, the last person who lived with you three had appeared in your line of sight. The other woman in the household had come out of the bathroom with a mop and carrying a blue bucket. She had an annoyed look painted across her face; she certainly did not want to clean. Mui was Saeran’s significant other, he truly treasured her with his entire life, and she too treasured him the same way. Saeran was a completely different person when she was around, he had never been this affectionate with someone, not even his own twin…Their relationship was truly impeccable; you were happy that Saeran had found someone so fond of him. You’ve known Mui for a while, and you considered her some sort of close sister. You two would get along pretty well, with a variety of things in common, especially an unhealthy obsession with gambling games, among other things.

She dropped the bucket onto the floor and placed the mop to lean on the wall as she walked towards Saeran, she sighed.

"Now I get why Vanderwood hates cleaning here!"

"The bathrooms are done, but now I have to clean the living room." Mui groans.

"You could’ve left the cleaning to me, Mui, I wouldn’t have minded," Saeran responded, pausing his cooking to give Mui a warm smile.

"No! You’re not going to take on any more tasks!"

"If it’s bothersome for you, then maybe when I finish here I could help-"

"I said no!"

You watched them have a small quarrel, mostly Mui giving Saeran a lecture on how he shouldn’t always take the burden and how he should learn to take a break for once. While he was cooking, he was listening to her with great focus.

You watched them with a weary smile. Saeran had the tendency to always take housework on, all of them. Even when everyone told him you could help him out, you would wake up the next day with the house completely spotless. So naturally, Mui wanted to stop that habit of his before he overworked himself to death.

You continued your walk and ended up approaching Saeyoung from behind the couch, then proceeded to sneak your hands around his eyes.

"Gahh!! I’ve gone completely blind!" He exclaims while pausing his actions on his computer. "There’s only one way to get your eyesight back~" You tease, while still covering his eyes, "I’ll do anything! Please god Y/N, without my eyes…How will I be able to see your cute face every day!?"

You stumble back and remove your hands from his face, completely flushed from the comment.

"Hey! That’s- Not fair! You can’t just say something like that so randomly."

"Flushed so early in the morning~ Hm?" He smirks, he gets off the couch, and makes his way towards your back. He sneaks his hands on your waist and lays his head upon your shoulder. You allow him to do this.

"I just can’t help but say the truth, y/n, a world without seeing you would be absolute torture!"

"I hope you slept well," he says while kissing your cheek.

"I told you not to let me sleep in... I want to wake up early to help around the house and work out, of course." You responded with a pout.

“I couldn’t help it! You looked so cute, I couldn’t get myself to wake you up," he says, hugging you harder.

"Stop calling me cute!" I try to let go of his grip, huffing.

"Okay okay~" He cheekily smiles at you; this makes you sigh. His smile was too precious, never failing to make your heart skip a beat.

When he removes his hands, you feel an overwhelming feeling of weakness all over your body. You are still able to stand, but you find this feeling very peculiar; it was worrisome.

"Ah, Y/N, good morning..." Saeran greets you while he begins serving up the blueberry pancakes he had been cooking on four plates on the dinner table.

"Morning, morning!" Mui greets cheerily everyone back, she’s serving up orange juice for everyone.

"I hope you all slept well," You yawn. The weakness is still present. You and Saeyoung settle yourselves on the dinner table, and Mui and Saeran join you after setting everything up.

"The loud thundering at night was so scary." Mui said, shivering at the thought of it.

"Really? There was thunder?" You question.

"I must’ve fallen asleep by then." You added, while you begin cutting your pancakes.

"Y/N, you were knocked out like a light, you fell asleep while I was talking to you." Saeyoung pouts, he hands you the syrup.

"Oh… I’m sorry."

"Nah, I’m just joking around, I didn’t mind watching you slowly drift away to sleep~"

"You sound like a creep saying that," Saeran says to him as he sips his juice.

"Hey! Don’t act like you don’t do the same with Mui."

"Do you?" Mui curiously looks at him.

"…"

"Aww, my brother is such a cutie. Look, he's all red." Saeyoung teases.

"Please, shut up…"

You laugh at their shenanigans.

"So…. Are we all ready for today?" Saeyoung asked, looking at everyone, he couldn’t contain his excitement, you basically saw stars in his eyes.

"Hell, yeah, going to the beach after the rain is so relaxing... Especially if the clouds are still covering the sun." Y/N answers him.

"I could use a tan, so the sun not being there is a total bummer," Mui says with a disappointed sigh.

"I don’t think I can get tanner than I already am." You responded to her.

"Hm… That sounds like something I must see for myself."

"Another thing you’ll see is Y/N is her swimsuit~" Mui nudges a shoulder toward Saeyoung to tease him.

"Gahhh, not yet, I have to wait." Saeyoung covers his face to hide his blush.

"It’s red~"

"Alright, time to get ready. Saeyoung jumps out of his seat, picking up his half-finished plate.

"You haven’t finished your food yet, sit back down!!!" You croaked, blush painting your face, pulling him right back to his seat.

…

"Um, hey Saeran?" Mui starts.

"Yes, dear?"

"You look a bit pale." Mui pointed it out worriedly.

It looks like you weren’t the only one who noticed it...

"Now that you mention it, he does seem pale," Saeyoung commented in agreement with Mui.

“Really, do I seem that way? I feel completely fine.”

"If you say so… Maybe you should lie down on the couch for a moment," Mui suggested.

"I wouldn’t want you to faint on us."

"I can help you take him over there, Mui." Saeyoung offered, he began to worry about his brother.

"I’m fine, really. I don’t feel ill." Saeran protested, it seemed he didn’t want to be a burden to both of them.

"You’re not fine, you look as white as a sheet of paper. Please, Saeran, let's just prevent any fainting from happening, yeah?" Saeyoung approachs him to help him out of his chair.

He sighs as if finally letting his defense down.

Both of them help Saeran onto the couch.

"Saeyoung, could you fetch him some water?" Mui asks while setting Saeran to lie on the couch.

"Alrighty, don’t worry, Saeran, your brother will save you!"

"I’ll clean up the dishes for you, Saeran." You say to contribute to helping him.

You stand up, pick everyone's plate, and go towards the kitchen. Saeyoung, looking for a cup of water, accompanies you.

As you begin doing the dishes, your vision starts becoming hazy, and your eyes completely shutting you out. You begged not to get sick, but it seems your assumption in the morning was correct. You let go of the dishes in the sink and start to slowly fall, knees completely buckling, the overwhelming weakness has won over your body.

"Y/N! Hey, hey are you alright? Answer me!" Saeyoung shouts, while catching you rapidly in his arms, he drops an empty cup onto the floor.

"What’s happening over there?! Y/N?" Mui asks concernedly from the living room,

"Shit, Y/N is burning up Mui, looks like she and Saeran might have caught something." He holds you in his arms.

You gain consciousness quickly and analyze the scene.

"Y/N, it's okay I’m right here," Saeyoung assures you.

"My head is pounding, did I just faint?" You ask, you weren’t aware on what just happened.

"Yeah, good thing I caught you in my arms just in time."

"We’ll have to reschedule the beach day for another time." He mumbles to himself.

"Wait, wait, no… I can go, there’s no need to cancel Saeyoung, please." You beg Saeyoung while grasping on his red shirt.

"The decision is final, Y/N, you both are sick, and we’re going to stay here and take care of you."

"But-!"

Saeyoung gives you an assertive look, you couldn’t defy him, especially when he was completely right. There’s no way you all could enjoy a day out when two of you were sick.

"You were really looking forward to today... I’m so sorry."

"Hey, look at me," He ushers, and you give him a glance.

"Don’t blame this on yourself, alright? No one has control over these things."

"You just have to learn to deal with them. Now, I’m going to carry you to bed, hold on tight," He picks you up and makes his way to the living room.

"Saeyoung, Saeran is developing a fever too, my guess is they both caught the flu or a simple cold," Mui says while having her hand on Saeran's forehead. Saeran seemed to be struggling to catch his breath.

"It’s that time of the season, so it wouldn’t be too far off of a guess."

"We’ll need to monitor both at the same time. How about putting them in the guest bedroom that has two separate beds?"

"Ohhh, me and Mui combining forces to take care of our loved ones? I like the sound of that!"

"Defenders of Sickness, woohoo!"

"Alright, Y/N onwards we go to the guest bedroom!"

"Come on, Saeran, cling to me, okay?"

1 hour later

Your vision was currently hazy, the pounding inside your head felt as if a thousand tambourines were being played simultaneously next to you, getting louder at every moment, the heat your body was producing suffocated you, and the weakness was more present than ever before. You despised being sick. You clutched your head with both hands in hopes of stopping the immense headache, but it failed to do anything. You kept shifting in the bed, unable to sleep due to the pain and the insufferable heat. Saeran, who was in a separate bed next to yours, was suffering just as much as you, possibly even worse. His small panting filled your ears, his face completely flushed instead of being pale like earlier, he seemed like he was having the worst time, his immune system was the worst out of both of us.

Saeyoung and Mui were taking careful precautions with us, they preferred not to have three people in the house be sick, so they urged us to put masks on to prevent our sickness from spreading when they were taking care of us. There were two masks: one was an old, plain black one that was given to Saeran, and the other was a cat one. This was not just an ordinary cat mask, this was a cat mask. You could see the cat's mouth, nose, and whiskers, it’s like you were a cat yourself. Of course, Saeyoung gave you this mask first.

I let out a loud groan and began to speak:

"I can’t get any sleep. My head feels like it’s going to explode."

"Yeah… I don’t feel that well either. I’m surprised I can speak coherently at this moment." He chuckles, later followed by a cough.

"Please, god. Just take this headache away from me!" You groan.

The door slightly opened, then Mui's head peaked through, and she proceeded to enter the room fully. She was holding a silver tray with two water-filled cups and four white pills, and she seemed to have a calm demeanor while entering. Well, it was only natural since she worked as a nurse, so it’s no surprise she was well prepared for situations such as this. Still, the way she was calm and collected impressed you.

"Here, take this." She handed each of us two pills.

"What exactly is it?" You ask curiously; you definitely did not want to put a random pill in your body.

"It's Tami Flu. Considering both of you guys symptoms are similar to those of the flu, then this medication will make you better."

"Thank you, dear; you are always so thoughtful and full of knowledge. We don’t deserve your tender care." Saeran showers Mui with appreciation.

"Saeran~ I hope you get better soon. I’m going to tackle you in a hug when you’re all better."

"You’re always free to do whatever you want to me."

"Okay, okay, tone down with the flirting; my head might actually explode if I listen to it anymore." You disrupted their conversation before it could escalate further.

"Haha~" She hands us water cups to accompany the pill.

"You’ll need to take it two times a day, so I’ll be very persistent for the next few days!" She warned both of us clearly, and we both nodded in agreement.

You begin to sit up on the bed fully, you take the pill, and you take a huge gulp of water. You hope the pain will subside very soon. The pill left a weird metallic taste in your mouth, but you’ve dealt with this before while taking Tamiflu. It's definitely a hindrance, but if it makes you feel better, you must learn to deal with it. As you begin settling into your covers once again, Saeyoung suddenly bursts through the door, making the three of you jump in sync. Mui dropped the silver tray with the cups, thank God they were plastic. He was wearing his usual long red wig and was wearing a nurse outfit, all of you were left agape. Mui seemed confused; Saeran was so disgusted that he proceeded to hide under the covers; he almost puked at the sight; you, on the other hand, were starstruck by his costume. You knew that due to the agency, he had to disguise himself in all types of costumes for different types of missions, but since he recently had left it, you hadn’t seen him in a costume for a good while. Now he was here, in a nurse costume, with a long wig, and wearing heels. He definitely had a knack for being the best at dressing up, you couldn’t take your eyes away.

"Nurse Choi at your service!" He announces it cheerily while striking a pose.

“Saeyoung, what in the world are you doing??" Mui asks him very puzzled; she looked like she wasn’t aware of this.

"I’m going to be helping my patients, duh." He retorts to Mui, still not looking satisfied with his answer.

"Nurse Choi! Nurse Choi!" You cheer him on happily, even though you feel badly; you will give him your utmost enthusiasm.

"Nurse Choi, please go back where you came from." Saeran takes a small peek from under his blanket to tell him this.

"Tsk tsk, I’m here to stay, unfortunately." Saeyoung sticks his tongue to Saeran, he groans loudly, and hides again under the covers.

Saeyoung looks at you and heads over there. He places his hand on your forehead and feels the fever.

"How are you feeling today, Miss Y/N? Any symptoms I should know about?" He asks patiently, waiting for your answer. You could tell that Saeyoung was mostly doing this to cheer you up due to the road trip getting canceled and you particularly blaming yourself for it. He wanted to take your mind off of it.

"My head hurts a lot right now." You answer him truthfully, giving him a sad smile.

"Oh no, it looks like you’re in dire need of my care."

"I’ll make you feel better, don’t worry." He pats your hair, and you lean into his touch.

He then goes in to lean for a kiss.

Mui and you both shout in unison. He’s taken aback by this.

"No, no! You'll get sick! No kissing allowed till I get better." You push Saeyoung away.

"But my kisses will definitely speed your recovery!" He urges you while pouting, he really wants to kiss you even when you look like a train wreck.

"Listen to her, Saeyoung! I'm even refraining from jumping Saeran." Mui contemplates.

"So if you kiss Saeran on his cheek, he’ll get better?" You curiously ask, in order to tease Mui.

"Of course!"

"Absolutely not." Saeran mumbles from inside the covers.

"If I can’t kiss him, no one else will," Mui says defensively, staring daggers into Saeyoung from across the room (she was sitting in Saeran’s bed). Even though he meant a cheek kiss, she still wouldn’t allow it.

"Aw…"

"No, but I'm serious, Nurse Choi, I don't want you to get sick, so please refrain from using your treatment at the moment." You shift the conversation back to the main point.

"Always so caring, I love you so much." He caresses your hair, and he then realizes that he just broke character.

Saeyoung coughs,

"I mean… Ms. Y/N, you are certainly a wise patient. I’ll take your advice."

"Thank you." You softly smile at him, which he returns swiftly.

"Now, then, Mr. Choi, I’ll be with you now."

"Don’t get near me, please."

"Come on now~"

"Leave Saeran to me, Saeyoung; you can take care of Y/N." Mui shields Saeran before Saeyoung can get near him.

"My own personal nurse, so excited."

"I’ll take good care of you," he smiles.

"Now that they’ve taken their medicine, let’s leave them to sleep, we’ll come back later with lunch." Mui stands up from Saeran’s bed and makes her way towards the door with the empty silver plate.

"Both of you in our care will get better!"

"Defenders of Sickness!" They high-five.

They make their way to exit the room; you hear them mumbling outside, mostly Mui asking Saeyoung what the hell he was doing in a nurse costume, to which he replies, "This is a job for two nurses." After that, the voices began getting distant until you could no longer hear them. You lay back down after all the ruckus with a sigh, and you begin closing your eyes to see if you would finally fall asleep. Saeran mimicked your actions, although instead of completely being relaxed, you could hear him having a coughing fit. You would’ve asked him if he was alright, but after you closed your eyes for the 56th time, you finally blacked out.

3:00pm

You are stirred awake from your slumber by a familiar red hair. You grunt at the sudden disturbance, and when you open your eyes, you see Saeyoung softly moving you to wake up. He was still in his nurse costume, a total win for you. He had something in his hand, it seemed like a bowl of soup. You looked at the clock above Saran’s bed, and it had 3:10 p.m. on it, it appeared it was time for lunch. You sit up completely on the bed, you rest your head on the bedrest, and meet Saeyoung's gaze. He was smiling softly at you while holding the bowl of soup with his right hand. There was a cup of water on the bedside table that he had also brought in with him.

"I’m sorry, I hate waking you up; you look so at peace when you’re sleeping. That’s why I can never get myself to wake you up early when you ask me to." He breaks the silence by admitting this.

"But-! This time I had to do it since my patient needs to be well-fed in order to get better."

"It’s alright". You giggle, making him flush a bit.

"What about Saeran?" You tilt your head.

"I got him covered!" Mui said from the door, she entered the room with a bowl of soup in her hand as well, instead of a water bottle, had an herbal tea in her other hand.

"Saeran, wake up~ time for your food." She also stirred him awake. Saeran woke up with a tedious bed hair, rubbing his eyes.

"I was the one who made you this soup myself~ I really hope you enjoy it!" Saeyoung admits to you all giddy.

He looked happy to be able to take care of you, his soup was emitting the same love he had made it with, and you loved him so much it hurt.

The soup he had made seemed strange, you noticed the Honey Buddha chips floating on the meal, but you thought nothing of it. He put effort into this meal for you so you would swallow it whole, food is food, and you didn’t care about the consequences afterwards. You pick up the bowl of soup and drink it as if it were water. Saeyoung watched in awe, staring at how much you loved his soup. He used a napkin to clean your mouth thoroughly.

"Here’s some herbal tea and chicken soup. I tried my best looking at online recipes to make this." Mui sits down on the bed with Saeran and gives him his meal.

"I appreciate you going through that effort just for me, Mui... I will make it up to you, I promise."

"No, don’t think nothing of it. I’m taking care of you on my own accord, I don’t want anything back." She plays with his white strands while he’s slowly sipping the tea and eating the soup.

"I made mine from scratch, I didn’t use any online recipes!" Saeyoung brags to Mui.

"That stuff probably tasted bad! Y/N, you shouldn’t have eaten that."

"It was very well made," You say in defiance to what Mui said, you were willing to defend Saeyoung to the depths of the earth. (glazer)

"Ha, see!"

"Mui’s soup was well made too. The herbal tea was just as refreshing."

"Do YOU see~"

"Nurse Choi will always come out on top, I’m the best nurse!"

"You’re not even a real nurse, it’s a costume!!"

"I am a real nurse... On the inside." He touches his heart.

"Faker…"

"Am not."

"Are to.."

"Where's your uniform then, huh?"

"In the washing machine, I’m not even on duty today."

"Excuses, excuses,"

"It’s not an excuse!"

You and Saeran just watched them squabble quietly and deemed it better not to get involved, especially in both of your conditions. The foreseen consequences of the soup have now suddenly appeared, you were about to retch. Your stomach couldn’t tolerate the soup you had eaten previously.

"I think I’m going to be sick…" You announced it aloud, you abruptly got up from the bed and rushed to the bathroom, covering your mouth.

Both Mui and Saeyoung look at each other wide-eyed, and Saeyoung rushes behind you without hesitation; even with heels, he could still run with all his might. All that could be heard from the bathroom was your retching and Saeyoung giving you small praises.

Mui stays in the room with Saeran, who again seems pale.

"My body can’t seem to digest the meal you gave me." He says, while gripping his stomach, he couldn’t even conceal his sudden sickness at all.

"Oh no!! Not you too!" Mui freaks out, her calm demeanor from earlier had shifted due to this situation. She rushes to get a bucket from the storage room and gives it to Saeran just in time before he can retch. He had to use the bucket due to Y/N and Saeyoung currently occupying the bathroom.

"Let it all out." Mui rubs circles on his back.

"Never let me and Saeyoung touch the kitchen again." She pleads to him while letting her head down in defeat.

8:00 pm

You were scrolling through the messenger on your phone, seeing all the "Get well soon!" Messages from the RFA members. You were still sick, though, thanks to the medicine from earlier, the headache managed to tone down a measly bit, and you could at least use your phone without purging your vision. Saeran was still getting his sleep, he wasn’t much of a snorer now that you think about it. You could just hear his small breaths in the room. It certainly didn’t bother you at all, it felt sort of comforting. You were glad Mui was pampering him from time to time, he needed all the love he could get, even more now. You switched to Twitter and scrolled effortlessly on that too. You noticed a post that piqued your interest: Dang Heng from Honkai had his banner released today, so the day wasn’t a complete disaster for the most part. If you recall correctly, Mui was a huge fan of Dang Heng as yourself, and you wonder if she heard about-

You suddenly hear screaming from the living room, and you almost drop your phone out of surprise. That voice sounded familiar to that of Muis, you wondered if she was all alright. Saeran wasn’t startled from his sleep so you sighed in relief, the bedroom door burst open abruptly for the second time today. To this intrusion you did drop your phone to, you swear these people would kill you one day. Eyes met with Saeyoung in his usual black tank top with a towel around his lower part; he had a green toothbrush in his mouth. He entered the room panting; he looked like he just ran three miles in a second, and sweat beads were present all over his body.

He didn’t have his nurse costume anymore, which you mentally pouted at.

"I heard screaming, are both of you okay?!" He asks anxiously with worry painted on his features, the toothbrush was discarded on the ground when he had rushed over to inspect you, and Saeran. You were left baffled, not only because he was basically panting like a dog, but over the fact that he managed to run over so quickly with a towel on, he had a towel on… You looked away almost immediately.

"Did one of you scream…?" He asks, trying to catch his breath, clutching his towel. He looks at you, but you don’t make eye contact due to you being flustered.

"That- didn’t come from here…I think that was Mui." You stammered with your words,

"What…? I thought something had happened to both of you, I got so scared!"

"I’m doing fine here. Saeran is just sleeping over there, we’re chilling at the moment."

"I was finishing off my shower when all of a sudden I heard screaming, and I dropped everything to be here."

"I can see that…" You gesture while looking up and down.

"Get properly changed, please." You ordered him for your sake.

"What?" Saeyoung asked while tilting his head.

"Am I making you nervous~"

"You’re not! Just get dressed, Saeyoung!" You yell and throw a pillow at him.

"Haha~ "

Both of you hear screaming again.

"I’ll just tell her to tone it down."

Saeyoung steps out of the room with his green toothbrush at hand and one hand on his towel. He finds Mui sitting at the dinner table, staring at her phone with excitement.

"Mui, lower your voice, please. It’s late, and you’ll scare the neighbors just like you scared me!"

"I’m sorry, but… Dang Heng banner is out!!! She squeals.

"Dang who?" He goes to look at her phone screen.

"He’s from Honkai, I’m surprised you don't know him, you play genshin, and those games are connected in a way!"

"Yeah, yeah, just lower your voice. Also, I’m done using the shower, we should try helping Y/N and Saeran shower now." Saeyoung suggests to Mui.

"Nope! You handle it, I’m not moving out of here till I get him." She responds fast.

"What?! I can handle showering Y/N, but two people? Not to mention Saeran would kill me if I woke him up." He shivers at the imagination of Saeran being pissed.

"You can wake him up with no problem without him getting angry," He adds.

"You can shower Y/N first then,"

"What about teamwork? Defenders of Sickness? I need your help, please…."

"I’m sorry, but I’m going to stay here and drain my entire bank account if I have to get this man!"

"You and Y/N with your gacha addiction. I can hack into the system and get him for you."

"It’s going to take a while to do that, why wait so long when I can waste all my money and get him right now!" She fist pumps the air.

"That’s crazy! Think about what I’m saying, Mui, I’ll get him for you for free, just help me out here. "

"I need him now, Saeyoung, you don’t get it."

"I’ll waste every penny to get him now!"

"You don’t have to waste anything if you just wait for me, using money for everything is not ideal, you know."

"Easy for you to say… You have eight cars in the garage! If anything, that just exceeds the idea that money buys happiness, and that's what I’m going to do!"

She gets her credit card out of the wallet that was lying on top of the table.

"Not so fast," Saeyoung says, swiping the card away from her grasp.

“Hey, give it back, Saeyoung, oh my god!" She follows him.

"You’re not wasting money on something I can get you for free."

"It's my money, what the hell?! Give it back!" Their height difference made it difficult for Mui to get her card back, she kept jumping to reach it.

"I need him now! Dang Heng is waiting for me."

"The only thing waiting for you is bankruptcy if you spend your money on nonsense!"

"Y/N would want me to! This is all for her."

"She’s not dead; she's in the next room on her phone!"

"Can both of you shut up…" You stood at the door of the spare bedroom, holding on to the door frame for balance.

"Hey, Y/N, take it easy.. You shouldn't be standing, go back to bed."

"Y/N, did you see Dang Heng is out!"

"Uhhh, she doesn’t seem too happy."

"You both do know that Saeran is sleeping, right? And my headache was gone for a bit, but with all this screaming, it’s back again, so yeah, I’m pissed."

They both froze in fear.

"Ahhh, I’m sorry, dear! We might’ve gotten a bit out of hand."

You make your way towards Saeyoung and take the card with you, he flinches.

"This stays with me."

"My card! "

You give her a death glare.

"Eek!"

Y/N shuts the door behind her.

…

"Shall we get the bath ready?"

12:30 Am

You stared blankly at the ceiling, hoping you would fall asleep at any moment.

You sighed; you hadn’t expected the day to go like this. You were expecting the day to be full of fun, all of you at the beach, playing volleyball, collecting seashells, eating ice cream, and singing your hearts out in contentment on the carpool that would have happened. Though, instead of that, you were bedridden, along with Saeran, there was nothing you could do to prevent this, but you kept on putting the blame on yourself since you might’ve possibly been the one who brought the flu into the house since you recently were in contact with a friend who was ill, though she wasn’t aware she was sick at the time. Right now, all you could think about was the things you could’ve done today if things were different. You blame it on it being 12 a.m. thoughts getting to your head. Maybe if you hadn’t visited your friend nothing would’ve happened, and you would’ve had treasurable memories to remember for eons, like the reason this trip was planned for. Instead, you’ve become an inconvenience to everyone, you bit your lip to prevent yourself from crying, you definitely did not want to wake Saeran up with your sobbing. You tried not thinking about these thoughts but they would still linger in your head, you ruined the day for everyone. Small tears were beginning to come out of your eyes, you sniffed.

The door opened once again, and Saeyoung entered the room slowly. He came into the room holding a pill container and two water-filled cups without a tray; you forgot it was that time already. You rapidly wipe your tears away and try your best to look composed, but judging by the sad look he gave you, he knew something was wrong.

"Hey, hey…What’s wrong, Y/N? Don't cry." He places everything on the bedside table right next to you and sits on the bed, he begins caressing your cheek in order to calm you down.

"It’s nothing." You look away from his gold eyes, refusing to meet his gaze.

"You know you can tell me anything, right? I love you; please just let me know what’s on your mind."

"I can't hide anything from you, huh?" You laugh a bit, sighing in defeat.

"I can read you like an open book, love. Now, talk to me." He tells you, you begin to inhale and prepare yourself.

"I ruined beach day…You were really looking forward to it, Saeyoung. And here I had to get sick; I even dragged Saeran down with me. I’m sorry…" You look at the floor in a sad manner.

"Is that what’s been bothering you? Baby, it’s okay. So what if we couldn’t go to the beach today? We’ll have many more opportunities in the future. Don’t worry about that." He cups your face to look at him finally. Both of you stare at each other.

"Everyone’s schedule coincided just for today… We were supposed to make memorable memories that we would reminisce about for years to come."

"But we did make memorable memories?" He says bluntly.

"We did?" You asked, confused about what he was talking about.

"Definitely, I’m never going to forget the face you made when you saw me in a nurse costume!"

"Hehe… I really liked it, you always go all out with your costumes."

"What about Saeran’s look?"

"Lololol he looked so disgusted, it was hilarious. I’ll make sure to show him my costumes first out of everyone."

I start laughing a bit, and he smiles.

"I’m also not forgetting how you practically stole Muis credit card just so she wouldn’t get Dan Heng before you." He continues.

"What… That wasn’t the reason!!" You tried lying, but you could see the smirk that was forming on his face. You could never lie around him.

"I can read you before you can read yourself, Y/N."

"…"

"Also, I’ll never forget how you practically puked your guts out because of my soup."

"Haha! And Saeran too, with Muis. You guys should never touch the kitchen." You begin laughing completely.

"So mean~" He pouts in a playful way.

"I’m just saying the truth."

"Even if those memories weren’t quite what we expected, at least we made some right?"

"I guess you’re right…"

"Since when did you get so good with your words, Saeyoung …"

"I learned from the best!" He tackles you with a kiss barrage.

“Saeyoung, that tickles; stop, you'll get sick!!" You tried wiggling out of his grasp, but you failed. Still, it didn’t feel too bad having him kiss you.

"I can’t hear you~"

"Both of you… Stop the flirting, please." Saeran says groggily next to you, he’s still on the other bed.

Both of you pause and look at each other, and you laugh.

"I love you, Saeyoung." You look at him warm-heartedly, you were so thankful to have him in your life.

"I love you too." He returns it with the same look but with his usual charm.

"Oh yeah! I forgot about the pills, Mui fell asleep, so it’s my turn to give them to you guys. Don’t fall asleep, Saeran, wake up!" He jumps out from your side to shake Saeran awake.

Even when you were feeling down, Saeyoung would never fail to bring you back to your feet. You truly loved him. You were glad to be by his side, and you were also grateful for him allowing you to be there.

After a few days had passed, you and Saeran finally got better. The first thing you guys did was plan another date for the beach road trip, though this time you weren’t too worried if it got canceled again because at every moment you were making memories, even when you weren't realizing it, whether they were good or bad. Well, that’s what some wise redhead told you anyway, and you would trust in his words until the day you departed from him.

Bonus:

Cough,

“Ugh…My head hurts, my nose is all stuffed, my body aches, I’m going to die!” Saeyoung complains, followed by a sniff.

“Stop your screeching. My head hurts bad enough already.” Mui yells at him.

“It looks like you guys caught it too.” Saeran says to himself.

"Don’t worry, you have us now; we’ll take good care of you." You smile, rolling up your sleeves.

#mystic messenger

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𝐏𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐨𝐧 | Nagito Komaeda ੈ✩‧₊˚

word count: 1,637

warnings: none! fluff and comfort fem!reader

[notes]: yall this is my first fanfic ever owmwshwjhssj please dont mind it being absolutely CRINGE and BAD ive read this so many times that i despise this fic idc if it has mistakes im not READING THIS AGAIN 😭😭 also this fic is just sum beach walking and comforting komaeda

⊹ ⋆ﾟ꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹

The sulphury smell of the ocean enters your nostrils while you walk along the nearby shores of the beach. The wind blows gently at you, it tugs your hair a tinsy bit. You close your eyes, slowly taking a moment to inhale the intoxicating aroma with ease. The more you move forward in your path, the more footprints you set on the sand, in which the ocean will wash away eventually, and leave remains of nothing. You favored walks on the beach. It helped you concentrate and relieve all that pent-up stress within you. Not only that, but the beach gave you a sense of familiarity, it felt like a home to you.

The boy that had accompanied you on your stroll walked with the same peaceful aura as you. He was carrying a green umbrella due to his pale skin having the tendency to get burnt easily, such an inconvenience to him in which you found adoring. You halted to a stop and the boy behind you mimicked your actions, he looked at you with curiosity painted on his face. You begin gazing at the horizon at the end of the ocean, entranced by the beauty the world had to offer. The horizon displayed ombre colors consisting of various types of blue, with a small tint of yellow from the sun. You begin smiling with content. Not only was it due to the capturing scene bestowed upon your eyes, it was a result of the boy’s comforting presence as well. You were enamored by him, he had a very peculiar way of seeing the world, he had piqued your interest from the very beginning. Komaeda would support you at any given time, his undying kindness always took a toll on you, it prevented you from thinking straight. You weren’t sure what you felt towards him, but you could say for certain that you felt a compelling attraction towards him, you wanted him to remain by your side, always. Though, the way he would talk down to himself was something you much disliked about the boy. You loathed the way he perceived himself, the boy had extraordinary qualities, and yet he would still wear himself down. You wish he would see himself the way you saw him, An entracing work of art.

The boy’s smile by this time was plastered on his face, admiring you with the most adoring eyes. He wondered, what exactly were you thinking of? Komaeda cherished the moments you two would spend together. He felt that you completed him as a person, you made him want to experience many things he hadn’t indulged in before. He was spiraling with emotions due to your effect, he simply didn’t know what to do anymore. He preferred not to disgrace you with his execrable feelings, so he leaned for the choice to keep them confidential. Though, he did find that just being in your presence was simply enough for him.

You slowly turned your gaze towards him, noticing he was already staring at you with a warm smile. Could he have heard you thinking? Red tints begin spreading across your face, it begins stretching towards your ears.

“I’m sorry.” You mumbled softly, avoiding his gaze.

“I always tend to get distracted when it comes to the beach.”

“It makes me think a lot,” you tell him, beginning to fidget with your hair. You shift your eyes back to him a bit.

The boy gives you a small chuckle, reassuring you he didn’t mind it.

“Hanging out with you is more than I could ask for y/n…My luck has truly blessed me today.” He meets your gaze and gives you a warm smile, slightly tilting his head. You could hear the thudding of your heart through your ears, it felt like it was going to combust, the effect he had on you was insane.

“Though, I should ask why you asked me of all people to accompany you.” He began.

“I’m just a nobody, someone who has no place to be near a talented ultimate as yourself…Let alone walk with you! I would ruin the view for you with my terrible constant talking and…”

You faced him with intense eyes, a sweat bead goes down his forehead.

“Ah, seems I did just that, huh? I’ll just go back to staying quiet, so please continue.”

You began approaching him slowly, still maintaining the intense eye contact. Komaeda didn’t seem to step back.

“I must have truly angered you… My apologies, y/n. Feel free to punish me as you wish.”

You approached so close that Komaeda dropped his green umbrella onto the sand. He just stared at you in a confused manner, he seemed disappointed you hadn’t punished him yet.

Komaeda watched your lips part, awaiting the insult. You start, “I’m not mad Komaeda, I’m just simply admiring my view.”

“Your view?” He repeated in a confused manner.

“I don't quite follow.”

“Can't you see Komaeda? You’re my view.” Komaedas eyes widen at her sudden comment, he’s completely stunned. Did he hear you correctly?

“What…?” He asked,

“I’d rather much watch you than any other horizon.” You happily admit, returning the warm smile he had given you earlier. His eyes widened, a flush crept upon his face. Then you were hit by the sudden realization of your bold comments… Your brain broke a fuse.

“Yeah!! But, I don’t mean it in a weird way, please don’t misunderstand me. It’s just that I find you more intriguing than the horizon. Uh, That wasn’t phrased correctly either. What I mean is that-“

“Please…. Don’t say things like that, y/n. You don’t want to taint your eyes with trash like me.”

“Komaeda….”

The umbrella he had dropped had been taken away by the shore. And you and Komaeda stared at each other silently, all that was heard was the sound of the waves. Why did he hate himself so much? You could go on for days talking about all his good qualities and perfect personality. You wish you had met him earlier, maybe you could’ve stopped him from hating himself so much, maybe he could’ve appreciated himself better and see that his presence does matter in this world. But, that wasn’t the current situation… You had to commit another bold move, though you would dread on it later, you had to do something.

You abruptly reached out for his clammy hands and clasped onto them. Komaeda jumped at your sudden action.

“Komaeda,” you inhaled deeply and began,

“You’re very important to me. I don’t care about tainting myself with you. I’ll take the risk again and again because I genuinely enjoy being in your presence.”

“One day, I truly hope you see yourself the way I do. I think of you as a man who's intriguing, thoughtful, warm-hearted, understanding,” You kept listing every single quality that came to your brain nonstop, you had no filter.

Komaeda removed his right hand from your grasp and gently placed it upon your mouth. You slowly began opening your eyes… You hadn’t sunk his reaction since you had shut your eyes closed when you began talking. Komaeda’s face seemed very flushed, or so you thought, maybe it was due to the sun’s rays striking upon his pale skin… You on the other hand weren't aware on how your reaction was displayed, all you knew was you felt like you might pass out at any moment.

Komaeda is the first one to break the silence.

“Do… you really see me in that way, y/n…?” He asked while removing his hand from your mouth. He anxiously waited for your answer while his jaw clenched.

“Y-yeah. I do…” you release his other hand softly.

You saw his eyes widen once again, and then they begin turning glossy…. His facial expression contorting to one of sadness and mouth slowly held out agape. You were alerted by his sudden change of emotion and began rethinking on what you may have said for him to react this certain way. His knees slowly buckled, and he was falling to the sand, you clutched his shoulders with all your might and held onto him, falling in a sitting position in the sand with him. You stayed in that position for what felt an eternity, the sand on the ground bruised your knees a tiny bit, but certainly you didn’t mind it at all. You let him cry it all out while rubbing circles on his back as a way to calm him down. After he finished, he managed to mutter:

“Thank you so much, y/n.” He faced you with small tear beads in his eyes. You realize that he wasn’t crying due to a comment you had said, but crying due to someone expressing such strong feelings towards him. He’s never received such bombardment of compliments before.

“You’re welcome Komaeda.” You tell him, whilst swiping his remaining tears with your thumb.

“How about we continue with our walk, yeah?” You offered, letting go of him and standing up. You stretch out your hand towards him with a warm smile. He shyly nodded and gladly accepts it, he stands up as well.

Even while standing up, you two never separated your hands, both of you held them firmly. You were flushed at such a fact, but still went onwards with your walk. You looked at Komaeda, and he was smiling with such content, your heart melted once again. If you had managed to convey such colossal amount of compliments, then surely confessing should be easier, but, right now didn't seem like the perfect moment to confess… You wanted to enjoy your remaining walk with him, making him feel completely cherished.

“You have a purpose, Nagito Komaeda...” You mumbled to him out of nowhere.

That’s all he needed to hear.

#nagito x reader #nagito komaeda #nagito x y/n #nagito smut #danganronpa #sdr2 #sdr2 goodbye despair #sdr2 chiaki #sdra2 #danganronpa sdr2 #sdr2 nagito #junko fucking enoshima #fanfic #idk anymore #idk what to tag this as

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