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it's showtime? AND tv time???? how generous

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making friends is like. does this person consider me a friend or am i being weird? am i being annoying right now? is this funny or am i weird? do you like to play like me or am i weird? i really like writing with you and i want to know you better but i don't want to make you uncomfortable. i'm still testing the waters, is this raunchy joke funny or am i being weird? i want to know what you think is funny. i want to know what you like. i want to know the sorts of things you like to read and write so i can do it better for you. i'm still figuring you out and i can't tell if you're like me or if i'm just weird.

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wow this person openly mentioning how they want people to dm them is really cool. sucks that i cant dm them because if i tried they would kill me with a stick

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i thought it would be funny if mtt was on tv time but the more i think about it this au is full of plot holes. oh well at least he can have a silly outfit and a cool chain smoking husband. gay rights

also here are the pose refs i used because im bored of drawing everyone standing at a 3/4 angle

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one of the most depressing things to explain to people just starting transition is that there's a 60/40 chance their doctors are either genuinely ignorant about their care needs or else they genuinely want their trans patients to go on a menopause crash-out dose so they go insane from imbalanced hormone levels, think "transitioning is actually making me worse and unhappier," and quit. and both of these doctors will prescribe you 150mg spiro and 1mg oral estradiol and say things like "most transgender women actually prefer to not use progesterone supplements"

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So uhmmm- MettaTenna, am I right?

Small lil doodle of em hehhehehhe

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the sun is his spotlight!

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YAY PAPYTON

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quick doodle coz im obsessed

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i love playing with my touys

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More Mettatenna

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" I think Mr. Tenna and I will get along... famously. "

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Media haul from the other day ^~^

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i would like to confess now that i am like actually extremely obsessed with mettaton. I thought it was a normal amount of loving my comfort character until my friends started getting concerned lol. like I spend at least an hour a day looking at him on pinterest, I have a corner in my room dedicated to him, I've ordered commissions of him, I changed my hair to look more like EX, I started learning Russian to enjoy more fan content about him, and have created several wplace works of him, to the point that my account level got to the 30's in about a week. That's probably not even everything I could say about it lol. I have no idea how it got this extreme but I do wish I had gotten a more useful variant of autism.

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In case I don’t see ya!

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Mettaton my beloved, I can't remember if I've drawn you before but if I have then it was nearly 10 years ago. It's simply been too long.