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i saw a post (that must be from a WHILE back) calling connor autistic and i just havenāt been able to stop thinking about it

in addition to what theyāve said, i also want to point out some other things he does that can be considered symptoms of autism:
repetitive, self-soothing movements.
connor rubs his hands together or plays with a coin if you leave him idle, or in cutscenes. it is a form of self-regulating through repetitive and familiar actions. i think fixing his tie as often as he does can also fit into this.
additionally, there is a deleted scene in which he grabs onto his collar for comfort when amanda tries to override his control in the final mission.
inability to fit in with own kind (deviants ā parallel with neurodivergent peers) but also with others (humans ā parallel with neurotypical peers).
as mentioned, connor struggles to relate to and bond with hank ā āi think working with an officer with personal issues is an added challengeā ā despite being programmed to fit into āany kind of groupā (desc. from his gallery). he has difficulties understanding him and voices this to amanda.
however, he also struggles to relate to fellow deviants, or androids in general, and is very different from them. this could be partly because he is a prototype, but so is markus, and he blends in well. connor, meanwhile, had a very skewed perception of both humans and deviants (see: him picking the most dumbass outfit and pose to infiltrate jericho) and struggles to interact with them, appearing hesitant at all times (see: telling markus he understands if he decides not to trust him, sounding somewhat uncertain when proposing his plan to markus or north, his whole relationships with hank and gavin etc.)
misunderstanding or total lack of understanding of social cues, norms, or common sayings.
he displays confusion when hank says āyou know where you can stick your instructions?ā (āno. where?ā) ā which could be irony, but i read it as genuine. he has trouble interacting with people ānormallyā and cannot emote properly, one proper example being how weird he smiles (see: awkward smiles when he talks to hank at the station the night after the interrogation, weird smile given to gavin when he does not understand his humor).
speaking of not understanding humor, not only does he find gavin unfunny, he also does not get hankās gruesome humor (see: frowning when hank jokes āthey must have really had it in for himā).
moreover, he speaks over hank (see: speaking over him in his house, thanking him for his cooperation while hank is yelling at him) without seeing it as ābadā ā lacking a social cue.
clear, sole focus on one single thing.
this is, of course, his mission, regardless of what it is: catching deviants (machine) or helping jericho (deviant). he always is troubled and/or upset if he fails it, and he doubts himself, is confused or disappointed when he lets androids go, and, if he explains himself, he visibly struggles in doing so: āitās my fault, i shouldāve been fasterā, āi donāt know why i did itā, āthere was no reason to shoot that androidā etc.
sticking to routine or to familiarity.
connor does not get rid of his android uniform, nor LED, after deviating, as markus and kara do straight away. you can argue the other two do it out of need to blend in, but it is also something that frees them; connor does not take after them in this.
noticing small patterns or details other donāt
this is literally part of his programming LISTEN TO MEEEEEEE
while i donāt think all androids are neurodivergent, deviancy, in connorās case, can be read as an allegory for neurodivergency, specifically autism.
connor always displays symptoms of deviancy regardless of your playthrough ā he lies to hank in the stratford tower in ALL routes, this being a canon, non-choosable cutscene, and another solid example is fear. he expresses fear through gestures (see: flinching away from the stratford tower roof if he died from falling in the hostage chapter ā fear of heights) or dialogue (see: discussing death with hank on the bridge: ānothing. there would be nothingā; being conflicted when amanda tells him he may replace him.)
machine connor is, thus, connor masking. he always has some humanity in him, but he shoves it away deep down when taking the path of a machine. he still gets frustrated (example: after his rifle stops working when he attempts to kill markus; swearing if the bomb is detonated following the deviantsā loss of the war), troubled/conflicted (example: āwhatās going to happen to me?ā and his little reactions when amanda presents him with rk900), and even appears sad (example: his reaction to hankās suicide, his LED turning red, it appears as though he forces it back to blue.)
while i donāt think this is the intention of the writers, autistic connor is canon to me. he is android autistic. thank you
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POV: you're a coin

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(thamepo) heart that skips a beat: novel vs. series ā³ episode one
A staff member reminded Thame that he needed to finish the documentary interview he had missed the previous day. Thame nodded, keeping his thoughts to himself but recalling the rooftop conversation with Po the night before.
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JACK & JOKER || SPECIAL EP. 13 POLICE IN LOVE || PILOT TRAILER
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reed800 > reed900 and the mischaracterization of connor
I never understood peopleās affinity for reed900 over reed800, and all the reasonings Iāve heard for it never make sense to me. Just to be clear, this post isnt meant to attack anybody who ships reed900, Iāve watched Detroit evolution alright. I fucked with it heavy. Iāve got a solid three Reed900 fics in my ao3 bookmarks. I have credentials. Donāt come for me.
Anyway, I will always prefer Connor and Gavinās dynamic over a Nines and Gavin hypothetical one. I feel like the reason people donāt like covnin is because they often misinterpret Connorās character, I see this amongst convin shippers too, not just people who dislike the ship.Ā
I keep hearing the argument that āGavin hates Connor, and Connor doesnāt stand up for himself. Nines would be more cold, which matches Gavinās personality.ā This is probably the shittiest take Iāve ever heard. The DBH fandom tends to see Connor as meek. Because of this, they think heās vulnerable to Gavinās hostility, which is just not true. When weāre introduced to Gavin, heās antagonistic towards Connor right of the bat. Connor, in order to keep the peace, remains professional. This is because initially, itās not in Connorās interest/programming to disobey or disrupt humans. He prefers to move along, focus on the mission and ignore unnecessary distractions. However, when Gavin persists, when the android being interrogated is about to self destruct, Connor has the choice to physically stop the officer from restraining it and he does, defying Gavin in the process as well. Connor does not care about Gavinās human authority in this case, he only cares about what he knows to be true and sticking to his objective.Ā
Now you may bring up the breakroom scene in which Gavin punches Connor, Connor just seems to let it happen despite it being a direct physical attack and not just an offhand comment. I hate when people bring this up because at this time, Connor was not deviant yet. He did not develop enough consciousness/deviancy to actively choose to defend himself. Again, in order to move things along and cause the least ruckus possible, he takes it. Iāve also heard arguments that Connor āpretendsā to be hurt in order to seem subservient to Gavin to make it seem like heās not fighting back against a human. I like that theory!Ā
People also seem to forget that when things directly misalign with his mission, Connor is quick to go against anybody, even humans, who stand in the way. Have people forgotten what Connor did to Gavin in the archive room? He beat the living shit out of him, incapacitated him, and walked off with a final tie adjustment as if it was nothing. This is the Connor who youāre calling meek, the one who pretended to be the Traciās dead girlfriend to get to Jericho. The one who sampled Markusā voice to take advantage of beaten down Simonās loyalty. The one who nagged Hank to rent Traciās until the lieutenant humiliatedly obliged. The one who chased Kara and a child down a highway. The one who gets himself killed multiple times just to accomplish his mission. The one who sarcastically told Gavin heād āmiss their bromance.ā PLEASE.Ā
All of this is to make a point for a romantic/sexual dynamic between Connor and Gavin that actually puts them as equals. Where we get the good ending with deviant Connor, androids having rights, Gavin being forced into sensitivity training and actually learn to see androids as people (we love the Gavin Reed Redemption tag). None of that degrading convin bullshit where Connor puts up with Gavinās bigotry and thinks āI can fix him!ā Where Gavin actually takes responsibility for his own behavior and slowly learns to change his outlook.Ā
Connor would not shut up to Gavinās insults. Heād push back just as hard, sarcastic and sardonic in his own way. Heād spit some sort of off putting logical roast at Gavin to hurt his feelings, psychoanalyzing him to a T. Theyād have amazing back and forth, banter fuelled with sexual tension, actual physical fights, prolonged angry eye contact, pinning down and grabbing dangerously close to certain areas. Connor beginning to warm up to Gavinās hostility, being smart, seeing past it, knowing itās a cover up for something more raw and vulnerable. Gavin starting to think āMaybe heās not so badā to āheās funnyā to āheās pretty fucking hotā to āshit maybe I like himā. DO WE NOT SEE THE VISION!!Ā
anyways I need to convert more people to like convin. yeah you can make your case for reed900 but they will never have as much chemistry as convin and not nearly as much hatefuck potential. thank you for reading.Ā
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pictured: nerd to nerd friendship
#photo#text#fandom#being adhd with an hyperfocus and a friend who shares interests is good but also im so sorry#detroit become human#jack and joker#buffy the vampire slayer#the untamed#stray kids#remembering the time I sent a 28-minute voice message to my best friend because she asked how my skz fic was going#she listened to the whole thing too#ily bestie ā¤ļø
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mark is this close š¤ to losing his shit
he listens AND judges šš©·
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Last Little Piece of Him
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Free talk at the end.













On the night of July 4th I cried thousands of tears for Connorās suicide ending after I beat the game for the 3rd time.
It was such a pain to watch him along from a cold machine saying āIām not aliveā, to a deviant feeling ālike I was dyingā¦I was scaredā, still he chose to end this free life rather than be taken control of. Canāt imagine what would happen to Hank if he knows about Connorās death.
Couldnāt sleep at all so I played with a quarter, then recalled a spy coin I bought from Fraunces Tavern in New York. So this story came from this coin. Much appreciated, Commander Washington.
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If Cyberlife tried to take over control and Connor thought he was a threat to everyone around him and especially Hank, he could decide to go down that path. He doesnāt actually realize how much his life means.
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Youāre not broken. Youāre Connor.Ā
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DBH Characters as Textposts (Part 14)
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13
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Machines donāt feel.
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A tiny fragment of life










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